SkyChild
Not active
( Sorry guys! I got carried away with this one. Lots of character development. I edited my character sheet as well. Excuse my swearing, but i felt like it was necessary sometimes @Vespertide )
I opened my eyes only to close them again. Blinded by a bright light, i stand up and cover my eyes with my hand. I don't feel any pain in my chest anymore. My arm doesn't feel weird, and my skin doesn't burn any longer. No hunger. No pain. No agony.
What is this place?
My eyes adjust to the brightness, and i opened them slowly.
Looking around, i found myself in a seemingly endless white room. There were no windows or furniture, just plain nothingness.
"...Am i dead...?" I asked myself, trying to grasp what was going on. I don't believe in an afterlife.
"No. You're not dead. Not yet."
I froze as i heard somebody answering my question. This voice sounded oddly familiar, but i couldn't tell who it was. I turned halfway, and our eyes met.
I couldn't believe what i saw.
It was me. I stood there, behind me. Speaking to me. It doesn't make any sense!
"I don't have to introduce myself, do i?" He said, smiling at me. This was insane. I guess i had a terrified look on my face, because he started laughing shortly after.
"We're unconscious, David. We're about to die if nobody helps us, so we're probably goners."
"We?" All of this was surreal. Am i crazy?
"Well yeah, we. I'm you, after all. Actually, i'm a part of you. The smarter one."
"What?!" I couldn't believe what i just heard.
"Let me explain..." He- or should i say I, said. In a blink of an eye, my doppelgänger stood right in front of me, placing his hand on my shoulder.
The whole room changed.
It wasn't empty anymore.
Memories flashed up in my head.
This place... I knew this place.
It was our old hideout, 2 years ago...
"What do you see?" He asked, taking his hand off my shoulder.
"Why are you showing me this?!" I yelled at him, gritting my teeth.
"What do you see?" He asked again, in the same tone as he did before.
I decided to answer his question.
"... I see disappointment."
"What else?"
"...Sadness..."
"What else?"
"...pain."
"No. Tell me what you truly feel."
"..."
"I'm waiting."
"Anger."
He stopped asking and smiled again when he heard what he wanted to hear.
"Exactly."
He snapped his fingers, and the door opened.
The bastard walked inside, holding his pistol to Chris' head. Tears crawled down his cheeks as he was pushed inside.
I could feel my body starting to tremble in anger, adrenaline rushing through my blood. "Let go of him or i'll tear your god damn face off, you--!" I threw a punch at him, but my hand went right through his head.
"You can't do anything. It's a flashback, you moron. All in your head. Just sit back and watch!" I heard my doppelgänger saying behind me. This was cruel... I had to look into his eyes again.
They were filled with fear. My poor brother... I tried to touch him, knowing that i couldn't.
A third version of me was kicked into the room by the others. He was just a flashback, too.
Chris and I were kneeling next to each other with our hands to the back of our heads, gun barrels pointed at our heads.
"You'd kill the sons of your dead brother over supplies, Max?!" I yelled before getting hit in the face. I remember... He punched me and smiled as blood dripped out of my nose.
"The world is cruel, Dave!"
"I told you that you can have it! Why the hell are you doing this?!"
Chris started whimpering. My heart broke at that point. Max wanted to get rid of us to make sure that we aren't going to kill him afterwards.
"Are you enjoying this? Are you having a good time, you sick fuck?!"
He grabbed Chris' hair and pulled his head back, forcing him to look up at the ceiling. He let out the most terrifying scream i've ever heard. I wished to never hear it again...
"I'd shut up if i were you, David!" Max said, smiling as he placed the end of the gun under his chin.
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry, alright?!"
"That's better!" He said as his men carried the boxes of food, weapons and meds out of the building.
I can't describe the amount of hate i have for this man and all the others. I saved his life. I protected him from a bunch of infected with my bare hands and almost died myself. And this is how he thanked me.
"Chris! Chris look at me!" His teary eyes looked into mine, Max was still holding the gun under his chin.
"I'm going to get you out of here! Don't be afraid, okay? I'll protect you, no matter what!" I said quietly as Jennifer, another traitor, tied my hands behind my back.
"I can't watch this..." I said to my double, but he ignored me. Why am i doing this to myself?!
For some reason, i kept watching anyway.
"Dave!!!" Chris cried out for me, but i couldn't do anything. They would've shot him if i fought back. "Don't be afraid, Chris!" I yelled as they pulled me up to stand, and pushed me out of the room. To this day, i still don't know what they were planning to do with me.
Then, i heard gunshots. The third version of me was terrified, but i knew better. They didn't shoot Chris.
They shot the infected.
"Infected! Loads of'em! How did they get in here?!"
"What?! Are you serious?!"
I used the confusion in the situation to surprise them. I broke free from her hands and headbutted Jennifer against her forehead. She dropped to the ground and i ran back into the room, but Chris and the others were nowhere to be found. My hands were still tied to my back, but i didn't care. I would've kicked them to death.
I called out for him, but he didn't answer. I looked everywhere, but i never found him.
That's how we lost each other. He was the only one i could trust.
The only family i had.
"It's been 2 years." My doppelgänger said, and the room turned white again. "Do you really believe he's still alive? He's either still in the hands of these maniacs or all alone out there. Chances of survival are pretty low in both cases." I gritted my teeth, and my hands formed into fists. I turned and darted forward, grabbing my doppelgänger by his neck, but he just smiled.
"Woah! We're making progress!"
"What the hell are you talking about!?"
"What are you living for, David?"
"I live for Chris!"
"Wrong."
"You don't know!"
"Yes, i do. You've been searching for 2 years, David. You gave up a long time ago. You drowned your sorrows in booze."
"So what?!"
"You wouldn't be in so much pain if you wouldn't have been so naive and trusted others. Instead of dying, you could still be with your brother if you wouldn't have decided to trust people. It's suicide."
I stopped arguing with him. He was right.
"You have to change, David. It's a miracle that you're still alive. You can't trust anyone. People are selfish and cruel, you should know that."
"Yes, I know."
"What do you want, David?"
"I..."
"Hmm?"
"I want revenge."
"Will you trust anybody?"
"No."
"So you accept me?"
"...Yes. Yes, i do."
"What will you do when somebody tries to hurt you?"
"I'll kill that person."
"What will you do when somebody tries to steal from you?"
"Kill."
"Mercy?"
"No."
"When somebody invites you into a group; will you join?"
"..."
"Will you?"
"...I don't know."
"What?"
"Maybe..."
"Excuse me?!"
"You heard me."
"You never learn, do you?"
"Shut up, will you?"
My double sighed and crossed his arms. "Fine. Let's just hope we survive this one. I doubt it."
My doppelgänger hissed.
I wasn't going to let this personality possess me, but i finally realised that i had to change. I can't be the nice, attentive guy that keeps everybody's spirit up. I wouldn't be unconscious right now if i hadn't decided to join Julian and the others.
I'm dying because of them.
My doppelgänger vanished, and the room became darker. Suddenly, i felt a sharp pain in my chest, and my arm started to feel strange. My skin started burning...
What was happening?! Am i waking up?! The pain was getting stronger and stronger.
"Oh god... No..."
I opened my eyes, unbearable pain in my whole body. God, i just wanted somebody to knock me out again...
I found myself laying on a stretcher in a medbay. I couldn't believe that i was still alive. I looked around, not daring to try and get up.
Did they actually save my life? Did they care? I should be dead!
I was now fully awake, and it was getting worse. I moaned in pain, but at least i was still alive...
Whoever did this for me must be crazy.
I opened my eyes only to close them again. Blinded by a bright light, i stand up and cover my eyes with my hand. I don't feel any pain in my chest anymore. My arm doesn't feel weird, and my skin doesn't burn any longer. No hunger. No pain. No agony.
What is this place?
My eyes adjust to the brightness, and i opened them slowly.
Looking around, i found myself in a seemingly endless white room. There were no windows or furniture, just plain nothingness.
"...Am i dead...?" I asked myself, trying to grasp what was going on. I don't believe in an afterlife.
"No. You're not dead. Not yet."
I froze as i heard somebody answering my question. This voice sounded oddly familiar, but i couldn't tell who it was. I turned halfway, and our eyes met.
I couldn't believe what i saw.
It was me. I stood there, behind me. Speaking to me. It doesn't make any sense!
"I don't have to introduce myself, do i?" He said, smiling at me. This was insane. I guess i had a terrified look on my face, because he started laughing shortly after.
"We're unconscious, David. We're about to die if nobody helps us, so we're probably goners."
"We?" All of this was surreal. Am i crazy?
"Well yeah, we. I'm you, after all. Actually, i'm a part of you. The smarter one."
"What?!" I couldn't believe what i just heard.
"Let me explain..." He- or should i say I, said. In a blink of an eye, my doppelgänger stood right in front of me, placing his hand on my shoulder.
The whole room changed.
It wasn't empty anymore.
Memories flashed up in my head.
This place... I knew this place.
It was our old hideout, 2 years ago...
"What do you see?" He asked, taking his hand off my shoulder.
"Why are you showing me this?!" I yelled at him, gritting my teeth.
"What do you see?" He asked again, in the same tone as he did before.
I decided to answer his question.
"... I see disappointment."
"What else?"
"...Sadness..."
"What else?"
"...pain."
"No. Tell me what you truly feel."
"..."
"I'm waiting."
"Anger."
He stopped asking and smiled again when he heard what he wanted to hear.
"Exactly."
He snapped his fingers, and the door opened.
The bastard walked inside, holding his pistol to Chris' head. Tears crawled down his cheeks as he was pushed inside.
I could feel my body starting to tremble in anger, adrenaline rushing through my blood. "Let go of him or i'll tear your god damn face off, you--!" I threw a punch at him, but my hand went right through his head.
"You can't do anything. It's a flashback, you moron. All in your head. Just sit back and watch!" I heard my doppelgänger saying behind me. This was cruel... I had to look into his eyes again.
They were filled with fear. My poor brother... I tried to touch him, knowing that i couldn't.
A third version of me was kicked into the room by the others. He was just a flashback, too.
Chris and I were kneeling next to each other with our hands to the back of our heads, gun barrels pointed at our heads.
"You'd kill the sons of your dead brother over supplies, Max?!" I yelled before getting hit in the face. I remember... He punched me and smiled as blood dripped out of my nose.
"The world is cruel, Dave!"
"I told you that you can have it! Why the hell are you doing this?!"
Chris started whimpering. My heart broke at that point. Max wanted to get rid of us to make sure that we aren't going to kill him afterwards.
"Are you enjoying this? Are you having a good time, you sick fuck?!"
He grabbed Chris' hair and pulled his head back, forcing him to look up at the ceiling. He let out the most terrifying scream i've ever heard. I wished to never hear it again...
"I'd shut up if i were you, David!" Max said, smiling as he placed the end of the gun under his chin.
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry, alright?!"
"That's better!" He said as his men carried the boxes of food, weapons and meds out of the building.
I can't describe the amount of hate i have for this man and all the others. I saved his life. I protected him from a bunch of infected with my bare hands and almost died myself. And this is how he thanked me.
"Chris! Chris look at me!" His teary eyes looked into mine, Max was still holding the gun under his chin.
"I'm going to get you out of here! Don't be afraid, okay? I'll protect you, no matter what!" I said quietly as Jennifer, another traitor, tied my hands behind my back.
"I can't watch this..." I said to my double, but he ignored me. Why am i doing this to myself?!
For some reason, i kept watching anyway.
"Dave!!!" Chris cried out for me, but i couldn't do anything. They would've shot him if i fought back. "Don't be afraid, Chris!" I yelled as they pulled me up to stand, and pushed me out of the room. To this day, i still don't know what they were planning to do with me.
Then, i heard gunshots. The third version of me was terrified, but i knew better. They didn't shoot Chris.
They shot the infected.
"Infected! Loads of'em! How did they get in here?!"
"What?! Are you serious?!"
I used the confusion in the situation to surprise them. I broke free from her hands and headbutted Jennifer against her forehead. She dropped to the ground and i ran back into the room, but Chris and the others were nowhere to be found. My hands were still tied to my back, but i didn't care. I would've kicked them to death.
I called out for him, but he didn't answer. I looked everywhere, but i never found him.
That's how we lost each other. He was the only one i could trust.
The only family i had.
"It's been 2 years." My doppelgänger said, and the room turned white again. "Do you really believe he's still alive? He's either still in the hands of these maniacs or all alone out there. Chances of survival are pretty low in both cases." I gritted my teeth, and my hands formed into fists. I turned and darted forward, grabbing my doppelgänger by his neck, but he just smiled.
"Woah! We're making progress!"
"What the hell are you talking about!?"
"What are you living for, David?"
"I live for Chris!"
"Wrong."
"You don't know!"
"Yes, i do. You've been searching for 2 years, David. You gave up a long time ago. You drowned your sorrows in booze."
"So what?!"
"You wouldn't be in so much pain if you wouldn't have been so naive and trusted others. Instead of dying, you could still be with your brother if you wouldn't have decided to trust people. It's suicide."
I stopped arguing with him. He was right.
"You have to change, David. It's a miracle that you're still alive. You can't trust anyone. People are selfish and cruel, you should know that."
"Yes, I know."
"What do you want, David?"
"I..."
"Hmm?"
"I want revenge."
"Will you trust anybody?"
"No."
"So you accept me?"
"...Yes. Yes, i do."
"What will you do when somebody tries to hurt you?"
"I'll kill that person."
"What will you do when somebody tries to steal from you?"
"Kill."
"Mercy?"
"No."
"When somebody invites you into a group; will you join?"
"..."
"Will you?"
"...I don't know."
"What?"
"Maybe..."
"Excuse me?!"
"You heard me."
"You never learn, do you?"
"Shut up, will you?"
My double sighed and crossed his arms. "Fine. Let's just hope we survive this one. I doubt it."
My doppelgänger hissed.
I wasn't going to let this personality possess me, but i finally realised that i had to change. I can't be the nice, attentive guy that keeps everybody's spirit up. I wouldn't be unconscious right now if i hadn't decided to join Julian and the others.
I'm dying because of them.
My doppelgänger vanished, and the room became darker. Suddenly, i felt a sharp pain in my chest, and my arm started to feel strange. My skin started burning...
What was happening?! Am i waking up?! The pain was getting stronger and stronger.
"Oh god... No..."
I opened my eyes, unbearable pain in my whole body. God, i just wanted somebody to knock me out again...
I found myself laying on a stretcher in a medbay. I couldn't believe that i was still alive. I looked around, not daring to try and get up.
Did they actually save my life? Did they care? I should be dead!
I was now fully awake, and it was getting worse. I moaned in pain, but at least i was still alive...
Whoever did this for me must be crazy.
Last edited by a moderator: