Zer0
Haiku Hitman
- Moss Adamaris -
"Next Day, Asger Hunter's Camp"
"Next Day, Asger Hunter's Camp"
"No problem. You're helping us with our problem after all." said Vera.
Later that night, Moss' curiosity as to what Isa's uncle was doing searching old ruins was keeping him up longer than usual. He was being the little spoon again under the covers of their sleeping bags in the now empty moonlit common room, but turned around to hug Isa to his chest, plant a kiss on his forehead and rub his back.
He wasn't going to talk about his uncle if Isa wasn't going to. He was starting to understand him a little bit more, notice the little gestures he makes, the change in his voice, and he felt that maybe Isa just wants a break right now. So he caressed him to lull him to a peaceful sleep, talking about random things again, this time it was, "Would you rather be granted three wishes of your choice ten years from today or be granted one wish today?"
Moss had chosen one wish today, because he did not know if he would be alive ten years from today. And his wish was, and this surprised him, "I wish you'll be happy in ten years." It came out naturally without thought. Was . . . was Isa more important to him than his friends going home? Shouldn't that be his wish as a good friend?
Maybe the last ten years of arguing, their friendships breaking down really got to him, despite the cheery look he had. And this brief moment of happiness he's not felt in a long time these past two months with Isa was . . . like waking up to morning from night and remembering, oh, so this was what it was like to be . . . to be cared for. Something he lost when he and his friends just fell apart.
Moss felt very wicked. What was he doing here, putting his feelings for Isa first before his friends? He should have left the moment he learned Isa was alright. But then, and he hugged Isa tightly, he wouldn't have been able to have this. But then maybe he wasn't allowed to, not while his friends were unhappy. And they were going to part too. He didn't know when he was going to see Isa again.
Moss sighed. Why were the things he wanted difficult to obtain?
Well, there was nothing he can do, but just get to it and work. He smelled Isa's hair for comfort, then began to sing softly.
"I am tired,
Of the always puzzle of living and doing
Let us go, then,
And we’ll leave it far and far away
I have played,
and broke the toys I was fondest of,
I'm a little tired now;
Tired of things that break
Just tired
But I come with a dream in my eyes tonight,
And knock with a rose at the gate of your heart
Open to me!
Show me the places nobody knows,
And, if you like,
The perfect places of sleep.
Ah, come with me!
Blow me that wonderful bubble, the moon,
That floats forever and a day;
I’ll sing you the jacinth song
Of the probable stars;
We'll attempt the unstartled steppes of dream,
Until we find the only flower,
Which shall keep our hearts
While the moon comes out of the sea."
* * * *
Of the always puzzle of living and doing
Let us go, then,
And we’ll leave it far and far away
I have played,
and broke the toys I was fondest of,
I'm a little tired now;
Tired of things that break
Just tired
But I come with a dream in my eyes tonight,
And knock with a rose at the gate of your heart
Open to me!
Show me the places nobody knows,
And, if you like,
The perfect places of sleep.
Ah, come with me!
Blow me that wonderful bubble, the moon,
That floats forever and a day;
I’ll sing you the jacinth song
Of the probable stars;
We'll attempt the unstartled steppes of dream,
Until we find the only flower,
Which shall keep our hearts
While the moon comes out of the sea."
* * * *
The next morning, the weather was sunny again. The sounds of the forest waking filled the cool misty sunrise, and the thump of arrows hitting wood from someone practicing outside. Moss was the little spoon again, sort of, he was facing Isa with his head under his chin, and lips stuck on his neck again, warm hand around his back and tangled in the hair above his nape that he'd been fondling until he fell asleep.
Katsuya