Tarmagon
Murphy was an optimist.
"We haven't had nearly long enough together," he said. "And I thought we'd have more time before we had to have this talk. We're about to head into a hostile environment, and we can't go in there as friends, lovers, whatever we're calling ourselves. Once we leave this compound, it's mission faces only. I can't worry about you, and you can't worry about me. Mission first."
Jasper sighed, seeing the confusion on Xaira's face. She was so new, and this relationship was new and fragile. He hoped it survived.
"Look," he said, his voice holding an old pain that he never been able to shake. "When I was a rookie agent, I fell in love... at least I thought I did at the time. Our team went on a simple artifact retrieval mission, six of us. Cakewalk, right? We got ambushed by a dark coven and Kala got pinned down covering our retreat. She told us to run, that she had a plan. My head said run, my heart said run back. I listened to my heart. Kala was working a spell when she saw me running for her position, and she saw the levin-bolt I didn't. She jumped in front of it."
Jasper paused, his voice cracking slightly. After a few deep breaths he continued.
"I sliced the witch who threw that bolt in half, but it was too late, the damage was fatal. The irony of this story is that the fading signature told me she was casting a teleport. If I hadn't come back, she'd have made it out. The rest of the team got ambushed on the way out, and without my backup, took casualties. Three of us came home. Fifty percent loss rate, but we got the artifact."
Jasper reached out, taking Xaira's hands in his before he spoke again.
"I care for you Xaira. It might even be love. But on the mission, you're a fellow agent. Period. I, couldn't live with myself if caring for you got you killed. I did that once, never again. But, I'd like to do something, something for us, so we'd know the others alright. I want to create a temporary blood bond between us. I'd need a drop of your blood to set the spell..."
Before Jasper could finish his sentence, Xaira had pricked her palm with a talon, causing a drop off bright red blood to well up. Jasper cradled the hand, then dipped his finger into the blood. He released Xaira's hand, and opened his shirt, writing a complex rune with her blood over his heart. The rune flashed, then faded into his skin, and he turned to Xaira to find her holding her shirt away from her body.
"Not the way I wanted this to go," he said, pricking his finger, then drawing the same rune over Xaira's heart. He was careful to keep his hand away from her, endowments as he drew. This rune also flashed, then sank into Xaira's chest. As it did so, they both became aware of a comfortable warmth where the runes had been, along with a certainty that the other was alive.
"As long as you feel the warmth, I live, " Jasper said. "It will only last about a month, but it's the best I can do on such short notice. Now, it'll take me an hour to settle my gear. If I haven't driven you away with my doom and gloom, the other two hours are yours."
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