LONELYRAIN
not so lonely
Her refusal should have angered him, as if he wanted her to keep doing this, to keep touching him so gently as if he were fragile. Arlo could not be fragile, he refused! This situation was a lie, it all had to be some horrid lie, some cruel joke at his expense! Teeth caught his bottom lip, the pain serving as some sense of familiarity through the dull sensations flowing through him, trying to break the skin. Break something, break anything...! He must, he-
The spiraling thoughts were drowned as Leana would come into his field of vision, her expression still holding that gentleness that Arlo was quickly determining that he hated how it made him feel so vulnerable. As she spoke of her purpose to him, with such heartfelt words, he almost desired to immediately shout at her that she was a filthy liar. Not a single time would someone even go so far for something like him. And yet, she persisted to lie to his face with equally brutal touches that choked out pitiful hiccups from a body that wouldn't obey, silken blond locks being tucked behind the boy's ears as his eyelids were beginning to grow heavy with both the weight of the tears he had shed, as well as the exhaustion he had been carrying about truly dropping upon the king's small body.
Had he ever felt this tired before without the sleep aid? Her humming was slowly making the tense boy's muscles uncoil, his eyelids growing heavier and heavier as they stung and burned with the tears he'd shed. She claimed she would be whoever he wanted her to be, to be whatever he needed her to be... what a terrible lie. Arlo's mind desired to cast out the words, for he could be just as easily betrayed by her; but his head never lifted from her lap, nor did he utter any angry retorts against her, his breathing shallow and slow as her hand came down to coax his already exhausted eyelids shut, "..Mm.." A very quiet verbal response as the king for the first time in years had fallen asleep without the aid of medication.
In sleep, his expression had slackened as dreams would not come to haunt him, these dreams typically would be horrid nightmares that would leave him waking in the middle of the night covered in his own sweat, but now... now he dreamt of nothing, and what a glorious dream it was. An emptiness against the broken clattering within his own head, finally he could sleep and merely remain asleep... though in the waking world the boy's head had nuzzled the lap that now served as his pillow; arms splayed awkwardly before him against the plush mattress underneath as quiet snores left the exhausted soul.
On closer inspection of the sleeping king's face, his features certainly were far more endearing in the midst of peace, rather than when he was awake and scowling. Cute could almost be used for the sleeping boy, his long blonde lashes tickling against reddened cheeks as a result of him crying earlier, lips parted in quiet breaths colored a light rosy tint. His face could certainly be seen as rather handsome later on if he were lucky enough to reach his older years at all. However, the only thing that detracted from the seraphic face locked in sleep was the deep bags underneath his eyes; though they had been present before, the dark, puffiness underneath his eyes betrayed the lack of sleep he truly had.
The spiraling thoughts were drowned as Leana would come into his field of vision, her expression still holding that gentleness that Arlo was quickly determining that he hated how it made him feel so vulnerable. As she spoke of her purpose to him, with such heartfelt words, he almost desired to immediately shout at her that she was a filthy liar. Not a single time would someone even go so far for something like him. And yet, she persisted to lie to his face with equally brutal touches that choked out pitiful hiccups from a body that wouldn't obey, silken blond locks being tucked behind the boy's ears as his eyelids were beginning to grow heavy with both the weight of the tears he had shed, as well as the exhaustion he had been carrying about truly dropping upon the king's small body.
Had he ever felt this tired before without the sleep aid? Her humming was slowly making the tense boy's muscles uncoil, his eyelids growing heavier and heavier as they stung and burned with the tears he'd shed. She claimed she would be whoever he wanted her to be, to be whatever he needed her to be... what a terrible lie. Arlo's mind desired to cast out the words, for he could be just as easily betrayed by her; but his head never lifted from her lap, nor did he utter any angry retorts against her, his breathing shallow and slow as her hand came down to coax his already exhausted eyelids shut, "..Mm.." A very quiet verbal response as the king for the first time in years had fallen asleep without the aid of medication.
In sleep, his expression had slackened as dreams would not come to haunt him, these dreams typically would be horrid nightmares that would leave him waking in the middle of the night covered in his own sweat, but now... now he dreamt of nothing, and what a glorious dream it was. An emptiness against the broken clattering within his own head, finally he could sleep and merely remain asleep... though in the waking world the boy's head had nuzzled the lap that now served as his pillow; arms splayed awkwardly before him against the plush mattress underneath as quiet snores left the exhausted soul.
On closer inspection of the sleeping king's face, his features certainly were far more endearing in the midst of peace, rather than when he was awake and scowling. Cute could almost be used for the sleeping boy, his long blonde lashes tickling against reddened cheeks as a result of him crying earlier, lips parted in quiet breaths colored a light rosy tint. His face could certainly be seen as rather handsome later on if he were lucky enough to reach his older years at all. However, the only thing that detracted from the seraphic face locked in sleep was the deep bags underneath his eyes; though they had been present before, the dark, puffiness underneath his eyes betrayed the lack of sleep he truly had.