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Mercedes Camus
In my room
Mercedes started to feel hot— heat flashes began to come over her and despite her tears that only now dried, she turned the air-vent towards her. Cold air relieving some of the discomfort that started to set in.
“Fine, fuck it, fine,”
“… what?” She said, looking over at him as they pulled up to the gate.
“It was a fucking accident.”
He…
He was backing her up?
Mercedes wasn’t sure how it happened— maybe it was the older brother role, but her relationship with Donna and the relationship she had with CK were two very different dynamics.
Donna was the laid-back, cool brother— Mercedes was able to get away with anything or come up with the worst of the plans with him.
And Chelsea…
Well, Chelsea was the scary, hard-ass, difficult brother that needed a little more convincing to do her bidding.
But no matter how nerve-racking, problematic, or uptight he was…
He always protected her.
When Donna got sent away, a lot of her trust diminished in her family and her relationships suffered for it— obviously her actions were a heavy hit to that, too…
Chelsea was the only one she trusted anymore.
“That’s the story — it was a fucking accident.”
Mercedes didn’t say anything, she just nodded eagerly as some of the fear in her chest subsided knowing that CK was on her side meant that her parents’ punishment wouldn’t be as harsh.
If Mercedes has said it was an ‘accident’ somehow or some way it must’ve been her fault.
But if Chelsea had… her parents would agree but firm enough to make sure anymore accidents like this one didn’t happen again.
“Just…make sure no more fucking ‘accidents’ happen, Mer.”
No more accidents.
She could do that.
…
That mixture of guilt and fear slowly made its way back to her stomach.
While Mercedes was relieved… that feeling didn’t leave, it only worsened when the humidity of the California air hit her as she stepped out of the car.
Chelsea walked towards the front door and Mercedes didn’t move— she was practically frozen because she knew if she took one step, or focused on anything else but not—
The contents of her stomach, which was mainly alcohol, was now on the stone tiles outside, thankfully she’d gotten out of the car before she threw up.
“… I think I’m sick.”
Naturally, that translated to…
It was an accident.
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