Neko x Human Rp

[kawaii senpai]

She didn't come out of her room. Normally I would have just left, but I told her I wouldn't just leave anymore. I stopped in her door frame. "I'm going to leave now, okay."

 

[AviouslyPTX]

I just looked down silently. I couldn't force him to stay if he didn't want to and he didn't want to. She shrugged and wrapped her tails around her to hide her face.

 

[kawaii senpai]

I couldn't deal with this. I had never been much of a comforter, and I didn't understand why she was crying over my problems. "Stop by if you want to talk," I said as I walked out of her apartment.

 

[AviouslyPTX]

Tearing up, I stood a docked the door behind him before turning out all the lights. I sat in the darkness and became lost in my thoughts.

 

[kawaii senpai]

I walked back to my apartment and did something I hadn't done in years. I took off my military jacket, wearing no shirt. I looked in the mirror.

 

[AviouslyPTX]

I laid down on the couch, covering myself with my tails. I laid my ears flat against my head and let the tears fall.

 

[kawaii senpai]

I touched the point where the metal met my flesh. I knew I was said to be a hero, but it certainly didn't feel like it.

 

[AviouslyPTX]

Soon enough, I calmed down. I felt Aurora jump up beside me and lay down in her usual curled up ball. I sighed closing my eyes and fell asleep.

 

[kawaii senpai]

I stared at myself and punched the small set of drawers under it, cracking the frame. I opened the door and went outside, without putting my shirt on.

 

[AviouslyPTX]

When I woke up, it was dark outside. I untangled my tails from one another before sitting up and stretching. It was even darker in the apartment now, but it was good. I was satisfied with the darkness. It matched my feelings.

 

[kawaii senpai]

I walked down to the cafe where we first met. I sat out front, hoping that for some miraculous reason she would show up. A small child walked by, staring at my dismantled figure. I ignored it. I would have to get used to it.

 

[AviouslyPTX]

I paced around the apartment sighing softly. Wednesday. The first. Starting today, it stays open all day every day 24/7 I thought. I went into my room to my closet and looked around. I pulled out a pair of teal skinny jeans and put them on before putting on my black uniform shirt. I rolled it up, tucking it under to that my stomach was showing before going to the bathroom. I put matching teal streaks in my hair then brushed my hair. I walked out and made my way down the sidewalk.

 

[kawaii senpai]

I looked up as I saw someone coming. I assumed it was just another pedestrian until I realized who it was, and what she was wearing! "Why are you dressed like that? That's totally inappropriate! And what did you do to your beautiful hair?!" I asked stunned.

 

[AviouslyPTX]

"Uniform for work with my own personal touch. As long as we're wearing the shirt, they don't care how we wear it. And I simply put streaks in my hair," I said before walking into the cafe.

 

[kawaii senpai]

I walked in through the cafe doors shocked. Who was she? Was this the girl I really liked just an hour ago. "Look, I don't know what I said to you that made you go and change on me, but go back. I liked the old you a whole lot better."

 

[AviouslyPTX]

"I didn't change!" I yelled loud enough for the few in the cafe to hear. "You liked the old me better? You let the old me wallow in my sorrows then left!" I added before turning on my heel and walking out. I couldn't do this. I went straight to the apartment and closed the door before going to my room. I went into the bathroom and turned the water on to shower. Once I got in, I sat down, closing my eyes as the water slowly washed out the dye.

 

[kawaii senpai]

I was so confused. I had no idea what made her so mad. I raised my voice when I told her my friends died! What about that could have made her so mad? I sat down at one of the tables in the cafe and waited. She would have to come into work eventually.

 

[AviouslyPTX]

I eventually got out and sighed looking at my face in the mirror. My eyes were red and slightly puffy from crying but I didn't care. I got my clothes back on and walked back out. On my way it had started raining but on well. I kept walking and eventually arrived at my destination. I sighed going inside, straight behind the counter to put my apron on. I didn't care that my hair was wet to the point that it looked like I just stepped out of the shower. I mean I did, but the rain reinforced that. My tails were coiled around m, dripping wet and my ears laid flat against my head. I knew I was most likely gonna get sick but like I said before, I didn't care.

 

[kawaii senpai]

I went up to the counter, starting to get angry. I slammed my fist on the top, shaking the cash register. "Listen, and you listen closely. I like you a lot, but you have to stop feeling sorry for yourself. I made some mistakes, and for that I'm sorry, but you have to be able to forgive me. If you can't do that then I will leave you alone. Just know this. I'm letting everyone see me like this," I said gesturing towards my shirtless shoulder. "I didn't do that because I enjoy watching people give me looks of pity. I did it for you!"

 

[AviouslyPTX]

I jumped back slightly, hearing something hit the counter. Holding back tears, I steadied my breathing as I listened to him. Once he finished, I turned, unaware of my body shaking from being cold and slight fear, and went over to one of my coworkers. I whispered something to her and went back taking my apron off. "Sorry to disappoint you. When you're ready to not yell at me, you know where to find me," I said with a shaky voice before running out of the cafe and straight to my apartment.

 

[kawaii senpai]

Dang it! Why did I raise my voice? I knew that frightened her. I ran out of the cafe after her. "I'm sorry!" I called after her. I slid to the ground outside the cafe door. I wondered if she had heard me and if she would turn around.

 

[AviouslyPTX]

Whimpering, I had my tails tucked around me and my ears flat against my head. I heard him, but I couldn't bring myself to turn around. Once I arrived at my apartment, I slammed the door and started crying immediately. And now he hates me.

 

[kawaii senpai]

I didn't know what to do. I was utterly confused. Should I go after her or leave her alone? It didn't make any sense. I didn't understand why my yelling upset her so much. I decided I would try to talk to her one last time, but I honestly could not take anymore of her crying. I walked down to her apartment and I knocked on the door and held my breath.

 

[AviouslyPTX]

"What the hell do you want?!" I yelled, refusing to open the door. I knew who it was and I was crying, so what was the point. He'd see me crying and then just leave.

 

[kawaii senpai]

"I'm sorry that I scared you again. I wanted you to know that it was totally accidental. I just wanted things to end on a good note. I know you don't want to see me so I'll leave now."