My Boyfriend Is A Girl!? ((Memster101&Firetail606))

[Zotohxan]

((Thanks -w-


And we do sometimes.. But lately we've both been really busy, so we haven't really had the chance to skype in awhile.. We normally just chat over IM :/ Which, I mean.. Though I'd like to see her and hear her voice, it's better than nothing!))


I notice Ash fixing at his hair, but don't really think anything of it. "Some other time, doesn't have to be today." I shrug, smiling. I then frown as I notice a single tuft of hair sticking straight up, "Okay... So, not being creepy, but this is annoying me." I lean forward, not realizing how close my face is getting to Ash's as I stop just short of him and reach up, pushing down the bit of hair then running my fingers through it to space it out. Once it's to my liking I smile and pull back, "All better."

 

[Memster101]

((True! I hope you get to skype her or even call her soon! ))


I blinked when I saw Elijah staring at me and found my eyes widening when he moved in close to me. I relaxed when I realized he was only fixing my hair, but the distance between us still shocked me. Despite my slight discomfort and shock, I let him adjust the piece of pesky hair and smiled some when he finished doing so. "Well thanks," I said, laughing lightly. "I'm sure all the guys would have gone crazy if they saw me with messy hair. That would have definitely prevented me from getting onto the team."

 

[Zotohxan]

((Thank you -w-))


My eyes go wide as I blush deeply and look away, "Sorry.. I guess that was just the gay coming out, or something..." I swallow hard, feeling my jaw tense a bit. I hadn't really meant to, but my voice certainly held malice when I'd said the word 'gay'... I honestly hate it, sometimes. Er, well... A lot of the time. Especially since I just freaked out my only friend at this damn school. He may not have directly said anything, but I know he's probably figuring out in his mind now how exactly he'd go about switching roommates... I shouldn't have done that. But the hair was bugging me, but, it's like I said... It was probably my gayness coming out as something completely inappropriate and unnecessary.

 

[Memster101]

(( Sorry e.e I thought I replied!))


A frown touched my lips and I shook my head. "No, just took me by surprise is all," I assured, wishing I had been able to hide my mild discomfort. "Honest. Sorry to come on like I was wigging out." I lightly bumped our shoulders together, pushing a hand through his hair to teasingly mess it up. Stuff like that was what I had managed to already weed out of my habits. Normally I would have been fixing his hair or tucking the tag of a shirt in, stuff along those lines, but I knew that things would be perceived as odd.

 

[Zotohxan]

((x3 You're fine~))


I smile faintly, not really believing him.. Of course he was freaked out. He's just far too kind to say so. "It's fine. I shouldn't have just done that." I shrug, but make sure not to let on about what I actually felt. A few moments later the doors open and Coach walks in, going straight toward the office. My smile becomes a bit more genuine as I look at Ash, "That's the Coach. Let's go down, let him know you're wanting to try out! That way he can start thinking about getting everything set up for you to do so!"

 

[Memster101]

(( Soooo. I set up an appointment for Monday to go get some of my hair dreaded >> ))


I sighed softly when I realized that nothing would change his mind, but decided to let it be. Elijah perked up when an older man walked in and I smiled at the information. "Let's!" I agreed, standing up. I straightened my uniform out some, my hand absently going to reach back for Elijah's own subconsciously. I caught myself though before our hands touched and cleared my throat, hoping he missed the slip up. When Elijah got up, we walked over to the office. Once there, I let Elijah take the lead, so he could introduce me to the Coach.

 

[Zotohxan]

((o: Nice! You'll have to let me know how it goes! owo))


I smile to Ash, going down the bleachers then to the office. I smile when I see coach just sitting at his desk, then the way he perks up when he looks up to see me. Strangely enough, despite what everyone on the team says about me, Coach is still always kind.. Has actually told me many times that I'm his favourite. "Hey, Coach!" I say happily, walking into the small room before reaching out and gently grabbing Ash's wrist, pulling him up beside me. "This is Ash Adams. He's new, and was wanting to join the team. I know it's pretty short notice with how soon games are coming up, but trust me.. He's really good."


The Coach quirks a brow, chuckling a bit at my excitement. "Alright, Ash." He switches his gaze, instantly seeming more intimidating than he did while addressing me. "I suppose you'll want to tryout tonight, huh? Considering you're wearing a uniform and all."

 

[Memster101]

(( If I don't chicken out xD My hair is still kind of short so I don't know how much it'll shorten it. Plus if I wanted extensions and didn't like them, it'd be a waste of money e.e* I'll have to see if I chicken out or not xD ))


I blinked as Elijah tugged me into the room, but smiled at his excitement for me. When the Coach turned his attention onto me though, I stiffened some, swallowing. "Uhm, yes, sir. If that is alright with you. Elijah just let me borrow a spare one of his..." I stopped when I realized I was rambling some, giving him information he didn't care about, and bit the inside of my cheek. Despite his intimidating presences at the moment, how it had felt when he had been talking to Elijah had given me a good vibe. Hopefully at least some of the other guys on the team were the same.

 

[Zotohxan]

((Aah, well, good luck with it! x3 You could maybe ask them to go ahead and twist your hair so you could see how short it'd be first? Then use those cheap extensions to see how it'd be at roughly that length? o: ))


The Coach nods, still looking far more stern than he does around just me. "Alright. You think you're good enough to get on my team?" He narrows his eyes, standing to his full height which is roughly 6'9. He then walks over and towers over Ash and I both, "We'll see how you do. You seem to get along with Elijah, which is the only reason I'm giving you this chance. But if I find out you're just as much of a little bitch as so many others around here, I won't hesitate to cut any chances you have of getting on any sports team in this state. Understand?"


I can't help but chuckle a bit, "He's not a bitch, Coach. Actually stood up to Harkin... Got us both kicked out of class." I turn to Ash and smirk playfully, letting him know there weren't any hard feelings about that. The Coach softens considerably at that, "Oh, good!" He then looks at Ash and quirks a brow, looking him up and down, "Are you gay, too? I haven't seen anyone stand up for our Elijah unless they were gay, too."

 

[Memster101]

((Maybe! I know an area that I wouldn't mind just having one dread at. Like, I had my rat tail for the longest time and ended up dying it black. Then I got sick of it and cut it to the length of my hair and so now I have like three colors going on with this random black streak e.e* So there's a place I can tell them to try! ))


I resisted the urge to swallow again as the coach stood, towering over both Elijah and I. I was already on the shorter end for a guy, so this didn't help at all. Including the fact he started going on his little shpeel? God. If I wasn't use to guys yelling at me or threatening me...I nodded in confirmation and relaxed a little as Elijah launched into the earlier events of today, letting a slight smile come to my lips. It relaxed me even more when the Coach softened and I had to hold back a sigh of relief. That was soon out the door again though when I got the question about my sexuality and felt a slight blush come to my cheeks.


"Uhm, no, sir. I'm straight. I just have a thing about intolerant assholes." I said this confidently enough, standing up a little straighter. "I already know about how some of the team treats Elijah, and I don't plan on keeping my mouth shut.... If you think that'll cause too much of a hassle though, sir, I respect your decision for not letting me onto the team."

 

[Zotohxan]

((x3 Very true! I do hope it goes well for you, though. And that you like it. Dreads look really good on the people they suit! owo))


Coach grins widely, "That's great!" He laughs, it booming a bit around the surprisingly clean and seemingly empty office. "I think you'll work out just fine, here." Honestly, I couldn't believe he'd asked Ash about his sexuality... He's always been incredibly respectful of people and their privacy. "Don't.. Ask people that anymore, Coach..." I hadn't meant to let it slip but there was a bit of pain in my voice. I truly do hate the word gay, especially when it's being used to separate people...


Coach reaches over and ruffles my hair, "Sorry, kiddo." He then takes a step back and claps, looking between Ash and I, "Now, you two head out onto the court. The other guys should be in soon and we can get tryouts started!"

 

[Memster101]

(( Me too! And that's some of my issue, I'm not sure if they'll look good xD ))


I relaxed considerably now that the Coach and I seemed to be on friendly terms, letting out a little laugh and a smile. I nodded eagerly to going out onto the court and bumped my shoulder against Elijah's, smiling. "Come on, I want to go scope out who the team is," I told him, leading the way out. We returned to our previous spots on the bleachers, I feeling much better than I previously had about the whole situation. It had gone a lot better than expected. "So. Who all on the team do I have to look out for?" I asked Elijah once we got settled down.


I meant this question in both a sense for myself and for Elijah. People who might pick on me because of my stature, or simply were rude, and people who picked on Elijah. I wasn't going to go out of my way to start trouble, but I was going to make it very clear from the beginning that I wouldn't tolerate that type of behavior.

 

[Zotohxan]

((x3 Makes sense!))


I shrug a bit at Ash's question as we sit. "Um.. I think really Francis and Darren will be the only ones to openly mess with you.. But then again, I don't really know. They were the first ones to start shit with me about how I look, but then again, it went hand-in-hand with me being gay. So maybe they don't actually have a problem with someone looking more feminine?" I shrug again, "Max gets physical sometimes, grabbing my chest or whatever, but again that may just be another way for them to make fun of me being gay. I honestly don't know." I give an apologetic smile, "I guess everyone on the team says something every now and then except for Marcus and John, they're cool."

 

[Memster101]

(( Yeah... Oh my god. So I realized today after looking it up that I've read 29 - including short story collections and not the individual stories themselves, 31- Stephen King books >> ))


My nose scrunched up as Elijah continued to talk and I began to grow more and more weary of what all would happen once I was on the team. I knew straight ahead, regardless of consequence, if one of them tried to grope me anywhere they were getting decked in the face. And unlike Elijah, I would make a big deal of it. I had to keep my cover up, even if that was the opposite, and I couldn't chance having anyone grab me on the wrong day and feel something that shouldn't be there. I managed to twitch my lips into a slight smile at the mention of the two okay guys, hoping they'd help to deter the others if it came to that.

 

[Zotohxan]

((Omfg x'D That's perfect!!!


We own like.. 12 or so? I think? x3))


I give a sympathetic smile, "Think you can handle all that?" It wasn't meant as a rude thing, just.. An honest question. I know that could be a lot for some people to handle... Without my realizing it, a boy about 6'3 was silently coming up the bleachers behind me. His hair is an ashy-blond colour, and his eyes are a deep brown. He's incredibly lean but fit, built like what you'd imagine a high school basketball player to look like. Honestly, he looks no older than sixteen... He comes straight up behind me and sits down, then wraps his arms around my waist, hooking his hands on my shoulders.


I let out a strangled surprised noise, turning around with wide eyes then playfully glaring as I bring my hand up and smack the side of his, "John, you gave me a fucking heart attack!" He just grins, then pulls me against his chest, something he seems to like doing... I believe he's a closet gay, he's incredibly touchy-feely, and talks to me about guys he finds hot... But swears up and down that he's straight. Who knows...

 

[Memster101]

(( I need to read more xD My mom bought me one of his newer books and it's coming in the mail :3 And I wish I owned more! I think with my mom and I combined we only have 17 e.e My dad has a few but I'm not sure how many. It's a series but he only has some of the books.))


My eyes widened when I notice the guy coming up from behind Elijah and I felt my hands clench into fists. It was odd I already felt so protective of the guy, but he was my first friend here and I was starting to become fairly fond of him. Much to my relief, Elijah seemed happy to see the guy, and then revealed that it was one of the okay guys. At first glance, with how he was holding Elijah, I would have guessed that the guy was gay... I wondered if he got beef from the other guys as well. He wasn't feminine looking at all, just a touch of the Baby Face, so that probably saved him a lot. But with how he was acting around Elijah...I'm sure that didn't go unnoticed.


I smiled, a touch awkwardly, rubbing at the back of my neck. I gave a slight wave with my free hand, waiting for Elijah to introduce me after the two got through with their little moment.

 

[Zotohxan]

((Aah, cool! o: I really need to read more.. I read a lot of Stephen King when I was younger(like 12 or so?) but I haven't in awhile...))


John pouts and places an obnoxiously loud 'smooch' against my temple, making me groan. "Sorry, Eli~" He laughs and lets me go, but keeps an arm slung around my shoulders as he looks at Ash, "Oh, hey." He blinks a couple times, looking a bit lost. I chuckle and shake my head in amusement. "Ash, this is John, the gayest straight guy you'll ever meet. And John, this is Ash, my new roommate. He's trying out for the team today."


John's eyes go wide and he quickly vacates his space behind me to instead sit between Ash and I. He sticks out his hand, a pleasant smile on his face, "Nice to meet you, Ash! If Eli's cool with you, then so am I. But if you hurt him-" He narrows his eyes, appearing much like the Coach with his attempt at intimidation; just a cuter, younger version. "-I'll hurt you."

 

[Memster101]

(( That's roughly when I started :3 If you ever want me to I could give my suggestions >> ))


I smiled softly at John's reaction, figuring it might have been something of the likes, and shook his hand. "Pleasure to meet you. And I respect that, just know the same goes for you," I replied, pumping his hand twice before letting it go. I didn't bother to make myself anymore intimidating, I knew it was a lost cause. Basically I just got a serious case of Resting Bitch Face and that was about it. Usually it worked for girls, considering I was on the taller end for them, but with guys it usually got me no where. Sliding my hands into my short pockets, I leaned back on my heels some. "So how long have you been on the team?" I asked, head cocking to the side some.


I glanced towards the door when I saw a few people coming in, people from the team obviously considering their uniforms. They were all tall, with the leaner build that came from years of basketball playing, all varying hair color and some of different skin. I was glad that our team was at least diverse in that aspect. I turned my attention back to John, offering a slight smile as I waited for his answer.

 

[Zotohxan]

((Yeah, that'd be awesome! Hopefully I'll get money for Christmas to buy more books anyway >.>))


John grins, "Almost two years, now." He reaches over and ruffles my hair, making me roll my eyes. "I'm a Sophomore, joined the first semester of my Freshman year, haven't looked back." He glances over as well when he sees Ash's gaze, then smiles brightly when a 6'3 guy with long brunette hair and dark Italian skin walks in, "Marcus!" He shouts, gaining everyone's attention. The male he'd called looks up as well and quirks a brow, then smiles lazily when he sees John by me. He breaks away from the crowd of otherwise glaring or snickering teammates he'd walked in with, and climbs up to us.


"Hey, guys." He waves, his entire stature and expression giving the impression that he honestly just doesn't give a fuck.. Most people think he's high 24/7, but.. That's just how he is. Incredibly laid back and kind. Nothing really gets on his nerves or gets him worked up at all except for bullying. He'd stand up for anyone...

 

[Memster101]

(( Right? xD I need to go to this local flower shop to see if they're hiring >> I'm really torn because I think I want to do dreads but I know I'm going to have a hell of a time getting a job because of my gauges and tattoos already e.e ))


I smiled and opened my mouth to ask him how long he had been playing basketball but was cut off when he called over to one of the guys who had entered. I rose a slight brow at the guy, but could already feel myself liking him. He reminded me of my second eldest brother, Hunter. Just that laid back, mellow vibe....it was really nice. Plus you knew if you ever hung out, they were the type of people who were fine with pretty much doing whatever. Whether it be going out in the middle of the night to some abandon building to staying in all day and playing video games. I did my awkward little smile and wave routine again, feeling a little more relaxed though now that I was starting to get a gist of some of the team.

 

[Zotohxan]

((Aah, I understand ;w; Though.. I think places are starting to get more accepting/lenient on things like that? I've been to a lot of places recently where employees have tattoos, even on their necks or faces. So, maybe that means people are getting a bit more open minded? :3


Though.. Maybe hold off on the dreads until you've actually got a job? 'w' Most won't (shouldn't) do anything for your hairstyle since it's not really 'crazy', but.. Just to be sure...))


John grins widely, "Marcus, this is Ash! Eli's new roommate, and soon to be our new teammate!" Marcus quirks a strangely, naturally perfect eyebrow and smiles again, "Good to meet ya." He then glances back at the court then to the group of us again, "We should get down there. Everyone's piling in. Eli, don't forget-" I roll my eyes as I stand, mouthing along with his words, "-you're to stand behind or beside John and I at all times. Anyone messes with you, tell us." It's the same mini-speech he gives every time.. And though I do appreciate it, I must admit, it can get a bit old. I'm nineteen years old... And it feels as if I'm being treated like a right child.


"Got it!" I cheer anyway, then reach over to grab Ash's wrist. For some reason, it just felt natural to do... I lead the way back down the bleachers and soon enough Marcus is on one side of me, John on the opposite side, by Ash.

 

[Memster101]

(( Yeah e.e Oh well! Maybe another time. Plus if I wait my hair will be longer :3 It's down to my color bone almost now! ))


I smiled faintly, more to myself than to them, at the little speech. I was glad I wouldn't be the only one being mindful of Elijah. It would help with me blending in a little more and avoiding drawing attention to myself. At first I was shocked when Elijah grabbed my wrist, tugging me to the others, but I honestly didn't mind. It was just one of those endearing things he did like ruffle my hair. It was actually pretty nice. I followed after him and the others, standing on the outer edge of the little circle that was starting to form. It wasn't long after that the Coach came out of the office and made his way into the center to speak to us all.


I noticed that all the of the guys were casting dirty looks to Elijah and semi-curious/disgusted looks towards me considering how buddy-buddy I was seeming to be with him. I glanced at John and Marcus to see what they were doing, but it seemed they were only focused on looking at the Coach. Which was fair enough. I decided to follow suit, turning my gaze towards him as he started to speak.

 

[Zotohxan]

((True -w- And awesome! Congrats on the growing! x3))


"Alright, guys. As you all seem to see, we've got a new kid trying out today. This is Ash Adams, and you're all going to be respectful and fair while he tries out. Anyone tries any funny shit and you'll be benched the first game, got it?" A chorus of 'Yes, sir's is heard, not that half of them were even paying any attention to Coach... They were mostly focused on Ash, and even moreso on how close our hands are to touching. When I notice that I let go, acting nonchalant about it. I'd really prefer him not to get taunted or bullied because of me... That'd be outright horrible.


"Now, everyone huddle up in starting positions! Ash, your first try will be over on Shooting Guard."


((If you'd like we can do a time skip until after tryouts? Personally I have no clue about the positions or about how all this would go about, so ;w; ))

 

[Memster101]

(( Thanks! Now I just have to fight the urge to cut it off xD And okay, I was about to suggest that. I'm glad we picked something I slightly understand unlike soccer or football xD ))


After what seemed like hours, practice was finally over. All of us were tired, sweaty, and starved. Despite all of this, I didn't let it damper my mood. Even if it had just been practice, it had been better than I could have imagined. Playing with people who weren't afraid to give their all, my actual game play, all if it...I didn't want to sound cocky but I would be shocked if I didn't make the team. Once I actually had gotten into it, I stopped worrying about the whole parts issues, what others were thinking...it had been amazing. Once we had gotten everything cleaned up, we all started to head to the locker rooms...


I swallowed some, now that the endorphan rush was slowing down my previous worries about what was to come were starting to appear again. Hesitantly, I grabbed at Eli's wrist, chewing at my lip. All I had to do was make a beeline for the locker, grab my clothes, head to one of the bathroom or shower stalls and get dressed. I could worry about showering when we got back to the dorm room...When Marcus and John looked back at us, I gave a slight smile and let go of Eli's wrist, and followed them in.

 

[Zotohxan]

((Aah, I know the feeling!!! x'D


And yeah, same here ;w; I learned the rules in elementary school... But. That's about it. Other than random one on one games in middle school x'D))


It was nice watching Ash during practice, he seemed to let go of any worries he'd previously had... I liked seeing that carefree yet focused look. He was making sure the ball went where it goes, but that's all. However, when practice was over and Coach said it was time for everyone to head off to the showers, I could see him slowly slipping back into a curiously troubled reality. I was caught off guard when he came over and grabbed my wrist, biting his bottom lip. Despite having not in the least expected it, I kinda liked it... It made it seem like maybe he actually did trust me, like I was able to bring him some sort of comfort.


When Marcus and John look back at us though he lets go and smiles, and when we enter the locker room I lean down to whisper, "We can just change then go back to the dorm, if you want. I usually shower in there after practice." I felt bad for being the cause of his anxiety, considering I told him about what people would put me through. Though... He probably won't have nearly as much trouble, considering he's straight, and I'm pretty sure my sexual orientation is a big factor in how the people here treat me...