Fable
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Esme wasn't sure where to begin or really what the explain or how to. She had already mentally chastised herself for being too sensitive and so temperamental that she'd lashed out automatically, with a small desire to make him feel as upset as she was. She had managed to let Kyle speak, and now she honestly felt even worse for her behavior. She toyed with some of the details of her dressed, never really being about to sit completely still when something was bothering her.
"I told you about what happened, in regards to my ex-boyfriend," she finally began after a long silence after Kyle had spoken. "It was like you were saying I was like him, using you for my own sick amusement. Asking if you were my 'boy toy' made me feel pretty shitty, like a hard slap to the face kind of insult that I ever treat anyone like he did. So, I was furious and hurt, and perhaps just instinctively vindictive. I mean, Kyle, do you really think I was going to try and barter you off to some spoiled rich woman? Is that the type of person I am to you, to do such a thing? As much as you've mentioned that I should try to believe you wouldn't harm me, you seem to have the same issue regarding me as well, if you actually think I was even seriously considering doing that. I mean, for fucks sake, I even warned you to not accept Liz's farce of a favor that would have resulted in you being auctioned off to spend and evening with one of those women. Yes, I said sex wasn't part of that deal, but that doesn't mean they don't ever get drunk enough to forget that and try."
She was getting heated again, her voice rose slightly, her body tensed, and she had given up toying with her dress to just grip her hands together in her lap. Esme inhaled slowly and tried to calm herself down before she really got worked up to a point of no return. "You made me feel like a callous bitch. I know that's my own personal problem, flaring up as usual making me lash out. As much as you say you'll accept my faults, I don't really expect you to. I know I am a mess of a person. I already accept you for who and what you are already, but... with how often we just frustrate each other, there is going to be a point that you're going to be tired of it."