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Fantasy The Dark World (ooc)

when you live in a small town but don't get hungry till late at night it fricken sucks -.- Cuz everything is dead and closed by 11pm. Most of it closed by 9.
 
My mom won't stop dramatizing basic shit my dad does or says, cus he's a derp but a good derp, and legit she's acting like the edgy 12 year old I once was and it's just aarrrgggghhh so fucking obnoxious and if I were to bring it up to her so she can cool it with the bs, she almost always reacts with some sort of guilt trippy self-centered thingie and it's like MOM CALM THE HELL DOWN, DAD ISN'T AN EVIL BASTARD. I just want to call her out but I know exactly how she'll react and it will do even less good than her raving about my dad. I just fucking wish I could say things without having dumb backlash. I hate having to restrict myself from doing anything to let her know what she's doing is dumb and so unnecessary.
 
Like we switched roles or some shit and- I used to have a god awful relationship with my dad and hated his guts- now that I've matured enough to not be a dick to my dad and now that he's matured enough to openly try to be a better person, here she flies in making all sorts of drama that is just so so so so stupid and so not needed at all in any way shape or form. Sorry for the rant, it's just hella getting on my nerves and I can't rant about this stuff to my brothers until the day after tomorrow. I just want to snap but I know it won't accomplish anything at all.
 
My mom won't stop dramatizing basic shit my dad does or says, cus he's a derp but a good derp, and legit she's acting like the edgy 12 year old I once was and it's just aarrrgggghhh so fucking obnoxious and if I were to bring it up to her so she can cool it with the bs, she almost always reacts with some sort of guilt trippy self-centered thingie and it's like MOM CALM THE HELL DOWN, DAD ISN'T AN EVIL BASTARD. I just want to call her out but I know exactly how she'll react and it will do even less good than her raving about my dad. I just fucking wish I could say things without having dumb backlash. I hate having to restrict myself from doing anything to let her know what she's doing is dumb and so unnecessary.
Wow :s yah that.. sucks a lot >< I can relate a lot to this cuz ive been through my parents acting like this too :/ I.. I duno hun, but in my experience it doesnt end well ><

yikes, i didnt mean to say that, sorry D: i hope it does go well for you and your parents! tell them to remember they love each other :<
 
Wow :s yah that.. sucks a lot >< I can relate a lot to this cuz ive been through my parents acting like this too :/ I.. I duno hun, but in my experience it doesnt end well ><

yikes, i didnt mean to say that, sorry D: i hope it does go well for you and your parents! tell them to remember they love each other :<
She doesn't believe in divorce and she acts like a baby a lot so I don't have too much to worry about I guess. It just really reeeaaaaallllly gets on my nerves and I can't tell her or she'll go full tumblr mode on me. That and another thing buggin' the hell outta me is like, I'm not too fond of religion but to each their own. But like my 2 year old niece is growing up on religious stuff and legit we were watching Moana and she called anyone who looked important Jesus, my mom corrected her like 'no Jesus does that too but that's not him' and it's just like aaaAARRRGG! This kind of stuff makes me livid especially since she's so young and impressionable and instead of feeding her 100% facts and a few cutesy fairytale things so she can decide what to believe in when she's old enough to actually make decisions and understand herself- they chuck her in church and raise her on something that legit could be horribly false. I just really really really hate how little kids grow up on this stuff and then anytime they think for themselves or have doubts they get so fucking depressed and lost to themselves. Because some 'adults' wager their religion is the only true one despite every single religion saying the same exact thing. Goddamnit I hate this stupid world but I love it too. It's dumb. It sucks. But it's also hella cool and amazing. Fucking christ I need to stop typing.
 
Hmm.. yes I agree with a lot of stuff you said there. I was raised on religion and it messed with me too :P but i know some people need that sorta thing, and it should make people better.. technically, thats what religions is trying to do anyway.. luls
 
Hmm.. yes I agree with a lot of stuff you said there. I was raised on religion and it messed with me too :P but i know some people need that sorta thing, and it should make people better.. technically, thats what religions is trying to do anyway.. luls
No I know I was fucked up left, right, and sideways by religion hence my resentment towards it. But like, I am watching a life in the process of 90% probably getting ruined. And I cannot do a damn thing about it. I mean I plan on being the one influence on her that doesn't involve religion and I hope that I can help her stay away from the pain and sadness that that kind of childhood brought to me. It just sucks total ass to have to watch it go down and the only thing I can do is nudge her in the direction of thinking for herself and not taking religion to heart unless she matures enough to decide to do that for herself. All I can do is a gentle nudge while everyone around me is shoving shit down her throat and forcefully implanting bad habits, bad thought process, and unproven theories presented as facts more factual than actual facts.
 
I just fucking hate all of this so much. I can't do shit to help anyone and that's all I want to do. It just kills me so much to have to simply watch from afar.
 
Goddamnit I'm slipping into one of those stupid moods again. I need a cat so badly. I can't wait till Saturday. Fucking christ
 
No I know I was fucked up left, right, and sideways by religion hence my resentment towards it. But like, I am watching a life in the process of 90% probably getting ruined. And I cannot do a damn thing about it. I mean I plan on being the one influence on her that doesn't involve religion and I hope that I can help her stay away from the pain and sadness that that kind of childhood brought to me. It just sucks total ass to have to watch it go down and the only thing I can do is nudge her in the direction of thinking for herself and not taking religion to heart unless she matures enough to decide to do that for herself. All I can do is a gentle nudge while everyone around me is shoving shit down her throat and forcefully implanting bad habits, bad thought process, and unproven theories presented as facts more factual than actual facts.
I just fucking hate all of this so much. I can't do shit to help anyone and that's all I want to do. It just kills me so much to have to simply watch from afar.

i think youll be a great influence on your little gal friend :) <3 but yes, i can understand your frustration D:
 

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