Love sick

[Lexus]

(Yeah it was just an ear injection and they gave me medicine.)


Despite their argument Jayden felt horrible he upset her so he sent her flowers to go along with her gift. Her actual gift however was new art stuff and a picture painted by one of her favorite artist with a signature.

 

[isax]

(That's good.)


When Alyssa got her gift on her birthday, she sighed and began to cry. This wasn't what she wanted on her birthday. She wanted her boyfriend. She loved the gift however but it wasn't what she wanted. She set the painting in her room then put the flowers in a vase and was about to call or FaceTime Jayden but realized he was busy, so she didn't.


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[Lexus]

After he finished at his internship at around two in morning he pulled at his phone and tried to FaceTime her but had no success. He sighed in defeat and headed for his dorm where he plugged in his phone and went to bed.


(Yeah but my throat is still annoying me.)

 

[isax]

Alyssa couldn't really sleep that night so around four in the morning, she looked at her phone and saw Jayden tried to FaceTime her. She sighed and put her phone away as she just stared at their pictures. Things weren't working out anymore.


(Take some cough drops or sore throat spray to soothe it.)


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[Lexus]

( I can't because I took the other stuff they gave me for my ear, but they said it would help my throat too.)


The next morning before he went to the library to study he checked his phone to see we didn't respond back. Sighing he pulled up her test thread and sent her s test. "Is this too much for you?" It made him sick to his stomach that he even sent that.

 

[isax]

(Ahhh I see. Just give it time to kick in I guess?)


Alyssa was getting ready for work when she heard her phone ring. She knew it was Jayden by his tone. She looked at the message and her heart sank. Was this finally it? "Yes... I'm sorry Jay..." She replied to his text as she fought back tears.


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[Lexus]

When he saw her response he was in the library with his phone at his side. Reading the text he bit his lip and fought the urge to throw the phone again. Closing his books he stared at the screen for a little while before he responded. "I understand, I would rather you be happy, You know where to find me if you ever need anything."

 

[isax]

Alyssa was sitting in bed awaiting a reply from Jayden and when she read the text, her heart broke into a million pieces. "Thanks for everything Jayden..." She replied and put her phone on her dresser as she cried into her pillow. She was happy with Jayden, he was the only happiness she had but now with the distance, things just weren't the same. She was sadly okay with getting cancer again and dying from it.


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[Lexus]

Jayden was rather upset that all his family was right and he tried everything to get over he. There was just something about her he couldn't get over. Was it because she fought for him and kW they never spoke? He was scared to death something bad would happen now that he was away and not a part of her life but slowly time.healed all wounds and not before long he met someone else.

 

[isax]

Alyssa's wish became true, her cancer came back and it was twice as strong as before. This time she didn't care, she didn't go to treatments but she did finish high school still top of her class and she did have a full rid but to the same college as Jayden. It was going to be her surprise to him but now it meant nothing. Alyssa never loved after him. She was the only guy she thought about but she didn't let her cancer stop her. Before heading to college, she started going to treatments and cut her hair short yet again. She arrived at the college and unpacked everything in her dorm and went for a walk when she saw him. Him with another girl. She was glad he was happy again.


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[Lexus]

Jayden was talking to Miranda with laughs as they discussed the party from the night before. Her hands rested on his chest but he didn't bother to move him. He smiled against her lips when he felt her grip his shirt. The truth was whenever he kissed her he was disappointed, it wasn't the same. As much as he wished he could say he had completely moved on it would have been a lie, there was something about Alyssa that made her different from all the others. He still thought about her when she creeped her way into his memories.

 

[isax]

Alyssa smiled as she watched the happy couple from a distance. Jayden seemed to be enjoying himself. She continued walking but before she could even pass the couple, she began to cough as her breathing became heavy. She sighed as she sat on a bench and put her head in her hands as she coughed again and again. She was doing to much movement. She had grown thinner and she looked frail but she wasn't going to let her cancer win. This time she was fighting for herself.


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[Lexus]

When Jayden heard this noise he quickly pulled away from Miranda. That sound was sadly familiar to him. Scanning around he ran for it leaving Miranda with no explanation. Who he saw he never would have expected. The sight of her in this state made his heart fall to his stomach. "Alyssa?" He asks as he walked up behind her to get a loser look to make sure he want mistaking.

 

[isax]

Alyssa tried to control her coughs and when she did, she heard his voice. Her eyes grew wide as she turned to look back at the one staring at her. Alyssa looked away quickly and stared at her lap. "I'm fine... You didn't have to come over here you know." She whispered harshly when however, what she wanted to do was hug him close and cry. She couldn't do that though. It would send mixed signals to Miranda.


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[Lexus]

Jayden sighed and rubbed his neck before he stepped closer and say beside her. "Don't be so stubborn, I'm just going to help you and the. If you don't want anything more to do with. with me I'll leave you be."

 

[isax]

"I don't need your help." Alyssa whispered as she fought back tears. "Because if you help me....I..." She said but stopped as she cried harder. "I should go." She whispered as she stood up and coughed.


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[Lexus]

"Alyssa please." He says grabbing her arm. "I know what I did was wrong but I can't just let you walk away when you need my help. If you want to go then let me walk you."

 

[isax]

"I'll be fine. You're in no position to help anymore." She whispered as she saw Miranda finally find her boyfriend and she walked over to him. She looked at the two confused and Alyssa smiled at her. "We were friends in high school." She told Miranda who ahed and introduced herself. Alyssa pulled her arm away by now as she smiled at the girl.


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[Lexus]

Miranda was a sweet file and as wasn't worried about losing Jayden but she could see something was upsetting him. When she looked at Alyssa she understood why to an extent. "Can I help you with anything?" She asks politely.

 

[isax]

Alyssa looked back at Miranda and shook her head. "I'm fine thank you." She said then waved as she began to walk off. That was really awkward but Miranda was sweet and again, Alyssa was happy Jayden moved on. Now if only she could do the same.


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[Lexus]

Jayden'x shook his head as se walked away and took Miranda's hand.. He smiled when she commented how nice Alyssa was. "What do you want to do? The day's almost over." Really he needed to do something to get his mind off what he had just encountered. If he didn't he would worry all day and all night until he saw her again.

 

[isax]

A few weeks later, Alyssa finally made a friend at the university, his name was Richard. They hung out a lot but he wasn't anything compared to Jayden. She hadn't told him about her having cancer either. She wanted to be a normal college girl and went to the party everyone was going to with him. She wasn't feeling well but she wanted the experience so she looked at one of the drinks they had and wanted to give it a try.


(Oh Alyssa.)


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[Lexus]

(I wouldn't do that if I was you.)


Jayden had seen her with this New guy but it wasn't his business so he let it be. While Alyssa was drinking Jayden and Miranda were letting things go too far in his room while they were alone. Really he only let it happen because he needed a distraction again m.


(Oh Jayden.)

 

[isax]

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Alyssa enjoyed the experience while it lasted because while in her dorm after, she felt beyond horrible. She was so tempted to call Jayden but he more then likely wouldn't show. She heard about what everyone said him and Miranda were doing. Alyssa walked out of her dorm for air but it was a mistake. She felt the liquid building as she collapsed to the floor before she gave in and fell unconscious.


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[Lexus]

When things simmered down between the two Jayden laid in the bed with Miranda resting against his chest. He was almost asleep when he heard the Siena in the distance. His eyes went wide and he jumped up. Miranda didn't question it because she knew why. "Stay here." He whispers before he kissed her and she nodded as she laid back down. Getting dressed Jayden ran out the door and headed for the sirens.