Neko x Human Rp

[AviouslyPTX]

Alex hugged him back tightly as they sat in a comfortable silence. She laid her head on his shoulder and took a deep, shaky breath.

 

[kawaii senpai]

I spaced out in thought as my grip on her slowly loosened. I liked her so much. I was deciding how to tell her the truth.

 

[AviouslyPTX]

I let go of him and laid down with my head in his lap. I curled up into a ball and sighed internally.

 

[kawaii senpai]

I put my robotic hand on her shoulder. "Can I be honest with you? As to why I wouldn't ride in the car. Why I get remorsful easily." I said.

 

[AviouslyPTX]

"All I want if for you to be honest with me," she said softly as she closed her eyes.

 

[kawaii senpai]

I squeezed her arm with my hand. "I was in a war a couple of years back and me and my friends were riding in a jeep to get through the warzone quickly so we could get to our stations. We drove over a landmine. I watched them die," I paused taking a deep breath, "and I only lost my arm. All the way up to the shoulder." I squeezed my eyes shut as I felt the tears start seaping out.

 

[AviouslyPTX]

I sat up quickly, dropping my jaw as I looked at him with sympathy in my eyes. I looked down and slowly moved the sleeve up so I could see his arm. My apart broke and I hugged him tightly. "I'm so sorry," she whispered to him.

 

[kawaii senpai]

I sat theree, unable to move. I remembered the worst part. Anna's scream.

 

[AviouslyPTX]

I noticed him not move and pulled away. I looked down sadly and brought my knees to my chest, hugging them tightly.

 

[kawaii senpai]

I pulled my sleeve back down over my arm. "Sorry. No one needs to see that," I said ashamed.

 

[AviouslyPTX]

I stayed silent and unmoving. I'm not good enough for him to accept himself around me I thought.

 

[kawaii senpai]

I stood up and looked at her. "Please don't be sad. I won't hurt you," I said, knowing that my history of fighting scared many people off.

 

[AviouslyPTX]

"It's not that I'm afraid you'll hurt me. I'm not. It's that you can't even expose your true self around me without feeling ashamed," I said softly but sternly. I turned over, facing away from him as I fought back tears once more.

 

[kawaii senpai]

"I don't show it to anyone. It's shameful. It proves that I wasn't strong enough. I can't even have a job now! I have to rely on donations!"

 

[AviouslyPTX]

I flinched slightly at his voice slowly increasing in volume. I looked down and started crying, not bothering to look back.

 

[kawaii senpai]

I couldn't help but get mad. I gave her a quick hug. "I need to go," I said sternly. I didn't want to explode on her and ruin everything, but as I heard her crying, my heart began to melt. I picked her up and hugged her. "Don't cry. Baby please."

 

[AviouslyPTX]

I sobbed, slightly struggling against him until I was facing away again. I didn't want him seeing me like this. I looked down as the tears kept coming.

 

[kawaii senpai]

I didn't let go of her, just turned her around to face me. I lifted her up to my face and I kissed her on the cheek. I pulled back and without hesitating pulled back to kiss her lips. "Please, please don't cry!"

 

[AviouslyPTX]

"But you're mad at me," I sobbed as I curled up into a ball. Unbeknownst to me, I started shaking as I covered myself with my tails.

 

[kawaii senpai]

"No baby, I'm not mad," I said soothingly. I set her down because of her shaking. I stood there, not knowing what to do.

 

[AviouslyPTX]

"Then why were you yelling at me?" I questioned him, still hiccuping softly. I looked up at him and frowned slightly.

 

[kawaii senpai]

"I yelled because what I told you is very painful for me to even think about, much less use words to describe. Now please, stop crying."

 

[AviouslyPTX]

"So you yell at me? That hurts," I admitted with a sigh as I wiped my eyes and calmed down.

 

[kawaii senpai]

"Sorry, honestly." I lightly rubbed her back as I walked out of the room. I sat on my couch to give her time to collect herself. I wasn't used to this. I was so used to being yelled at by the drill sergeant along with my friends, that they never even took notice when I yelled. I guess I would have to be softer with her.

 

[AviouslyPTX]

Sighing, I decided to stAy there, unmoving. I had collected myself and could've walked out, but what could I say? Obvious hr didn't wanna talk to me about his problems so I could help; that being said, there was nothing to talk about so I just sat in my room, alone.