Fru
New Member
- One on One
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Ripley’s grin carried through her voice, drawing a soft chuckle from Silas. She wasn’t wrong—this group was chaotic and unpredictable, their social structures far more complex, and deciphering them had proven more difficult than he thought.
His chuckle faded as she continued, her words closer to the truth than she could possibly know. His gaze lingered on the dark outline of her across the room, anticipating she would say something more. What he didn’t expect was what she said. Exhaling deeply, he rolled back onto his back, staring up in the ceiling.
“So, I’m that obvious, huh?” His voice carried a smirk, but the silence that followed was thick as he tried to process the question. How was a person even supposed to hold up? Could there be a truth to how he was holding up? A long moment passed in silence.
“I don’t know, honestly,” he admitted at last with a sigh, voice barely carrying across the room. “I feel like I’m… alone. Isolated. And I want—no, I need—to belong somewhere again. To have a connection. Some kind of context.”
A pause. “So I guess I’m afraid. Afraid of what happens next. You guys… you have each other. You have your team to back you up.” A small sigh, and his voice dropped. “I don’t. So… I just try to survive. Which I wouldn’t if I break down or get thrown out.” Survive. He hesitated, the word suddenly having a new meaning. A new definition.
“If I think too much on how I should feel…” His words trailed off into another quiet stretch. Then, after a moment, a low snort of resigned laughter.
“Sorry, that probably didn’t make any sense. I’m fine, really.” Rolling onto his side, he propped his head up with his arm, his voice turning softer. “But what about you, Rip? How are you feeling? Truly?”