Merciless Medic
Walking Pokemon Dictionary
Fia Moretti
Date: April 1, 2067
Location: Nevada Desert
Interactions: Dane
Mentions: N/A
Location: Nevada Desert
Interactions: Dane
Mentions: N/A
As Fia absorbed the soul, she let those memories pass through her, paying attention to how Dane lived his life in brief moments as if she were looking through a window.
It seemed that her earlier hypothesis might have been incorrect. It really was just the need to do better, to keep up in the ranks despite all others doing better than he was. And yet, he was trying to do it all as an Autonomous Weapon, a feat of achievement no other could ever hold unless they shared the same passion and dedication to being an agent as he was.
But that changed as he took the meaning of the ranks too seriously. That he was lesser and needed to do better. His fear became reality as two meister-weapon pairs subdued and killed him. If he hadn’t taken these numbers to heart and just focused on being an agent like he had before, he wouldn’t be swallowed by this corrupted sense of duty and competition.
All those friends he had and wonderful times on and off missions… Squandered because of the building pressure of others surpassing him. If only someone literally pulled him by the collar and told him that they knew what he was feeling…
Taking him in made her feel hollow. This could have been prevented so easily. Of course, he denied access to mental health care! He didn’t feel like talking about it!
It pissed her off, but it also saddened her deeply. Seeing someone so capable feel like their worth was in a number as an agent… Was it really that? Did that set him off the edge? People just doing their due diligence to be agents and help people? He was like them not that long ago…
These feelings she wrestled with, and she realized that the confusion and sorrow she felt was her own, but the anger she felt intertwined with Dane’s like a ghostly coil.
Then… It disappeared. The flashes of memories and vivid emotions through it all.
Yet, her indignation lingered.
Hearing the pop of a flare gun, she refocused herself. Should she talk about what she felt on the helicopter ride there? Should she say Cyrus was right, at least in how it seemed he lost himself due to his pride? No, this wasn’t just some pride. This was something a bit more…
She didn’t want to become like him though. She’d talk about it - to Starwulf, Az, Rieko, and finally Cyrus. She couldn’t just let it sit ther. She didn’t want to become Mad like him just because she bottled it up.
There were some things she wished she didn’t know.