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Fantasy The Dark World (ooc)

Thanks, I hope I can be a good influence since someone will have to and I'm already her favorite aside from her parents. As for Saturday, that's when I get to next see my awesome idiot brothers as well as their fellow awesome idiot roommates. I definitely need to talk to them as my endless ranting is evident of. As for cats.. I fucking wish but my mom's really allergic to practically everything that can bring happiness from fuzzy kitties to cookies with eggs in them. Otherwise I'd gladly have like twelve cats by now. On the bright side though, I finally am able to get a good cry out like I haven't in a while so I guess that kinda felt a bit good to do.
 
Isolde said:
Thanks, I hope I can be a good influence since someone will have to and I'm already her favorite aside from her parents. As for Saturday, that's when I get to next see my awesome idiot brothers as well as their fellow awesome idiot roommates. I definitely need to talk to them as my endless ranting is evident of. As for cats.. I fucking wish but my mom's really allergic to practically everything that can bring happiness from fuzzy kitties to cookies with eggs in them. Otherwise I'd gladly have like twelve cats by now. On the bright side though, I finally am able to get a good cry out like I haven't in a while so I guess that kinda felt a bit good to do.
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Aww <3 dun cry hunny >< and yah my brother is allergic to kitties too ;-; yet weve owned them hahaha. Ah I see :> well its sorta almost saturday! you can see your friends then :D
 
Thalia_Neko said:
Aww <3 dun cry hunny >< and yah my brother is allergic to kitties too ;-; yet weve owned them hahaha. Ah I see :> well its sorta almost saturday! you can see your friends then :D
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Nah this crying shit is kinda inevitable and necesary. If I don't then I'll snap on someone I don't want to in a way I don't mean and then everything goes downhill again. I just wish my brothers were here now. They're good at talking sense into me and getting me calm. Plus their advice is better than anyone's I've ever known. <3 Just life makes me livid. I adore the hell outta life but I loathe it so much at the same time. It's so clever but so actually fucking stupid. If every person on earth could do heart to heart talks and try to better themselves then the world would be such a better place. Plus then everyone can lean on each other instead of some made up shit to help them sleep at night.
 
Isolde said:
Nah this crying shit is kinda inevitable and necesary. If I don't then I'll snap on someone I don't want to in a way I don't mean and then everything goes downhill again. I just wish my brothers were here now. They're good at talking sense into me and getting me calm. Plus their advice is better than anyone's I've ever known. <3 Just life makes me livid. I adore the hell outta life but I loathe it so much at the same time. It's so clever but so actually fucking stupid. If every person on earth could do heart to heart talks and try to better themselves then the world would be such a better place. Plus then everyone can lean on each other instead of some made up shit to help them sleep at night.
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well ya.. but they dont :< also your brothers sound awesome XD ive had to get my advice from therapists LOL
 
Thalia_Neko said:
well ya.. but they dont :< also your brothers sound awesome XD ive had to get my advice from therapists LOL
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I only got to try a therapist once but it was kinda peer pressure that made me go in the first place and it was because when I confessed to my mom that I didn't believe she did the one thing I knew she would and next day I got pulled into the pastor's office and they kinda pressured me into going to a religious therapist to 'lead me back to the flock'. But I am going to start seeing someone in a month to help with my social anxiety. Hope to hell that it works out cus otherwise this stupid nervousness, pain, and self-negativity will probably be here to stay.
 
Isolde said:
I only got to try a therapist once but it was kinda peer pressure that made me go in the first place and it was because when I confessed to my mom that I didn't believe she did the one thing I knew she would and next day I got pulled into the pastor's office and they kinda pressured me into going to a religious therapist to 'lead me back to the flock'. But I am going to start seeing someone in a month to help with my social anxiety. Hope to hell that it works out cus otherwise this stupid nervousness, pain, and self-negativity will probably be here to stay.
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OH YUCK, that sounds horrible! o-o a religious therapist? omfg gross, yah no wonder! that sounds so bad >< but yah ive been to like 3 or 4 therapists about various issues in my life :P also with anxiety haha
 
Thalia_Neko said:
OH YUCK, that sounds horrible! o-o a religious therapist? omfg gross, yah no wonder! that sounds so bad >< but yah ive been to like 3 or 4 therapists about various issues in my life :P also with anxiety haha
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Yeah no it was and even after I spoke up about not wanting to go my mom made me go two more weeks before pulling me out. I wish I never went there because I think doing so and opening up when mom was in a drama state kinda opened her up to dramatizing my dealio. To my knowledge, she has been grabbing any pity she can get even at the cost of spilling a few of my more depressing secrets. Plus that place was what started up my bad habit of chewing and eating the insides of my cheeks and that needs to stop but like anytime I get anxious it's my calming thing as unhealthy as it is.
 
Isolde said:
Yeah no it was and even after I spoke up about not wanting to go my mom made me go two more weeks before pulling me out. I wish I never went there because I think doing so and opening up when mom was in a drama state kinda opened her up to dramatizing my dealio. To my knowledge, she has been grabbing any pity she can get even at the cost of spilling a few of my more depressing secrets. Plus that place was what started up my bad habit of chewing and eating the insides of my cheeks and that needs to stop but like anytime I get anxious it's my calming thing as unhealthy as it is.
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dont.. dont do that :/
and yah she should not have forced that on you, and you shouldnt have gone ><
 
Thalia_Neko said:
dont.. dont do that :/
and yah she should not have forced that on you, and you shouldnt have gone ><
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I know I try to keep from doing it but at some point every day I accidentally cave in. Plus I know I shouldn't have agreed now but that was a reaaaallly depressing 'don't give a shit anymore' point in time where I didn't really have much energy to resist. Like I used to have hardcore depression and legit I used to not do homework since I was sure I'd kill myself before I'd have to hand it in. I fucking hate that private religious schools are a thing. They're stupid. They're so destructive and absolutely awful. I wish I could go back in time and confront my parents about their shit parenting and get them to fix it before the massive damage was done. I wish those schools didn't exist. To each their own with religion but for fuck's sake the kids? No kid can decide what they believe in at that stage.
 
Isolde said:
I know I try to keep from doing it but at some point every day I accidentally cave in. Plus I know I shouldn't have agreed now but that was a reaaaallly depressing 'don't give a shit anymore' point in time where I didn't really have much energy to resist. Like I used to have hardcore depression and legit I used to not do homework since I was sure I'd kill myself before I'd have to hand it in. I fucking hate that private religious schools are a thing. They're stupid. They're so destructive and absolutely awful. I wish I could go back in time and confront my parents about their shit parenting and get them to fix it before the massive damage was done. I wish those schools didn't exist. To each their own with religion but for fuck's sake the kids? No kid can decide what they believe in at that stage.
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:/ :< *ish sads to hear this*

but yeah, no, kids cant, so that is a major issue with religion yeah (and their schools apparently o-o)
 
Shhh don't be sad about my shit, what's done is done so the only thing worth focusing on is the fact that kids are still being ruined the same way I was. There should not be religious schools. It fucks kids up 9/10 and there's so much factual evidence behind it but no one listens or speaks up because someone's feeling will be hurt. It's so fucking dumb. Like how in the hell did humans get to the point where everyone knows at some point in their life all this shit and how fucked up things are and yet nobody does shit. Literally if everyone just talked heart to heart with open minds and empathy then fucking christ this place would at least be somewhat of a good place to be born into. But no. Everyone allows the planet to keep turning in the same stupid way. We're capable of fixing shit but with pride and other bullshit we can't come together for the greater good. It's just so dumb. We're all capable but hardly anyone chooses to do shit.
 
I just finished playing a round of Left 4 Dead 2 with a buddy and this guy got the daylights scared right out of him. Playing on a map where it's stormy and you can't see and he accidentally shot a monster zombie that insta-kills. The poor guy was wheezing, half-crying, trying to calm himself down. Good times.

What's everyone's favorite game?
 
Syphe said:
I just finished playing a round of Left 4 Dead 2 with a buddy and this guy got the daylights scared right out of him. Playing on a map where it's stormy and you can't see and he accidentally shot a monster zombie that insta-kills. The poor guy was wheezing, half-crying, trying to calm himself down. Good times.

What's everyone's favorite game?
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fire emblem is my favorite series :)
 
Isolde said:
My mom won't stop dramatizing basic shit my dad does or says, cus he's a derp but a good derp, and legit she's acting like the edgy 12 year old I once was and it's just aarrrgggghhh so fucking obnoxious and if I were to bring it up to her so she can cool it with the bs, she almost always reacts with some sort of guilt trippy self-centered thingie and it's like MOM CALM THE HELL DOWN, DAD ISN'T AN EVIL BASTARD. I just want to call her out but I know exactly how she'll react and it will do even less good than her raving about my dad. I just fucking wish I could say things without having dumb backlash. I hate having to restrict myself from doing anything to let her know what she's doing is dumb and so unnecessary.
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Isolde said:
No I know I was fucked up left, right, and sideways by religion hence my resentment towards it. But like, I am watching a life in the process of 90% probably getting ruined. And I cannot do a damn thing about it. I mean I plan on being the one influence on her that doesn't involve religion and I hope that I can help her stay away from the pain and sadness that that kind of childhood brought to me. It just sucks total ass to have to watch it go down and the only thing I can do is nudge her in the direction of thinking for herself and not taking religion to heart unless she matures enough to decide to do that for herself. All I can do is a gentle nudge while everyone around me is shoving shit down her throat and forcefully implanting bad habits, bad thought process, and unproven theories presented as facts more factual than actual facts.
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Are your parents divorced? Because this seems to be a recurring theme. *raises hand* Anytime I talk about how I really like my dad, my mom tries to guilt trip me with what he did when I was a baby. Stuff I can't even remember. So I'm like "What does this have to do with now?! He changed, now stop trying to shift my annoyance about the way you raised me onto him. Sorry that I don't remember what he did but do remember what you did. So just fucking cool it. Though I still love my mom, she irritates me.

Isolde said:
I only got to try a therapist once but it was kinda peer pressure that made me go in the first place and it was because when I confessed to my mom that I didn't believe she did the one thing I knew she would and next day I got pulled into the pastor's office and they kinda pressured me into going to a religious therapist to 'lead me back to the flock'. But I am going to start seeing someone in a month to help with my social anxiety. Hope to hell that it works out cus otherwise this stupid nervousness, pain, and self-negativity will probably be here to stay.
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This, is bad. I didn't even begin to explore religion until high school and even then, that was just scratching the surface. So forcing it down your throat is ridiculous. Am I religious now? Sorta. I believe in a higher power, but DAMN is there just too much that goes into all the religions. Don't eat this, don't do that, don't do anything on this day. Sorry, that I can't obey this because I'm at the bottom rung of a corporation and can't follow these rules sometimes. Anyway, just be careful when you go see a normal therapist. They may try and push you to a psychiatrist and try and make you take meds. Hate to say it, but the stuff that's used for anxiety is some really ridiculous shit that you can get hooked on. So REALLY be careful. I know, I work in a pharmacy.
 
Syphe said:
I just finished playing a round of Left 4 Dead 2 with a buddy and this guy got the daylights scared right out of him. Playing on a map where it's stormy and you can't see and he accidentally shot a monster zombie that insta-kills. The poor guy was wheezing, half-crying, trying to calm himself down. Good times.

What's everyone's favorite game?
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He shot a witch. WHY THE FUCK WOULD HE SHOOT A WITCH?!

Also, Crash Bandicoot. No matter how much it frustrates me, I love the game.
 
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