Prizzy Kriyze
Multiple Stab Wounds
Emmett James
Megapost
Megapost
Collab with:
Merciless Medic
Meredith
Interacted & Mentioned:
Sir Les Paul
Meredith
Merciless Medic
"I am now."
Emmett only nodded solemnly as Zelda put her hands behind her back and marched back into the confines of the arena, head held as high and proud as ever. She had a way of commanding respect and attention that he almost envied, and he found some comfort in her strong aura. The unforged Death Scythe that she was, with personality and might enough to put anyone in their place and make grown men shit themselves. He knew from first hand experience.
Rand's voice sparked over his ear piece, and Emmett's eyes ran to the Mage's side of the Colosseum. "Clearly, they don't. You should ask why the referees didn't find that to be an appropriate time to step in. We've got things to address on this side."
He moved to leave when suddenly a shiver moved up his spine, and he turned his head in time for his keen Soul Perception to amp up out of habit. In but a moment he scanned the immediate area, but the flare he sensed came from farther away. There, in the bowels of the arena, souls were engaged in resonation and combat. Some appeared out of the veils of Soul Protect, but before Emmett had even had the opportunity to chase after Zelda, several souls had sputtered out and the fight ceased. Then, on que as if to ease his mind, Cyrus' made a particularly faux announcement as to the integrity of the arena's force field.
But what the fuck had just happened?
There were a fair few people in charge of the security here, and countless organizations that might have wanted to infiltrate. Emmett had more pressing things to attend to, but death at the DWMA? He couldn't take it calmly. He'd find out about this sooner or later.
A mild commotion caught his attention from nearby, and he saw Salem approach through the myriad of onlookers. The good doctor was beholden to nothing but stress, as per usual.
Salem had spent the day mentally preparing to bear witness at the arena. His feelings were altogether mixed. Although it was good to see these agents in a different light, where he wasn’t just sitting across from them at a table or awkwardly tagging along to evaluate their performance in the field, he fretted about the real danger of harm to the FATE program’s students and even to people in the stands.
Madness wasn’t something to play around with. Salem knew that as much as anyone. He’d obsessed about the matchups; it was essential that nobody got hurt seriously at an event like this. But he’d been too late to influence anything. Running down the staff hallway and getting caught up by the medics, first, the psychologist attempted to take his position in the dugout. His interception had been heated. Doctor Ossana had, of course, argued his need to be a close observer on the battlefield. But anyone perceptive enough could feel his wavelength – he was stopped in the fear he might influence the fight.
His long, angrily whispered argument had ended with the guard ending at the second thundercrack in the arena. The security had better things to be doing, he assured them heatedly, and when the doctor finally shoved his way past the officer offered him no further resistance. He nearly bumped into an extremely familiar face on his face storming into the dugout so late. It seemed the mentor, too, was in a hurry to get somewhere.
“I’m going to be the next delay in the tournament if they keep fucking me around like this, Emmett,” he proclaimed with a general sense of relief from frustration. It was good to see somebody else reasonable. The tournament had been sprang on him. Most of the students just weren’t ready; it was only a blessing that there was nobody contagiously mad on the field. It felt bad to be out of the loop. "Are you really that eager to be ground into slop by the bureaucracy machine?" Emmett replied and turned to face him. There was an attempt at a smile on his lips, but it didn't go very deep. His eyebrows were furrowed with concern following the results of the first match, and neither Zelda nor Salem could help that.
"Actually, you know, I just think I'm ready - holistically speaking - to become a heap of flesh."
The doctor backpedaled, giving Emmett room to pass him; but the smile curving illegitimately across his lips came from the same source. He waved Emmett past into the hallway grandly, rolling both hands as if indicating a red carpet, but his own eyebrow raised in response to the mentor's obvious stress. "For all intents and purposes, you already are a heap of flesh, Salem. Don't sell yourself short." Emmett replied and accepted his invitation toward the hall. "Sorry to dip, but as you can imagine I have a lot to be doing."
"I'm glad to hear you've got so much faith in me as a coworker!"
Emmett was on his way out, and Salem was on his way in, so as the mentor passed the doctor sidled back onto the path - walking backwards toward the dugout to keep his attention on the man leaving. "Well, don't worry, anyway," he responded, "we'll talk at a better time." With a wave of his hand Emmett disappeared into the underbelly of the arena and Salem made a beeline for his seat. His phone was in his hands by the time he was comfortable, and the doctor scrolled through his texts rapidly, finally landing on a link he’d been sent in the morning.
Footage of the fight he’d missed encapsulated his screen. He sped it up double-time, his eyebrows knitting in concern as he skimmed over the fight he missed. The only problem - there was no audio, at least not yet. Aggravating. The fight seemed… a little intense, at first glance, for an exhibition match.
Even if it was only for show, Emmett intended to follow the request to return to his wing and look out for his students. His passage into the arena however coincided with Thaddeus, whose first comment was to yet again wrongfully assume his intentions. Withholding a disgruntled sigh, Emmett broadly shrugged and waved him off, too exhausted with the current goings on to really appropriately address the issue. Besides, Thaddeus didn’t want to speak. It was a reasonable request, in light of the situation.
Once inside, the aggressive voices of his students became the first thing to snag his attention. Emmett paused his step a corridor over, not wanting to interrupt Sara and Noah’s verbal exchange - and, perhaps, a little curious as to their inner thoughts. Noah echoed his displeasure with the management of the tournament, and Emmett silently agreed. This was exactly the sentiment he wanted to prevent; if the DWMA failed the F.A.T.E. students again then the project was more likely to craft villains than heroes.
Nary a minute had passed since the emotional outburst had shaken the hall where Noah now sat alone when Emmett came in. His tie had been loosened and he carried a slightly more defeated look than normal, but his broadcast wavelength filled the room with the calm that remained in his soul. He didn't bother saying much, rather stepped up, put his back against the wall, and slid down against it three feet next to the bruised weapon. It didn't take soul perception to feel the tension that clung to the air, but Emmett wasn't one to entertain such things. Instead, he reached into his coat and produced a cup of coffee that somehow still steamed despite having been in his secret pocket dimension for however long.
"Coffee?" He asked, absent-mindedly, as he placed the cup down between them. There was a moment of quiet as he fiddled with his inner pocket, and then brought forth a second cup and brought it to his own lips. "I find it helps."
Noah ignored Emmett - or at least tried to. The man’s aura of calm was infuriatingly helping. He didn’t want help, Sara already slapped him awake with the wake up call that she wasn’t taking his shit. He’d rather stew in his defeat and bury his bruised ego in his fetal position away from everyone, but no. Emmett came in. But instead of Emmett talking to him, or reprimanding him, or doing anything… He offered coffee.
Coffee.
Noah stared at the cup. He felt a small corner of his lips curl up in what looked to be a hesitant smirk or disdain. Either way, he slid down, joined Emmett in resting against the wall, and hesitantly took the cup. He didn’t drink it though, he just stared at it. Oddly, the warmth of the cup felt good on his hands. Made him feel alive, at least. Like he was back home.
But his tone was still cold when he spoke to Emmett, still not looking at him directly in the eyes. “Whaddaya want?” Finally, Emmett turned his attention from his cup to actually look at Noah with curiosity playing at his eyebrows. "Why, to check up on homeboy over here of course. How ya feelin' after the fireworks?" His choice of words were wildly out of character from what he's previously shown to the F.A.T.E agents, but his tone of voice was as sincere as it could be.
Noah can feel the want to grin or smirk on his face from being called homeboy. But he doubled down on his own odd want to be mad still, as his own twisted way to cope. However, he knew that wasn’t going to be the case soon. Emmett, with the professor being this close, was rather calming to be around. Yeah, he seemed like a right nutcase for magitech, but he was… Alright. For the most part.
Still staring at the coffee cup, he sighed. “Ya can see it, can’t ya?” He didn’t want to talk about it. His soul quivered as if it was afraid to divulge in the pain he was feeling. Finally though, after a silent moment, he responded to the question truthfully. “Shredded. Zari’s soulfire didn’t feel this bad. Nor did my rejections from Sara… I… Don’t think I can drink the coffee.” His stomach felt like it was spinning and he glared at the coffee, as if it’s mere sight, smell, and feel of the item had the power to give him the resolve he needed to prevent him from vomiting.
"Figures, that was pretty bad." Emmett replied. "Sorry you had to go through it. Want a spiritual Advil?" His words were short, straight to point. It might betray what little a plan he had coming into this, but in typical Emmett fashion he could not leave well enough alone. He held his hand out towards Noah, offering him to take it if he felt so comfortable. "It is, quite literally, my specialty."
Noah felt like Emmett was trying to give sympathy. Sympathy he didn’t need. Sara earlier tried helping and all she did was a slap to the face essentially. Spiritual Advil though. It was curious the way he said it, and he almost wanted to try. Compelled to. He stared at the hand, his gaze transfixed upon it before he finally, for the first time in what felt like forever, looked up at Emmett’s face. Sincere. I don’t need yer fuckin’ sympathy, dammit…
He hated it. Hated every single thing about how helpful these people were. Couldn’t they just sit by and let him seethe by himself? But seeing it was his specialty… He was way too curious. He had no idea of what wavelength Emmett had, but maybe it would help.
He considered it, but he breathed in, opened his mouth as if he were going to speak, but sighed. He shook his head. “I don’t wanna touch another Meister right now. Didn’t even want Sara touchin’ me.” He was debating whether to do so or not, but he decided not to. He’ll wait until after Chanterelle’s fight, or if he started feeling like shit. “Got any… Words of wisdom, oh great Mentor?”
"Plenty, but ain't a given they apply to anyone but me." He sighed, then retracted his arm and slid further down against the wall, until only his neck and shoulder blades leaned against it and his bent legs reached halfway across the hallway. Silence reigned for a couple seconds, before he spoke again. "When I came to the DWMA, I didn't want to be a Meister." Emmett produced a magitech ball of some kind from within his suit and began tossing it between his hands. "I wanted to build lego."
He paused, then turned his head to look at Noah, "I'm serious, by the way. That's actually what got me here." Returning his attention to the juggling, he continued. "With no background in science or engineering there wasn't a demand for someone like me within the magitech branches, so I went down the regular NOT - EAT path just waiting for an opportunity to do what I actually wanted."
The ball fell into his hand and he instead began to turn it, clearly unable to speak properly without something to occupy him in his current state of mind. "Back then I didn't compare to any of you. I barely paid attention to what was going on, yet still there were all these fiery weapons filled with ambitions and dreams that needed a meister - and hey, I had some talent, so why not me. Of course, I didn't care about any of that crap." He paused, and gazed into nothing. "There were… a lot of unpleasant words exchanged at times. Things I later came to regret, even if I didn't care at the time."
With an elbow he heaved himself up into a seated position once more, and placed the ball back into his suit. "But you're not so dumb as to repeat the mistakes of some has-been mentor. Contrary to popular belief, I'm not hired to reform you." He turned to look Noah in the eyes now. "I was hired for my particular expertise and specialty in resonance techniques, and as far as my job description goes, I should teach what I see fit for that purpose. I don't care to whip you into some shape based on my worldview. I can tell you, in my academical expertise, that that's a commonly believed myth; that there's a right way." Realizing he was going a bit off point, he shook his head.
"Point is, Noah, guilt grows, and only gets harder to weed out the longer you let it. Don't suffer yourself to live with regret." He raised his left arm and pulled back his sleeve to reveal a digital clock. "I've got to go, but y'know, I'm always available if you need anything."
Noah watched Emmett’s peculiar movements from the corner of his eyes, a little fascinated at his fidgeting despite how much he wanted Emmett to leave. Why did he ask if he had any advice? Of course the man would give it. However, as Emmett explained, his eyes widened. He looked at him fully, confused. He was a Meister now. Legos?
He thought it was a joke until he was told it wasn’t.
The love of Legos, he didn’t expect Emmett’s position here would have been laid down by some blocky yellow bricks. But his story was nothing short of inspiring either way. He was so good with people, yet he didn’t care back then, probably didn’t have the social abilities he had now, and it sounded like he insulted people. He did it because he wanted to help or that it was expected of him by being a meister, yet he hurt people.
Was he telling him that he should be careful of his words now? Emmett appealed to his intelligence, but Noah didn’t feel very intelligent. His therapist told him he had a habit of backpedaling when he’s hurt or stressed, and he didn’t want to keep setting himself back, but he felt like he couldn’t help it. Was this just him? It was strange though. Emmett’s mentoring had nothing to do with reformation strangely enough, but just on resonance. Then he said something about some worldview of his and that there being a ‘right’ way was a myth. Well, that was pretty obvious.
As Emmett finished up his point, Noah huffed and stared at the cup of coffee. Guilt grows like weeds… Noah would like to know what to do with that information. He knew it was bad for him, but how was he supposed to stop doing his old habits? Just… Not do it?
It sounded a lot easier than it actually was.
Emmett had to leave though. Noah sighed and shook his head. “I dunno… I’ve been given therapy ‘n’ thought I wasn’t as bad, but… Hm…” He didn’t want to ask nor put into attention that he had a tough time with weeding out the guilt. There were many things he’s done that he felt guilty on, none he really addressed. Was that how he should do it? Just stop being a coward and square up with what he’s done and talk to people about it?
That sounded like a nightmare.
Still, if it worked and made him better, he should do it. He just didn’t know if he should start now or later. Talking about his fuck ups with Sara seemed to help. Maybe he should start there.
After a short pause after his hum, he finally spoke with some positivity. “Thanks… Emmett…”
"Hey, don't mention it." With a kick, he spun and started walking off. "If perfection was a stable state, then I'd be able to pull off perfect synchronicity at will!" He called out over his shoulder and as his step hit the threshold at the end of the hall, he turned his head back. "Spirit Advil is an open offer, I know how much it hurts. Good luck, I believe in you." And he disappeared behind the corner.
Noah smirked, a genuine smile nearly entering his expression at his perfection remark and the Spirit Advil offer. But Emmett believing in him.
Despite how miffed he was with Gauss and with everything else here, that was the one thing he wondered if Emmett and Zelda held similar convictions to Cyrus or if they were different. It seemed it was the latter. He sighed, feeling the coffee was lukewarm now as he stood up. He wondered if Emmett knew how much that simple word helped his future self. While he was still a bit stubborn for change and to completely drop his irritation, he felt quite a bit better. Still felt sick and in pain and a failed resonance was never that great, his day was just a bit brighter.
But as Emmett's presence left him, Noah wondered just how long it would take for him to feel bitter and cynical of his own partner. Or even with Sara, as he saw her make her way to him, Zelda having told Gauss something about his sister arriving.
He awaited for the shitshow that would start with an ear open and an eye glancing to the room every moment. He really was worried. They all were right.
Why did they have to be so right?