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Drunken Bumpkin
Naomi warmed a little more at her companion's receptive response. It might've just qualified for basic decency but she still let herself feel a little closer to her for her encouraging words. Like the joke she had made implied, she had had many an unattractive prospect come before her, so maybe that only served to make what was happening now seem all the more sweeter. "Thank you," she said cheerily, her face alight with joyful grin. She had expected it to die down after a moment, but, seeing the other woman's reaction to her own response, she couldn't help but smile just a little more, just a little longer, filled with a feeling she couldn't quite describe, but she enjoyed, nonetheless.
It was after this Naomi had posed her question. She had anticipated it would take a moment to digest, no matter how her partner had felt about her asking, so with a silent breath she kept herself strong and even and waited for the quick response. She was pleased with understanding of it's importance, but more importantly she listened when prompted, absolutely enthralled by Xaira's feelings. As she was, she decided to take the opportunity to make use of the wine sitting on the table. She took the already prepared bottle and easily pouring out a glass as she listened. It took a little self-control for her to keep it steady as she gave a surprised, but bemused laugh to her last, more saucy comment, but with a practiced grace, she managed. By the time she had finished, with two evenly poured out glasses, it was clear Naomi was still thoughtful about it all, but she knew very well where her general thoughts were.
"I appreciate your candidness," she said, softly but firmly. In someone else's hands, the sentiment might've felt lukewarm at best, and damnably faint praise at worst, but as Naomi expressed it, she made sure it dripped with warmth and sincerity. She really hadn't expected such an unwavering and to-the-point response so early in the night, but she took the implications of it to heart. Even if her date was already a straightforward woman - and she had given every indication that she was - her heartfelt reply still was a step further than she had needed to take it. And that was a gift she wanted to make sure was treated like it was really worth.
"I'm..." she said uncertainly, blinking. It took her a moment to get her bearings - to maybe change her line of thought or to reaffirm her own thinking, but after that, she continued. "Well, you can probably guess, I have never really been alone a lot," she finally started. "It is true, at least in Deepvale, that succubi stick together. I am actually one of the youngest, so, I've always had plenty of sisters I could ask for advice. They all usually told me the same thing: buying the cow doesn't make the milk sweeter." She giggled a little at the ridiculousness as soon as the words left her mouth. "Well, one of them told me that, but they all had some sort of variation. The same idea, that love somehow isn't worth it. Accompanied by the horror stories they would choose to tell me. About a succubi who dedicating herself to only one partner and slowly withered away. About the incubi who spent so much of his life with one person that he realized when they were gone he could no longer live without them."
"When they would tell me those things, all I could ask myself was: what could be so worth chasing after, that so many people would all go through so much for it?" She paused. "I'm still not sure. I'm still not sure that's even why I'm here for. If I found a decent incubi and just..." she trailed off and pursed her lips. "That could be the end of it." She took a deep breath.
"But I want to know what it's like to be wanted. Really wanted. Not just... taken out of obligation, or because I'm easy enough to have, or because I can change to be what someone's looking for. And what it's like to give that to someone, too. To feel that for them."
Her gaze lidded a bit, all of this earnest talk briefly feeling a bit overwhelming. She delicately picked up the glass she had set out for herself and took a sip. She had been taught how to talk, sure, but she hadn't ever gone this on at this length about anything personal before. At least, not to someone she still had so many questions about. But maybe that was what already set Xaira apart from the others she had met. She was willing to put a lot into this right from the start. Maybe willing to put a lot into her. And Naomi wanted to match that effort, not just out of politeness. She set her glass back down, a little surprised at herself. That realization was when she really felt her heart flutter, in a way she definitely knew now was not just the nerves. It really put what she had said to Xaira last into a new perspective.
"All of that to say, anyway, that I do feel the same, if different reasons," she finally finished, pushing her hair back a little. She had the impulse to look away a little diffidently again, but remembering Xaira's previous encouragement, she quickly bobbed her head back up and looked her in the eyes again. That was, for a second or two, before she gave a sort of silly grin.
"We ask the easy ones next, right?" she laughed. Not behind her hand but openly, brightly.
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Chase perked up a bit, happy the two of them were still fine with his prescence. At the question they both seemed to share, though, he waved off both of their concern. "I don't know. I'm sure it's fine, though!" Granted, it had already been Yakob's leftovers before he'd even poured anything else in there, which already made it a questionable venture, but anything he got was fine with him. Nothing he'd made could be that unmanageable. And if it could, that was something he definitely wanted to experience. In any case, he also gave a big smile to Fifer's offer. He wasn't sure he'd be interested in taking her up on it, even if he liked this game in the end, but even someone like him could still appreciate the thought! The two of them kept going, and there was still some obvious business he had to take care of, any. Specifically, the drink he still had on him. He bent his head down a little. At first, to get a sip, but on closer nose-based inspection, it was pretty clear that wasn't going to be viable. He was no discerning alcohol connoisseur like Yakob was, but even he could tell he wasn't about to sip this down. However, he was not put off by trying it, and without much fanfare, he picked up the bottle and tipped it back with as big a gulp he could.
Maybe the best thing that he could say about it was that he did get what he wanted - he did evoke a strong feeling of excitement. However, the type of excitement he experienced as soon as the liquid hit his taste buds was less like the feeling of stabbing the Wendigo and more like the feeling he had during that close call with the spiders. That was to say, this concoction tasted like a mistake. The alcohol in the mixture immediately became wildfire burning through his senses and whatever sweetness it was supposed to have didn't manage to impede it's motion any. Nonetheless, it had been made implicitly clear to him the first time he'd drank anything that the right thing to do in this situation was not to spit everything out in one, swift wretch. The absolute last thing he wanted to do was spit this stuff onto his new companions, anyway. So, a smile still on his mouth and tears already running down his face, he calmly put his cup to the side and put his head briefly in crossed lap, almost afraid he'd lost consciousness by just how badly this had offended his everything.
It was great. Not, like, tasty, but it had somehow managed to be awful in a way that was also awe-inspiring. Taste still permeating his mouth, his lifted his head up from his lap and quietly wiped his involuntary tears away. He didn't even realize something could be that awful, but that was why it was so interesting. That being said, he still lifted himself up quietly from the table and moved back toward the bar. There was probably nothing he could do to really 'fix' this drink in any conceivable way, but, he still decided to pull a lemon from the fridge. The taste still hadn't gone away, and, while it was pretty intriguing in just how vile it was, it was about time to take the edge off while he could still taste anything. Remarkably casually, he picked up a knife from his nearest pocket and soundly cut it in half. Then he went through the motions of cleaning everything back up; the knife, the counter, and the other half of the lemon, which he neatly wrapped in plastic wrap. He didn't know if the bar would care to use it, but he still did it anyway, since it was what was supposed to be done.
That finished, he waltzed back with his new half a lemon and his drink again, and that was that. The rest was kinda mundane comparatively, but that was fine! Whether that was because of the speed of the game, or the speed of the balls, or the speed of the alcohol, it wasn't sure, but he happily watched them dart their way across the board until one of them was about to win. It was easy enough to understand how it'd gotten down to that point, so he actually cared about the outcome once it came down to it. And once it was over, he clapped like he'd seen Fifer doing when he had come over. He wasn't sure if he was any closer to knowing if he'd like this game if he played himself, but it seemed fun to the two of them! Fifer seemed satisfied, too, as she suggested the three of them regroup tomorrow. That was really all Chase needed to hear.
"Hahaha, can't take it back!" he chimed happily, jumping up from his seat. What she said next, he could tell, was not toward him, so without really worrying about the rest, he quickly slipped fifty dollars onto the counter and hurried on out. He wasn't really sure what kind of alcohol he'd mixed into his nasty slurry, but it seemed like fifty would cover it and the lemon. Before he knows it, though, his thoughts aren't on that, but on where he was going next. The pool game hadn't actually been so long - both Gabriel and Fifer were pretty good players, even if he hadn't realized, so the board was cleared rather quickly - and, eyeing the clock on his way through the Guild Halls, an idea occurred to him. Had Yakob and Var actually left yet? If it had been Gabriel and Fifer, he would've assumed they were both already long gone, but those two seemed different. At least, around each other. Was it possible Chase could actually catch up to them? It seemed unlikely, but, considering the time, he knew it wouldn't exactly hurt to go and look.
Oh yeah, another totally good idea. Without worrying about any further about the consequences, he danced off toward the parking lot. Time to go headlight spotting!
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It was after this Naomi had posed her question. She had anticipated it would take a moment to digest, no matter how her partner had felt about her asking, so with a silent breath she kept herself strong and even and waited for the quick response. She was pleased with understanding of it's importance, but more importantly she listened when prompted, absolutely enthralled by Xaira's feelings. As she was, she decided to take the opportunity to make use of the wine sitting on the table. She took the already prepared bottle and easily pouring out a glass as she listened. It took a little self-control for her to keep it steady as she gave a surprised, but bemused laugh to her last, more saucy comment, but with a practiced grace, she managed. By the time she had finished, with two evenly poured out glasses, it was clear Naomi was still thoughtful about it all, but she knew very well where her general thoughts were.
"I appreciate your candidness," she said, softly but firmly. In someone else's hands, the sentiment might've felt lukewarm at best, and damnably faint praise at worst, but as Naomi expressed it, she made sure it dripped with warmth and sincerity. She really hadn't expected such an unwavering and to-the-point response so early in the night, but she took the implications of it to heart. Even if her date was already a straightforward woman - and she had given every indication that she was - her heartfelt reply still was a step further than she had needed to take it. And that was a gift she wanted to make sure was treated like it was really worth.
"I'm..." she said uncertainly, blinking. It took her a moment to get her bearings - to maybe change her line of thought or to reaffirm her own thinking, but after that, she continued. "Well, you can probably guess, I have never really been alone a lot," she finally started. "It is true, at least in Deepvale, that succubi stick together. I am actually one of the youngest, so, I've always had plenty of sisters I could ask for advice. They all usually told me the same thing: buying the cow doesn't make the milk sweeter." She giggled a little at the ridiculousness as soon as the words left her mouth. "Well, one of them told me that, but they all had some sort of variation. The same idea, that love somehow isn't worth it. Accompanied by the horror stories they would choose to tell me. About a succubi who dedicating herself to only one partner and slowly withered away. About the incubi who spent so much of his life with one person that he realized when they were gone he could no longer live without them."
"When they would tell me those things, all I could ask myself was: what could be so worth chasing after, that so many people would all go through so much for it?" She paused. "I'm still not sure. I'm still not sure that's even why I'm here for. If I found a decent incubi and just..." she trailed off and pursed her lips. "That could be the end of it." She took a deep breath.
"But I want to know what it's like to be wanted. Really wanted. Not just... taken out of obligation, or because I'm easy enough to have, or because I can change to be what someone's looking for. And what it's like to give that to someone, too. To feel that for them."
Her gaze lidded a bit, all of this earnest talk briefly feeling a bit overwhelming. She delicately picked up the glass she had set out for herself and took a sip. She had been taught how to talk, sure, but she hadn't ever gone this on at this length about anything personal before. At least, not to someone she still had so many questions about. But maybe that was what already set Xaira apart from the others she had met. She was willing to put a lot into this right from the start. Maybe willing to put a lot into her. And Naomi wanted to match that effort, not just out of politeness. She set her glass back down, a little surprised at herself. That realization was when she really felt her heart flutter, in a way she definitely knew now was not just the nerves. It really put what she had said to Xaira last into a new perspective.
"All of that to say, anyway, that I do feel the same, if different reasons," she finally finished, pushing her hair back a little. She had the impulse to look away a little diffidently again, but remembering Xaira's previous encouragement, she quickly bobbed her head back up and looked her in the eyes again. That was, for a second or two, before she gave a sort of silly grin.
"We ask the easy ones next, right?" she laughed. Not behind her hand but openly, brightly.
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Chase perked up a bit, happy the two of them were still fine with his prescence. At the question they both seemed to share, though, he waved off both of their concern. "I don't know. I'm sure it's fine, though!" Granted, it had already been Yakob's leftovers before he'd even poured anything else in there, which already made it a questionable venture, but anything he got was fine with him. Nothing he'd made could be that unmanageable. And if it could, that was something he definitely wanted to experience. In any case, he also gave a big smile to Fifer's offer. He wasn't sure he'd be interested in taking her up on it, even if he liked this game in the end, but even someone like him could still appreciate the thought! The two of them kept going, and there was still some obvious business he had to take care of, any. Specifically, the drink he still had on him. He bent his head down a little. At first, to get a sip, but on closer nose-based inspection, it was pretty clear that wasn't going to be viable. He was no discerning alcohol connoisseur like Yakob was, but even he could tell he wasn't about to sip this down. However, he was not put off by trying it, and without much fanfare, he picked up the bottle and tipped it back with as big a gulp he could.
Maybe the best thing that he could say about it was that he did get what he wanted - he did evoke a strong feeling of excitement. However, the type of excitement he experienced as soon as the liquid hit his taste buds was less like the feeling of stabbing the Wendigo and more like the feeling he had during that close call with the spiders. That was to say, this concoction tasted like a mistake. The alcohol in the mixture immediately became wildfire burning through his senses and whatever sweetness it was supposed to have didn't manage to impede it's motion any. Nonetheless, it had been made implicitly clear to him the first time he'd drank anything that the right thing to do in this situation was not to spit everything out in one, swift wretch. The absolute last thing he wanted to do was spit this stuff onto his new companions, anyway. So, a smile still on his mouth and tears already running down his face, he calmly put his cup to the side and put his head briefly in crossed lap, almost afraid he'd lost consciousness by just how badly this had offended his everything.
It was great. Not, like, tasty, but it had somehow managed to be awful in a way that was also awe-inspiring. Taste still permeating his mouth, his lifted his head up from his lap and quietly wiped his involuntary tears away. He didn't even realize something could be that awful, but that was why it was so interesting. That being said, he still lifted himself up quietly from the table and moved back toward the bar. There was probably nothing he could do to really 'fix' this drink in any conceivable way, but, he still decided to pull a lemon from the fridge. The taste still hadn't gone away, and, while it was pretty intriguing in just how vile it was, it was about time to take the edge off while he could still taste anything. Remarkably casually, he picked up a knife from his nearest pocket and soundly cut it in half. Then he went through the motions of cleaning everything back up; the knife, the counter, and the other half of the lemon, which he neatly wrapped in plastic wrap. He didn't know if the bar would care to use it, but he still did it anyway, since it was what was supposed to be done.
That finished, he waltzed back with his new half a lemon and his drink again, and that was that. The rest was kinda mundane comparatively, but that was fine! Whether that was because of the speed of the game, or the speed of the balls, or the speed of the alcohol, it wasn't sure, but he happily watched them dart their way across the board until one of them was about to win. It was easy enough to understand how it'd gotten down to that point, so he actually cared about the outcome once it came down to it. And once it was over, he clapped like he'd seen Fifer doing when he had come over. He wasn't sure if he was any closer to knowing if he'd like this game if he played himself, but it seemed fun to the two of them! Fifer seemed satisfied, too, as she suggested the three of them regroup tomorrow. That was really all Chase needed to hear.
"Hahaha, can't take it back!" he chimed happily, jumping up from his seat. What she said next, he could tell, was not toward him, so without really worrying about the rest, he quickly slipped fifty dollars onto the counter and hurried on out. He wasn't really sure what kind of alcohol he'd mixed into his nasty slurry, but it seemed like fifty would cover it and the lemon. Before he knows it, though, his thoughts aren't on that, but on where he was going next. The pool game hadn't actually been so long - both Gabriel and Fifer were pretty good players, even if he hadn't realized, so the board was cleared rather quickly - and, eyeing the clock on his way through the Guild Halls, an idea occurred to him. Had Yakob and Var actually left yet? If it had been Gabriel and Fifer, he would've assumed they were both already long gone, but those two seemed different. At least, around each other. Was it possible Chase could actually catch up to them? It seemed unlikely, but, considering the time, he knew it wouldn't exactly hurt to go and look.
Oh yeah, another totally good idea. Without worrying about any further about the consequences, he danced off toward the parking lot. Time to go headlight spotting!
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