icarusburning
in the clouds
Kenzo didn't respond to her, and she was happy about it. Despite her outburst, she was hardly in the mood to start up any fights. Part of her wanted him to yell at her like Griffin would've, though. To bring her back down to the ground. To call her out on her bullshit and tell her to snap out of it, that her attitude wouldn't do anything to save them. But he didn't. He only walked away and finished eating.
She moved closer to the water, dipping her feet in. She didn't want to eat, scared that she'd only end up throwing it all up. The sky was beginning to get dark, and she found herself staring at the sky above her. She couldn't quite get over how endless it was. Her world had always started at the residential rooms and ended at the furthest gym. Now, it was miles of land, stretching on for what seemed like forever. She could walk for days and only find more sky and more earth beneath her.
Kenzo went to the hut, his words ringing in Ofelia's mind. That's how she liked it, she thought, that's how all of her teammates had treated her: the same cold disdain. She didn't need to be loved, she reminded herself. She needed to do her job. She needed to stop falling apart on the edge of the river and be the leader she had been taught to be.
She looked up to the sky, seeing a star above her head. It glowed, brighter than she thought stars would glow. As she watched it, she remembered an old story that said that you could wish on the first star that appeared in the night sky.
"I wish that-" she began, whispering to herself before freezing. What did she wish for? What did she want? She wanted to kill the Gods, sure, but only because she knew that she'd never live in peace without killing them. What was it that, at the core of her being, she wanted?
"I wish that Kenzo survives," she told the star, but by the time she spoke the words, there were already other stars joining it.
She moved closer to the water, dipping her feet in. She didn't want to eat, scared that she'd only end up throwing it all up. The sky was beginning to get dark, and she found herself staring at the sky above her. She couldn't quite get over how endless it was. Her world had always started at the residential rooms and ended at the furthest gym. Now, it was miles of land, stretching on for what seemed like forever. She could walk for days and only find more sky and more earth beneath her.
Kenzo went to the hut, his words ringing in Ofelia's mind. That's how she liked it, she thought, that's how all of her teammates had treated her: the same cold disdain. She didn't need to be loved, she reminded herself. She needed to do her job. She needed to stop falling apart on the edge of the river and be the leader she had been taught to be.
She looked up to the sky, seeing a star above her head. It glowed, brighter than she thought stars would glow. As she watched it, she remembered an old story that said that you could wish on the first star that appeared in the night sky.
"I wish that-" she began, whispering to herself before freezing. What did she wish for? What did she want? She wanted to kill the Gods, sure, but only because she knew that she'd never live in peace without killing them. What was it that, at the core of her being, she wanted?
"I wish that Kenzo survives," she told the star, but by the time she spoke the words, there were already other stars joining it.