Love sick

[isax]

Alyssa was taken back by the kiss but when she heard what he said, she felt her heart slowly form back to one piece. She kissed him back with meaning and when she pulled away, she let out a content sigh. "I never stopped loving you." She whispered but then pulled away again. "Jayden we can't do this. You have Miranda. I'll be okay." She whispered.


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[Lexus]

"No you won't, even I know that." He whispers running his hand along her cheek. "Miranda's a nice girl, she'll understand." He whispers. He really shouldn't have been kissing her with his relationship still official but he couldn't control it. When he pulled away he spoke. "I'll talk to her tonight at dinner."

 

[isax]

Alyssa sighed and nodded softly. She kissed his cheek then finished eating as they laughed and reminisced about what they both missed. When he brought up her graduation, she laughed and smiled. "You're looking at the class of 2014's Valedictorian." She said with a proud smile.


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[Lexus]

Jayden's eyes went wide and he smiled. "Congratulations, why am I not surprised?" He asked with a laugh. He was proud of her and all her achievements he was upset that he missed. While he enjoyed their time together he had a date to get ready for. Dropping her off at her dorm he smiled. "I missed you." He whispers before she got out of the car.

 

[isax]

"I missed you too." Alyssa whispered as she smiled and went up to her dorm where she laid in bed with the widest smile. She was so happy, words couldn't explain it. She didn't want him to break up with Miranda for her.


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[Lexus]

Once he was dressed and ready to go Jayden took a deep breath and went to go pick up Miranda. She really was a sweet girl and she didn't deserve this, if she knew he was just using her to help him cope it would break her heart. But there was no sense in keeping this relationship when she could be way better off with someone who treated her the right way.

 

[isax]

Miranda smiled as she sat at their table and fiddled with her thumbs as they ordered their drinks. She looked up at Jayden and she became really fidgety. "Jayden I..... I think I'm pregnant." She finally told him.


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[Lexus]

Jayden at first didn't believe what he heard as he looked how at her with wide eyes. No, this wasn't supposed to happen, they were careful. "How?" He asked in ute disbelief. When she gave him a look he corrected himself. "I mean, why, why do you think that? Are you not feeling well?"

 

[isax]

"I'm not feeling well at all." She admitted to him and sighed as she looked at her drink. "Jayden I'm scared." She added and looked at him with worried eyes.


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[Lexus]

Jayden felt his hands begin to sweat as he rubbed them on his pants. They were careful but there was always a chance it could have faltered. "Did you take a test?" He asked in a whisper. This couldn't be happening, not now.

 

[isax]

Miranda shook her head as she looked at him with worry. "I haven't. I just recently got sick." She whispered and looked away. She felt like Jayden didn't care if she was pregnant or not.


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[Lexus]

In reality he was just in shock. Once he composed himself he ER out a sigh and as much as it hurt him he knew he had to make the right choice. He couldn't just leave her at a time like this. "Whatever happens, I'll be there." He says sling her hands in his own. "Okay?" He asks as he kissed her in reassurance.

 

[isax]

Miranda nodded and spent the rest of their date fine. She went back to her dorm after and kissed Jayden again.


Alyssa was in her dorm and when she heard a knock, she didn't know who it could be. She opened it and when she saw Jayden, she smiled softly. "What's up?" She asked him and let him in.


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[Lexus]

Jayden didn't answer her, instead he shook his head and gave her a blank stare while he walked to her bed and put his head in his hands. How could he have been so stupid? When he looked at her again his eyes were red from irritation. "She thinks she's carrying my child." He whispered in disbelief. He shook his head and tried not to cry again. "I'm sorry." He whispers.

 

[isax]

The words hit Alyssa hard and she didn't know what to say. She wanted to burst and yell but she couldn't. She sat next to him and hugged him close. "It's okay. Maybe this is a sign that us just isn't meant to be." She whispered.


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[Lexus]

"No, it's not!" He exclaims. "It was a stupid mistake that I can't take back and now I ruined any and all chances of us Alyssa... That's not a sign that's me being a screw up like I always have been.." With a sigh he stood up. And pulled her up with him. He looked at her and got lost in her eyes before he kissed her. "I love you and nothing's going to change that."

 

[isax]

Alyssa was startled but Jayden but when he kissed her, she closed her eyes and looked at him. "I love you too but Jayden everything's going to be okay, alright? I know you think you screwed it all up but its for the best. You're going to grow up and help Miranda and I'll be there whenever you need me."


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[Lexus]

Jayden nodded at her reassurance as much as he didn't want to believe it. He had to accept everything for what it was. Leaning in he kissed her one large time. "You'll make it, I can feel it." He whispers with a bright smile

 

[isax]

Alyssa smiled softly and shook her head. "There's no guarantee." She whispered but tried not to kiss him. He had to be there for his and Miranda's child now. Now there could be no Alyssa and Jayden.


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[Lexus]

The next day Jayden picked up Miranda and took her to a doctor for a more accurate test. As he sat with her in anticipation his hands began to sweat again. Looking over to Miranda he offered a faint smile when she came back and sat on the examination table.

 

[isax]

The doctor explained that Miranda wasn't pregnant. They said her feeling sick was from something else but when Miranda saw that looked of relief on Jaydens face after the doctor left, she sighed. "You still love her don't you." She said.


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[Lexus]

Jayden didn't mean for his relief to be evident but he had to own up to it. Looking up at her slightly confused as he cleared his throat. "I never told you we were a couple:" he says a little lost as to how she knew.

 

[isax]

Miranda's eyes grew wide as she looked at Jayden then looked at her lap. "Oh. I see." She said and then sighed.


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[Lexus]

Jayden sighed and cleared his throat. "But you're not wrong." I'm sorry Miranda, I was wrong to give you the wrong messages but I really was trying o move on but she's just.. The one."

 

[isax]

Miranda laughed and nodded. "It's funny. You're only a sophomore in college and you already know who's the one. It's fine Jayden. I knew ever since yall meet up again you never stopped loving her. I didn't stop you that night when we did it cause I had the hope that you loved me and not her but now I see how foolish I was." She said.


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