Love sick

[isax]

Alyssa nodded as she smiled when Jayden left. She went and took her warm bath like she had said and stayed soaking in there for awhile. She felt stupid for going and being stood up. Jayden was in her mind however. Nobody was like him and she wasn't over him. Sadie knew she still loved him but it's been seven years. Nothing was going to change.


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[Lexus]

Jayden got into his car but as he headed for dinner he started to feel bad now that he knew he was the the one who stood her up. Letting out a defeated sigh. "Damn you Sadie." He mutters under his breathe. Going to get dinner for the both of them he headed back out into the rain to drive back to her house. Running for the front door he knocked on the door and waited for her to answer.

 

[isax]

Aly had just got out of the shower when she heard someone knocking on the door. She quickly got dressed then walked over with her hair up in a towel to dry. "Jay? Here come in." She told him and then closed the door behind him. "What's up?" She asked him as she saw the food in his hand. "You didn't have to buy me any. I'm okay Jay." She added with a smile. "But you're welcome to eat here."


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[Lexus]

"Too bad," he says walking over to the table and setting it down before taking off his jacket. He brought her favorite. He wasn't going to tell her he was the one that stood her up because he knew she would run.

 

[isax]

Alyssa sighed as she walked over to the table and when she saw her favorite, she couldn't help but smile softly. "You really didn't have to but thanks." She said as she went to get forks and drinks then sat and ate with Jayden when her phone went off. She looked at the text from Sadie and her whole mood changed. Sadie told her Jayden was supposed to be her date. Sadie then texted Jayden a simple, "You're welcome but good luck." Alex shook his head at his wife. She opened a can of worms. Alyssa tried to shake it off but she couldn't for some reason. When they finished, she cleaned up their mess then smiled softly at Jayden. "Thanks for the dinner."


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[Lexus]

Jayden nodded with a smile "I'm sorry our friends are pushy." He says with a teasing laugh knowing it was Sadie who suddenly changed her mood. Though he knew it was too late and she probably would rather like it if he left her alone again. Getting up he grabbed his keys and jacket and headed for the door after saying goodbye.

 

[isax]

"Jay wait." Alyssa called out as she looked at him. Thing was, she didn't want him to leave. She didn't want him to leave her alone again but she couldn't bring herself to tell him to stay. "I- nevermind. Thanks for everything today." She said with a smile. "Don't walk out." Alyssa thought to herself. She hoped he wouldn't but knew he would.


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[Lexus]

For a moment Jayden felt hopeful she wanted his presence but when she cut herself short he simply just nodded. "Of course." He says with a smile. Before he reached for the door he pulled away from it and leaned down to kiss her forehead.

 

[isax]

Alyssa smiled at the kids on her forehead and shortly after, she was hugging Jayden from behind as she let out a content sigh. "Stay over tonight Jay." She whispered. She wanted him here. She finally told him, now she was just scared he would reject her offer and leave.


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[Lexus]

Jayden turned to her surprised at her response. As much as he wanted to stay he knew it probably wasn't a good idea. He was dressed in nothing but his work clothes but he knew if she convinced him he would.

 

[isax]

"Please Jay. I miss you.. I have some of your clothes still here, you didn't take all of them. Please." She whispered as she looked up at him and got lost in his beautiful eyes like always. "I never stopped loving you Jay...." She whispered and she knew saying that was risky but she couldn't hide it anymore.


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[Lexus]

Jayden sighed snd look to her with serious eyes. "If you would have told me that seven years ago I wouldn't have believed you." He admitted in a whisper and despite the fact he forgave her for her mistake he was still hurt slightly that she said that but he didn't show it. "Why?" He asks simply. "Why did you do it?" He wanted her so bad and often times when he was around her he couldn't help but feel frustrated for making him feel so conflicted.

 

[isax]

"Because I was trying to push you away Jay.... I thought you'd be better off without me Jay and I was so stupid. I love you. I love you so much I hate myself for ever pushing you away." Alyssa whispered as she looked away. She wanted him back. She always had but she made a really huge mistake and didn't think he'd ever take her back. "I love you." She whispered as she looked down at the ground. She was afraid to look him in the eye.


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[Lexus]

"Better without you? I thought you would have learned the first time Aly." He said with a sigh. She made things so difficult. "I'm not better without you, especially not with raising our kids."

 

[isax]

"I know Jay. I'm sorry." Alyssa whispered as she sighed and cried against his chest. "I'm sorry.." She added once more. She hated herself for this.


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[Lexus]

Jayden's intention was not to make her cry and now he felt bad. It was just that he always wondered why, some days it drove him crazy. Holding her close he didn't move as she cried. He felt she had punished herself enough. Yipping her head he wiped her tears and made her look at him. "It's alright, j love you too." He whispers sincerely.

 

[isax]

Alyssa's eyes grew wide at what she heard from Jayden. She smiled softly and leaned up to kiss his cheek. "I missed you. Now will you stay here tonight?" She asked him hopefully. She didn't want him to leave her anymore. She wanted him here with her till the end of her days.


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[Lexus]

The blush on the doctor's cheeks was evident when she pulled away but he didn't care. He looked to her with s bright smile and when she went in a ramble as to why he should stay he shook his head and leaned down to kiss her. It might have been s mistake but he didn't care.

 

[isax]

When Alyssa felt Jayden kiss her lips, she blinked but closed her eyes and kissed him back. This was dangerous but she didn't care. She loved him and that's all she cared about now. Him and the kids. When she pulled away, she had blush on her cheeks and she let out a content sigh. "I love you." She whispered.


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[Lexus]

Those three words brought a feeling back to Jay he hadn't felt in so long. It was enough to make him get carried away. Smiling at her he kissed her again, the feeling rushing back to him. "Sorry I'm not dressed for the occasion." He whispers with a soft laugh before he kissed her for the third time.

 

[isax]

Alyssa wasn't expecting a second or even a third kiss but try brought back a sense of wholeness and she loved it. She missed it. "It's okay Doctor Woods." She whispered with a laugh and kissed him back. She missed this. She missed all of it.


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[Lexus]

When she called him that he felt chills go down his spine. She was the only one to ever make him feel this way.. Moving closer he wrapped his arms around her waist . Neither one was thinking at this point but it didn't matter they needed each other.

 

[isax]

Alyssa loved this. She needed Jayden in her life again and before she knew it, things intensified and when it was over, Alyssa laid on Jaydens chest and let out a content sigh. "I love you Jayden Woods." She whispered as she looked over at him.


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[Lexus]

For the first time in a long time the wide, bright smile on his face was sincere. In response kissed her lovingly his thumb resting on her cheek, when she tried to pull away he laugh and shook his head pulling her closer he kissed her continuously. This is what Alyssa gave up.

 

[isax]

Alyssa smiled as he just pulled her closer and kissed her continuously. She missed this and she would t trade it for anything in the world. Finally, when she got to pull away, she smiled. "I missed you." She whispered and kissed him again and again. Her hands resting against his chest where they belonged.


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