The Regal Rper
Mad Scientist
Zosar | DWMA | Lot C
Eyes shifted between them. Midori and Emira. A story there, one he could not tell in it's exact nature, but a story nonetheless. Given that Midori was his friend, Emira- Midori's, and Cyrus was right there already ticked off that some were dillydallying, Zosar wanted to get right to business. Which would have entailed understanding more about Emira's disturbingly intriguing soul. There was something off about it- something not right.
It did not strike him like the other souls of the fallen he had slain before- yet at the same time, it did not strike him as a soul that was riddled with Madness either. It disturbed him, yet fascinated him all the same. Not something he was unfamiliar with, thus it was something he wanted the immediate answer to. Or at least would have to find the answer to eventually.
She departed, and not without him catching that look between her superior and herself. Emira moved away, and his eyes could do not but follow. It was clear whatever had been going to happen, was not meant to now. Or perhaps the warnings were a sign itself that what he wanted to see, needed time to wait. Watching her leave with such an intense curiosity for a moment he almost felt like Kasper had somehow been rubbing off on him- even though he'd hardly interacted with him at all really today. That nervous laugh as she departed made him quirk a brow but ultimately, he brushed it off as she turned her back to them- seeing the dismissal as she took to the ground.
Well, I suppose I'll have to find out later. Thus he turned his attention back towards his surroundings- and immediately found most of the others already engaging.
Internally, Zosar swore at himself. He'd been too distracted. Emira's soul had been so perplexing, so disturbing, so ridiculously abnormal that he'd focused all of his attention on it and had forgotten to keep himself aware of the main task: Getting a partner.
He searched with his spiritual senses, and found multiple pairings already going underway. Sara was with Suzu, though from the different emotions he could see as he turned his attention there it seemed there was something that might make the initial meeting take a turn; Jarvis and Zari were just now meeting- a distance away Adrian, Xander moved in the direction of Cyrus and Emira by extension. Midori not far away from both. Athena was off to the side, but Noah was moving in her direction. He could detect the signature of souls spiking also.
He glanced, and it was-- Damnit; the perpetually cute frowner was gone. Dani was taken. The frown on his face at the revelation of the contact between Nadia and Dani was disappointing even if he was somewhat happy for the pair. Selfish thoughts had to be banished swiftly though, and so they were. Greed would do him no good here. He had to do what he'd been doing most of his life- and move on. It was better this way. After all, he'd noticed the subtle shift- the attraction that had flashed his way when his name had been dropped by the Death Scythe in general. It was expected, probably guaranteed most would think he was worst of the whole batch. The bad batch of the whole, so to speak. Yet, this did not dissuade Zosar from searching.
If one would not work out there were others.
Unfortunately, it seemed he was out of many options.
He turned his attention to look, and found at least one person available. Her. The girl whom he could not place the name to that familiar face.
Without other options, Zosar began to approach her. However as he did, his attention could not help but notice the quite odd scenario occurring with Xander.
"Such debauchery in public," he whispered in appraising tones.
Though with more important things in mind, Zosar merely gave the display a passing glance as Emira herself rose.
"Now let's see if I can put that face to a name." Zosar muttered aloud as he neared his target. The girl who reminded him of someone vague yet familiar. Her soul too was familiar as well. It was the madness, that was the source of what made it harder to figure out. He could feel it. The tingling sensation travelling up his arms. It was faint but it was there. Just as it seemed she may have noticed his approach, he took note of her emotions; doubt being the strongest, frustration being next. However when he seemed to gain some form of her notice, it was the absolute sense of growing anxiety, mixed with irritation. Though it was the minor sense of disdain that lingered which reminded him of similar times.
He could not tell what had triggered the sense of disdain, that merged so well with her doubt and anger- though from what he could see and sense- her anger wasn't directed solely at him, neither was her doubt-- but the closer he got, the stronger those became even if they were hidden well behind mannerisms- he'd made it his duty to be able to read people not just with his eyes but with the signs they gave off. She clearly was not pleased, and Zosar could not guess at all why.
Yet still she was familiar. Perhaps actually hearing her name might connect the dots.
Six feet, now five. He was getting closer. He waved at her, said: "I see you don't have a partner. We're in the same boat" he smiled just a bit wider, hoping to perhaps calm those nerves. "Might I know your name? You probably already know mine given the announcement but I don't think I quite know yours." He replied amicably. Then offered his hand. A sign he'd be willing to test out if they were compatible if she was willing.
Yet even as he spoke, he could still sense that feeling of doubt, apprehension, anger, frustration. It was a soup of negativity- magnified by her the suppression the collar applied to her soul. The spikes caused in her very soul reminding him a lot of past experiences.
How long has it been since I actually had to go find a partner myself? he wondered as he waited for her reply.
Long.
Partnerships were an interesting scavenging hunt. Experience told him there was a 50% chance they were compatible. He could tell this vaguely familiar girl was free of spirit- but not in the way Sara was. Different. Independent. She desired a sense of control within liberty. Why did that seem so familiar. Just who was she and why couldn't he place that name to the face?
Frustrating. But not as frustrating as he could recall the familiarity of her feelings and how they reminded him of past partners. Partners that had been assigned to him. Some of whom outlined the rules for how long they would remain partners with someone like him. Partners that had said to his face, he was lucky to have someone at all willing to partner with someone like him. Partners, that were picked not by him- but by his 'parole officers' otherwise known as the Intelligence agents that had been assigned to overseeing him before Midori.
One of those partners, directly responsible for this infernal contraption that was now locked to his arm unless said arm came off.
The anger that had been quelled, returned as unwanted thoughts forced their way in.
How much had what Cyrus said, mentioning him specifically out of them all, just singled him out and separated him from the group? A pinch of anger, bubbled up- but understanding, logic, bashed it down. Singling him out like that had been intentional, he had noticed the looks- the awareness. He was confident in his Soul Perception. He could read souls easy, tell bits of the personality and detect emotions on a level none of his peers in the Enlighteners and most among his own peerage in DWMA couldn't. He'd only grown coming to DWMA, but in some ways- he'd also been set back.
Was her apprehension and annoyance at his approach from him? Was it because of what Cyrus had said? He didn't know what her past was, who knows what she could be thinking. Or was it something more personal? He couldn't tell. Much like Dani had been tight lipped, this vaguely familiar Demon Weapon seemed very much the same. Staring at her soul only gave him bits of information. She was frustrated, but not with what. She was annoyed, but not why. She was doubtful, and while he could tell that was partially directed at him- he couldn't get the exact reasons as to why and for what reason. He still had places where he needed to grow.
He wondered how long that would continue with this thing glued to his body, and a chip to follow his every movement.
Oh yes, he knew. Knew quite well that even she wore a collar. As did Kasper, Zari, Sara, Athena, and others. They had their reasons, all of them probably justified. He would not judge them for that. His reason though--
--a set up came the truth of it all.
Had his partner not lied, had it not been a team of people banding together against him to save their own skins for starting something they had caused, had his reaction not been overblown as being an attempt to actually harm his peers during their argument where they had been the one to engage him while the person meant to be his partner had done nothing but watch, and done nothing to defend him when the argument had grown near physical the moment he called them out- perhaps he wouldn't have lost his temper and destroyed property that had not needed to suffer the full might of his explosive anger that day just to intimidate them to back off.
Perhaps he would not have been labelled as unstable- incapable of properly controlling his own wavelength properly. Perhaps, he would not have been labelled prone to intensive angry outbursts. When he'd spent most of his life learning to rein in his emotions to prevent doing more harm.
He waited. Patiently for her response as these thoughts swirled through his mind.
Though the worst one of all, snuck up on him as she responded: Even if he ended up without a partner, the thought laughable considering there were more Weapons than Meisters, he would prove the mistake. That they had been wrong. That he was not scum deserving of this kind of insult.
More than a decade of conditioning and training his wavelength- just to be sabotaged because his patience had been whittled away steadily by people that refused to give him a chance.
It was laughable.
Resolute, just as he'd been as silent as a statue when they'd questioned him. He would make certain of it. That the memory of those that were gone, would be at peace knowing he would not stand for such an insult to extend to them.
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