Fume
The wanderer
"I'll keep that in mind next time, if I'm cooking that is." Dust responded to her as he continued to eat his meal with Damien, it didn't take long for them to finish. "I'll wash the dishes, go on ahead Damien." He informed to his friend as he wiped his mouth with a napkin.
"Chaaaaaaarge~!" The Ikus suddenly said as he jumped right at Phantom, after the priest was done braiding Xio. "Today, you're going to be my lovely hubby~!" He rubbed his face on Phantom's, before giving a peck on him. "And I'll be your snuggle buddy!"
"Don't go too far." Dust called him out to which he replied with a 'Okay!' back to him. Continuing to rub his body on Phantom, getting himself comfortable while hugging him.
"Let's dream a lovely dream, together, Phantom!" He cheerfully said to him as he hummed to himself in happiness. The dishes were cleaned as those events unfolded, but there was still some food left for three more plates.
"I'll be back soon." He took those three portions and stepped out for a minute, before returning. He went ahead to give the guards that were on guard around this area the warm meal, they were very grateful.
He saw on how Xio was beginning to sleep and how Damien was giving more affection, maybe a little to close for his liking.
Grabbing a lantern, he lite up a small flame and put it on the table, while blowing away the other lanterns to let them sleep better. He grabbed a feather and an inkwell, some parchments and started writing his report down.
He recalled the events that occurred, from the angel's arrival, from the info that he gathered from the other demons about having captured one of the angels and then losing them, how the war took away a few dozens, maybe close to a hundred soldiers. On how two humans decided to join their cause, putting as little info in them, except that they are in his squad. And finally came the demons that defected...
"What should I say about these guys? They sided with the angel, but I didn't do anything about it... Should I have killed them for them to not leak out any info? Should I have take them in as punishment? I don't know... Why would they risk it all by siding with him? Why risk their family members? Fools... No, not fools... They're just at their limit with how things are, so they cling to anything for a change in their lives. Side with the enemy for a better life and be our enemy or side with us where the higher ups threaten their families..." He had their files... The higher ups and nobles need to know about their usefulness to keep sustaining their families or else...
He put his hands on his head, letting go a tired puff of air. His mind started to feel somewhat drowsy, but it wasn't enough for him wanting to sleep. His heart and shoulders were heavy with how much he's trying to make things right all at the same time, sacrificing a lot for a better life.
In the end, he classified their cases as MIA or considered dead. At least, their families will continue to live, but those demons wouldn't be able to see them again, because if they do, they will be all killed.
"Greedy sons of bitches... Heartless higher ups looking more for themselves than the people we're suppose to protect... This isn't us... this isn't what serving the people is about..!" He scolded quietly before looking back, he could see that Damien and Phantom fallen asleep already. For Xio, he wasn't really sure, but he'd guess that she was sleeping.
He grabbed his glass cup and took out a bottle from his sack, his private stash of Daemon Licorice when he needed it the most. In this moment, he really needed a drink.
When did he start drinking alcohol? When did he fell into this unhealthy habit? Who knows anymore... He simply grabbed a bottle and started to drink, probably to keep his cool for his pals back in his early days, those were the times that the death ratio for the demons was on an all time high. He still remembers when he took a demons life and when he saved his comrades with it. Maybe that's when it started, maybe it was when he ran into a bump in his road to find his memories or maybe it was to just get by the day.
Pouring a glass, he drank it slowly at first, let the burning in his throat settle down before taking one gulp at a time. He reached over another parchment, this one it simply held one title: Rebel army's pact.
This parchment was a the last opportunity that he could give to the humans, but for it to work he needed the leaders to come into a neutral ground to discuss this with them. If things don't come around he would need to do the cowards way, holding the earth El as a hostage, which was higher than the king of Velder. Just thinking about it would give a horrible taste to his mouth. Another glass.
For his side, he would ask of them for a few things. Mainly to keep this war as an appearance, to fool the higher ups thinking that the war is continuing to not draw attention to Chloe. Next would be for him to ask the humans for help, even if he had to be on his knees and pleading them to simply spare them some of their power, despite their current situation. It was selfish of him and towards the eyes of the demons that have fought long and hard here would be nothing more than treason, however that is nothing compared to the revolution army that he's forming.
In his case if they started to demand things, he could probably help with it. Reconstructing PART of the city, to not draw too much attention. Give back the hostages that they made, except for the earth El.
That one he wanted to discuss with them in a more, of time lending the demons the El. They would not take it, just borrow it for a few weeks at most. Their land needed this power, but the humans depended on the stone to survive, with some hope, they could establish a lending system or if that wouldn't cut it, then simply having the stone for those weeks would be just enough for demon alchemists to try and replicate the stone somehow to stabilize the land.
After that, came the obvious after war if they sign it. Many lives were lost and relations with both humans and demons would have a shaky start, no doubt. If even a slight touch were made, they would be like territorial animals. It would take more than a few months, maybe years for them to slowly open up. Demons are naturally not a bad race, but humans are more than filled with greed. They might scam them, lead them around and kill them in secret out of vengeance.
That's why rules need to be implemented, conditions on how the two of them can live in somewhat solid ground. But these conditions need to be discussed and evaluated in a neutral standpoint, not with their hearts in pain.
All of this needs to be thought and considered and not everyone will agree with this. But...
"Is this even the right thing? Or is it just a feeble attempt for a disaster?" Dust said out loud as he took another two glasses. The bottle is empty. He let go of a heavy sigh and put his feather down, with his letter of a peace treaty for the humans. It held specific requests and an accurate location to meet, however, one of the messengers need to reach the enemy camp and deliver it. If Dust could, he'd do it himself, but he needs to stay here in case of something happening and supporting Chloe and Phantom and Xio and Damien.
"If they agree, then my head can be at ease for a bit. If not, then I just sacrificed a soldier for my own selfish reasons. Ugh, I can't stay here. I need some fresh air..." He grabbed another bottle, opened it and left his tent. The nightly sky and breeze in this world was so much better than back at the demon realm, but their stars would always come on top.
He moved towards the lower bridge, just being at the base of the stairway would be safe enough. Chloe who was doing her rounds noticed him and followed the dark elf. He stopped just short on the last step and turned towards the river that passed below them. Every once in a while, he would take a swing at his bottle and keep on looking.
"What are you doing here? You should get some rest! You haven't slept in a few days already." Chloe asked, but he didn't responded it. "Dust you okay?"
"I have to be okay, don't I?" He responded back in a monotone voice. This put a weird feeling on her as this was a first. "I have to be there to give our people a sense of reassurance, have to look fine."
"Why do I have the feeling that you're... Is that a Daemon Licorice? Have you been drinking your private stash?" She asked surprised as he keeps to himself when his drink is nearby.
"I have, but it's not working as well with me. Second bottle and only feeling little." He responded while taking another swing, not even feeling it go through.
"Maybe you've drank enough. It's best for you to go to bed, Dust." She took a step forward, but his hand stopped her from moving forward.
"I haven't drank nearly enough. Haven't thought or did enough work to call it a night. Haven't relaxed even." He replied while looking down, how the water passed so silently. "The reports are ready, by the way."
"Ah right, the reports... thank you, you saved me the trouble of making them." She said as she got closer and stood by his side. "So what are you doing here? Thinking what's best to do tomorrow?" She asked to make small conversation.
"What's best? I don't know about that." Another chug. "I've been thinking a lot, that's for sure. But I've reached in a small... obstacle. I just thought that some night air would help me." He responded to her.
"I'm not worried about it. If it's you, I'm sure you'll do the right thing and help us out." She held positive in his decisions.
"The right thing?" He said as he took another swing, downing all of it contents and the turning to her. "What the fuck is the right thing!?" He yelled as he broke the bottle with his hand, some shards passed his armor and drew some blood. This surprised her making the dark elf take a step back.
"D-Dust are you alright?" She asked, this was the first time she ever saw him snap.
"Do you have any idea what I go through when these types of situations come with, uh!? You think that every decision that I make is for the best? How!? How the fuck are you so god damn positive that what comes out is the right thing to do!?" He shouted at her angrily, as she took a few more cautious steps back. She was somewhat afraid.
"This isn't a god damn game! Lives are at stake here and I don't want to spill anymore unnecessary blood, make it humans or demons! I have no fucking idea if I have any options to save everyone! There's just too many things to do and I'm only one stupid fucking nobody, trying so much against the odds against me!" He clenched his fist drawing a few more drops of blood.
"D-Dust..." She continued to back off, until she reached the rail while Dust kept walking forward.
"I have no fucking idea if I can do anything about! No idea if I can make sure these bastards can live another day to see their families! No idea if I can stop the bad blood! No idea if I can... If I can..!" He grabbed the rail and looked at her eyes. "If I can do anything, damn it!"
She was without words. The guy that she admired was having a crisis in his decision making. Maybe it's his drunken state, but his mind is clouded at the moment.
"I'm just one guy trying to figure out the best course of action, to try and get... a solution for both problems, but the only solution is such a wild gamble that I might as well be betting my life on it!! There is no, god damn way that this is gonna work! It's at the very least a 10% chance of working, maybe even less than that at this point! I... I..." He let go of the rail and took a few steps back and put his hand on his head, feeling a headache.
"I have no idea what's right or god damn wrong... My options are so limited and anything that I think of can just lead to a chaotic field of bodies... Whatever I do, I can't pull out something convenient and somehow make this war stop. This is one of those moments where I anything that I choose, will lead to death." He was so conflicted that the decision was making him falter. He felt light headed and grabbed on hold the railing.
"S-s-should I leave?" She asked not wanting to be here for now. She was at the wrong time and she wanted to leave. He simply waved and returned to watching the river to calm down.
She left, but without leaving with a feeling in her gut telling her to stay with him, but her instinct told her not to.
Phant0m
"Chaaaaaaarge~!" The Ikus suddenly said as he jumped right at Phantom, after the priest was done braiding Xio. "Today, you're going to be my lovely hubby~!" He rubbed his face on Phantom's, before giving a peck on him. "And I'll be your snuggle buddy!"
"Don't go too far." Dust called him out to which he replied with a 'Okay!' back to him. Continuing to rub his body on Phantom, getting himself comfortable while hugging him.
"Let's dream a lovely dream, together, Phantom!" He cheerfully said to him as he hummed to himself in happiness. The dishes were cleaned as those events unfolded, but there was still some food left for three more plates.
"I'll be back soon." He took those three portions and stepped out for a minute, before returning. He went ahead to give the guards that were on guard around this area the warm meal, they were very grateful.
He saw on how Xio was beginning to sleep and how Damien was giving more affection, maybe a little to close for his liking.
Grabbing a lantern, he lite up a small flame and put it on the table, while blowing away the other lanterns to let them sleep better. He grabbed a feather and an inkwell, some parchments and started writing his report down.
He recalled the events that occurred, from the angel's arrival, from the info that he gathered from the other demons about having captured one of the angels and then losing them, how the war took away a few dozens, maybe close to a hundred soldiers. On how two humans decided to join their cause, putting as little info in them, except that they are in his squad. And finally came the demons that defected...
"What should I say about these guys? They sided with the angel, but I didn't do anything about it... Should I have killed them for them to not leak out any info? Should I have take them in as punishment? I don't know... Why would they risk it all by siding with him? Why risk their family members? Fools... No, not fools... They're just at their limit with how things are, so they cling to anything for a change in their lives. Side with the enemy for a better life and be our enemy or side with us where the higher ups threaten their families..." He had their files... The higher ups and nobles need to know about their usefulness to keep sustaining their families or else...
He put his hands on his head, letting go a tired puff of air. His mind started to feel somewhat drowsy, but it wasn't enough for him wanting to sleep. His heart and shoulders were heavy with how much he's trying to make things right all at the same time, sacrificing a lot for a better life.
In the end, he classified their cases as MIA or considered dead. At least, their families will continue to live, but those demons wouldn't be able to see them again, because if they do, they will be all killed.
"Greedy sons of bitches... Heartless higher ups looking more for themselves than the people we're suppose to protect... This isn't us... this isn't what serving the people is about..!" He scolded quietly before looking back, he could see that Damien and Phantom fallen asleep already. For Xio, he wasn't really sure, but he'd guess that she was sleeping.
He grabbed his glass cup and took out a bottle from his sack, his private stash of Daemon Licorice when he needed it the most. In this moment, he really needed a drink.
When did he start drinking alcohol? When did he fell into this unhealthy habit? Who knows anymore... He simply grabbed a bottle and started to drink, probably to keep his cool for his pals back in his early days, those were the times that the death ratio for the demons was on an all time high. He still remembers when he took a demons life and when he saved his comrades with it. Maybe that's when it started, maybe it was when he ran into a bump in his road to find his memories or maybe it was to just get by the day.
Pouring a glass, he drank it slowly at first, let the burning in his throat settle down before taking one gulp at a time. He reached over another parchment, this one it simply held one title: Rebel army's pact.
This parchment was a the last opportunity that he could give to the humans, but for it to work he needed the leaders to come into a neutral ground to discuss this with them. If things don't come around he would need to do the cowards way, holding the earth El as a hostage, which was higher than the king of Velder. Just thinking about it would give a horrible taste to his mouth. Another glass.
For his side, he would ask of them for a few things. Mainly to keep this war as an appearance, to fool the higher ups thinking that the war is continuing to not draw attention to Chloe. Next would be for him to ask the humans for help, even if he had to be on his knees and pleading them to simply spare them some of their power, despite their current situation. It was selfish of him and towards the eyes of the demons that have fought long and hard here would be nothing more than treason, however that is nothing compared to the revolution army that he's forming.
In his case if they started to demand things, he could probably help with it. Reconstructing PART of the city, to not draw too much attention. Give back the hostages that they made, except for the earth El.
That one he wanted to discuss with them in a more, of time lending the demons the El. They would not take it, just borrow it for a few weeks at most. Their land needed this power, but the humans depended on the stone to survive, with some hope, they could establish a lending system or if that wouldn't cut it, then simply having the stone for those weeks would be just enough for demon alchemists to try and replicate the stone somehow to stabilize the land.
After that, came the obvious after war if they sign it. Many lives were lost and relations with both humans and demons would have a shaky start, no doubt. If even a slight touch were made, they would be like territorial animals. It would take more than a few months, maybe years for them to slowly open up. Demons are naturally not a bad race, but humans are more than filled with greed. They might scam them, lead them around and kill them in secret out of vengeance.
That's why rules need to be implemented, conditions on how the two of them can live in somewhat solid ground. But these conditions need to be discussed and evaluated in a neutral standpoint, not with their hearts in pain.
All of this needs to be thought and considered and not everyone will agree with this. But...
"Is this even the right thing? Or is it just a feeble attempt for a disaster?" Dust said out loud as he took another two glasses. The bottle is empty. He let go of a heavy sigh and put his feather down, with his letter of a peace treaty for the humans. It held specific requests and an accurate location to meet, however, one of the messengers need to reach the enemy camp and deliver it. If Dust could, he'd do it himself, but he needs to stay here in case of something happening and supporting Chloe and Phantom and Xio and Damien.
"If they agree, then my head can be at ease for a bit. If not, then I just sacrificed a soldier for my own selfish reasons. Ugh, I can't stay here. I need some fresh air..." He grabbed another bottle, opened it and left his tent. The nightly sky and breeze in this world was so much better than back at the demon realm, but their stars would always come on top.
He moved towards the lower bridge, just being at the base of the stairway would be safe enough. Chloe who was doing her rounds noticed him and followed the dark elf. He stopped just short on the last step and turned towards the river that passed below them. Every once in a while, he would take a swing at his bottle and keep on looking.
"What are you doing here? You should get some rest! You haven't slept in a few days already." Chloe asked, but he didn't responded it. "Dust you okay?"
"I have to be okay, don't I?" He responded back in a monotone voice. This put a weird feeling on her as this was a first. "I have to be there to give our people a sense of reassurance, have to look fine."
"Why do I have the feeling that you're... Is that a Daemon Licorice? Have you been drinking your private stash?" She asked surprised as he keeps to himself when his drink is nearby.
"I have, but it's not working as well with me. Second bottle and only feeling little." He responded while taking another swing, not even feeling it go through.
"Maybe you've drank enough. It's best for you to go to bed, Dust." She took a step forward, but his hand stopped her from moving forward.
"I haven't drank nearly enough. Haven't thought or did enough work to call it a night. Haven't relaxed even." He replied while looking down, how the water passed so silently. "The reports are ready, by the way."
"Ah right, the reports... thank you, you saved me the trouble of making them." She said as she got closer and stood by his side. "So what are you doing here? Thinking what's best to do tomorrow?" She asked to make small conversation.
"What's best? I don't know about that." Another chug. "I've been thinking a lot, that's for sure. But I've reached in a small... obstacle. I just thought that some night air would help me." He responded to her.
"I'm not worried about it. If it's you, I'm sure you'll do the right thing and help us out." She held positive in his decisions.
"The right thing?" He said as he took another swing, downing all of it contents and the turning to her. "What the fuck is the right thing!?" He yelled as he broke the bottle with his hand, some shards passed his armor and drew some blood. This surprised her making the dark elf take a step back.
"D-Dust are you alright?" She asked, this was the first time she ever saw him snap.
"Do you have any idea what I go through when these types of situations come with, uh!? You think that every decision that I make is for the best? How!? How the fuck are you so god damn positive that what comes out is the right thing to do!?" He shouted at her angrily, as she took a few more cautious steps back. She was somewhat afraid.
"This isn't a god damn game! Lives are at stake here and I don't want to spill anymore unnecessary blood, make it humans or demons! I have no fucking idea if I have any options to save everyone! There's just too many things to do and I'm only one stupid fucking nobody, trying so much against the odds against me!" He clenched his fist drawing a few more drops of blood.
"D-Dust..." She continued to back off, until she reached the rail while Dust kept walking forward.
"I have no fucking idea if I can do anything about! No idea if I can make sure these bastards can live another day to see their families! No idea if I can stop the bad blood! No idea if I can... If I can..!" He grabbed the rail and looked at her eyes. "If I can do anything, damn it!"
She was without words. The guy that she admired was having a crisis in his decision making. Maybe it's his drunken state, but his mind is clouded at the moment.
"I'm just one guy trying to figure out the best course of action, to try and get... a solution for both problems, but the only solution is such a wild gamble that I might as well be betting my life on it!! There is no, god damn way that this is gonna work! It's at the very least a 10% chance of working, maybe even less than that at this point! I... I..." He let go of the rail and took a few steps back and put his hand on his head, feeling a headache.
"I have no idea what's right or god damn wrong... My options are so limited and anything that I think of can just lead to a chaotic field of bodies... Whatever I do, I can't pull out something convenient and somehow make this war stop. This is one of those moments where I anything that I choose, will lead to death." He was so conflicted that the decision was making him falter. He felt light headed and grabbed on hold the railing.
"S-s-should I leave?" She asked not wanting to be here for now. She was at the wrong time and she wanted to leave. He simply waved and returned to watching the river to calm down.
She left, but without leaving with a feeling in her gut telling her to stay with him, but her instinct told her not to.
Phant0m