Brax
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In Fear and Faith
Andy had calmed down by the time she made it to the door of her bedroom. While she was not going to pretend she liked Vanessa, knowing about her hallucinations made it easier to see why she acted the way she did. Luca seemed to have taken a liking to the performer, like a little stray that he took under his wing. The fact that this bothered her upset her more than the actual fact that he liked her. At the end of the day, she didn’t trust the girl though. She was too unstable, too impulsive, and too unpredictable. Going out into the city with only Vanessa to watch her back would be essentially suicide.
When she opened the door, she found Luca with a book in his hands. He looked peaceful. His icy eyes scanned the worn parchment colored pages before looking up to greet her as she entered. Green, analytical eyes scanned his face for the first time since she had gained new information. She wasn’t sure how she had missed how tired he looked before, maybe because he often looked that way. His words from the other night danced around in her head more than she cared to admit. It made her feel like a child. Each time she opened her mouth to speak, she ended up only closing it instead.
“We need parts,” she said, deciding to get straight to business. “For the generator. Vanessa said the circus had a rather large one, which makes sense. Either we can scavenge it for parts or upgrade. Either would benefit us, a large chunk of the appeal of this place is that we still have power.” The woman took a seat on the edge of the bed, folding her hands in her lap. Her fingers fiddled with her braid as she processed through the information.
“Okay.” Luca groaned, keeping his eyes fixed on the woman’s form. He folded the page that he was reading before shutting the book once more.
“I’m going to take her out tomorrow to get it.”
“She is the one who busted it. It is only right she goes out and gets the shit we need to fix it.” The man grabbed the pack of cigarettes from the top of his nightstand and put one in his mouth. Knowing that Andy had been getting ready to go out with Vanessa was an issue only for the fact that he knew he would not be accompanying them. The Italian didn’t misplace his trust in the acrobat; she was much like a lost puppy, tied to some sort of ideology which he did not agree with but understood nonetheless.
“Are you going to be alright without me?” The man asked.
“Sure,” Andy responded with a shrug. A playful smirk pulled at the corner of her full lips. “Without you I won't have anyone unloading whole clips of ammo for fun.” The redhead called back to their earlier trip to the university. “I’m going to take Aaron with me I think. He’s proven himself to be loyal enough and he knows his way around a gun. Not to mention I’ll need him to dismantle the generator. The more important question here is if you are going to be okay without me.” The Italian leaned forward, resting a closed fist within the other. He cracked his knuckles as he leaned forward so that his elbows could rest on his kneecaps.
“Whatever you think is right, go with that. I have made it over fifteen years without you just fine. The lodge will remain standing.” While Andy had a moment to smile to herself, there had been nothing about this conversation that prompted Luca to do the same. Perhaps it was the fact that he found himself drained of energy, but he didn’t have the patience to return the volley of sass provided by Andy’s presence.
“Just be safe. I can handle the rest of these idiots. If not, someone else will step up and take my place.”
“I’m not leaving you much backup,” she noted seriously. “Colt and Owen are gone, but I hope they will return tomorrow. You really only have Hector and Tre here if something goes amiss. Radio me if anything happens. I’ll turn around.” It was stated as a command, but felt more like a question. Last time they had left the lodge without any fire power, the soldiers had attacked.
“You did not even consider yourself a viable leader until a few hours ago. I will not be briefed on protocol or the details.” The man retorted, lifting a hand up to place an index finger against the side of his head while his thumb extended along his jawline. “I have taken care of far worse people in equally harsh conditions.” Part of him was angry that she had decided to go, but he also knew it was probably for the best. Leaving it to just Aaron and Vanessa by themselves would be a questionable decision, alternatively.
"I still don't consider myself a 'viable leader,' I'm just doing what I can to help out." Andy used air quotes to further articulate her irritation. She gave a characteristic somersault of her eyes, placing her hands on her hips. Surely he could read between the lines here. Andy wasn't heartless even if her worry was going over the Italian's head. "I've never doubted your ability to take care of things." The redhead added as she stared him down. "No matter how irritating your inflated ego is."
There was no response. Just a pause, before the man nodded reluctantly. Luca pushed himself up off of the chair he had been sitting on. He used the side of the glass bottle on his nightstand to put the cherry of his cigarette out before he dropped it onto the wooden tabletop. Even something as simple as getting up from taking a seat was becoming a chore. The man turned his head around momentarily so he could look at Andy before letting out a sigh. His feet led him closer to the girl, until there were only a few inches between the two. Without a word his hands extended out to cup both sides of her face, guiding her lips onto his own for only a brief moment. Then he let her go.
“Come back to me, amor.”
Andy pushed up on her toes, the brief kiss obviously not enough to sate her appetite. She pulled him down till their lips met once more. With her arms still draped around his neck, she pulled back and looked into his eyes. In return, Luca rested his forehead against hers, before closing his own. The worry that churned in her emerald hues contradicted with the smug turn of her mouth. Meanwhile, Luca's hands had made their way around the small of her back so that he could hold her close.
“Just make sure I have something to come back to.”
Featuring: Maj