Fantasy Magic Brew Cafè

[Cryobionic]

Oh. Well, hopefully he re-appears! ^^


... Also, I wanna draw something else. Can you tell me what to draw?

 

[RegalWindstar]

@Cryobionic More of my boyfriend! xD


...


...


*sighs* *crawls up curling around the picture of him I made and the picture of him and I you made*


I actually don't honestly know what you could draw...


I'm not in the best mind / right mind to give anyone ideas.


I hope hes back by my birthday.


I need him back soon.

 

[Elfia Nightwing]

ChompXBrautwurst

 

[Cryobionic]

Oh, @Elfia Nightwing! I forgot to show you this!


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[RegalWindstar]

Have you ever been looking at google maps of where you live going down familiar paths you walked with it and crying?


SO its not only missing goldielocks thats getting me


my birthday is this december...its so...close...too close. Time goes by too quickly and it just... I just...I want to make more good memories and I want good moments to last longer but time is so fast I'm afraid of not being able to.

 

[RegalWindstar]

I always get like this exiting summer or winter, entering fall or spring. I start to get depressed and am crying all the time until summer or winter. I've looked it up. So


1. I miss my BF


2. I am scared of aging


3. my birthday is too close


4. seasonal depression disorder.

 

[Cryobionic]

Don't diagnose yourself using the internet. Have you tried taking your concerns to a therapist?

 

[RegalWindstar]

@Cryobionic No, I can't afford any sort of therapy and I doubt my family would let me go into therapy. They don't like it when I even cry.


So I just got to deal with it every year. company usually makes me feel better, but.. I need physical contact when I get this sad, I really need warmth someone to literally lean on and cry on the shoulder of.

 

[RegalWindstar]

@Cryobionic also if the internet is right Seasonal depression disorder would explain why its only during specific season changes I feel so so bad.

 

[Elfia Nightwing]

Nice!

 

[Cryobionic]

@RegalWindstar Get a large sweater, but it on, get some fluffy slippers and a large mug of hot cocoa. Then you go to a window or something and look at all the colors. That usually helps. That, or taking a walk. ^^

 

[RegalWindstar]

@Cryobionic *looks at my slippers under my desk* I don't have a large sweater or many sweaters... I have a pink fluffy blanket though. I can do how chocolate too.


Also erm... colors? *looks outside* ....my town is depressing....wtf?

 

[Cryobionic]

Make a blanket fort and drink your chocolate in there!

 

[RegalWindstar]

@Cryobionic haha I'll do that tomorrow its too late for a lot of liquid. I have to get ready for bed in 1 & 1/2 hours. ( or 2)

 

[RegalWindstar]

@Cryobionic I wish I was still a little kid, then I could sleep in my mom's bed with her and cuddle up against her back for comfort.

 

[Cryobionic]

I did something. I'm not sure if I like it or not. >.<


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[RegalWindstar]

@Cryobionic uhhh....I'm the same way, I don't know whether I like it or...am weirded out...

 

[Cryobionic]

I've decided that I like it. It's very Quincy-ish!

 

[RegalWindstar]

@Cryobionic *hugs tight*

 

[Cryobionic]

@RegalWindstar Random. O.o

 

[RegalWindstar]

@Cryobionic so...what are you.. up to?

 

[Cryobionic]

@RegalWindstar Drawing Oliver being embarrassed over almost kissing someone. You?

 

[RegalWindstar]

@Cryobionic just uh..not..much.


Thanks again for ah...drawing Goldielocks and I....


ahm.. Excuse me a minute. Sorry.

 

[RegalWindstar]

@Cryobionic Sorry... ah well I have to go to bed now so I'll cya tomorrow. Goodnight Cryo, Love you


goofnight anyone else thats on~

 

[RegalWindstar]

good* not goof why does that still happen?! wth?