Realistic or Modern Loss Of Love (Polyamorous rp) (characters)

[Myling]

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  hey were a group of four. They shared all the love and grief they had. They all were deeply in love with each other. They shared their life and their every moment with each other. They would be able to come past everything if they were together. There wouldn’t be obstacles big enough to ruin their love. With the four of them they would manage.. but what happens when the group of four turns into a group of three?
  
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  So, Hii, it’s Myling with a new rp idea. The idea is to roleplay as polyamorous lovers who experienced a loss of lover and are now accepting a new person into the mix. More of this blabber you can read on the recuitment and/or ooc thread that are linked under below. This thread on the other hand is for characters. Scroll for a skeleton of character sheet that shows what you should include in your character. Feel free to use a code if you so wish.
  
  CHARACTER SHEET
  Full name:
  Nick name:
  Ethnicity:
  Age: (21 or older)
  d.o.b:
  p.o.b:
  Gender: (all genders are welcomed)
  Sexuality: (all sexualities are welcomed]
  Occupation: (what your character does for a living or are they perhaps a student)
  Appearance: (this can be brief. Mention things like height, weight, hair and eye colour.)
  Face claim: (Realistic face claims only.)
  Personality: (At least three paragraphs)
  History: (+ One paragraph. Can be brief.)
  Other: (Anything else you want to tell. It's not mandatory but headcanons, likes and dislikes and fears are recommended.)
  

  
  
  

  
  
  
  
  

  
  
  
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  The Party animal

  
  
  
  

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  The one who seems the least affected with the loss off love. When the others mourn, they keep going to parties. They may seem insenstivie becausse of this but is it really insensitivity? Or is it only their way to handle the loss? Hide their sorrows by endless partying, drinking a lot and meeting new pople? The Party Animal is the one to ask the Newbie to join into their relationship
  

  
  
  

  
  
  

  
  
  
  
  

  
  
  

  
  
  
  

  
  
  

  
  
  

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  The workaholic on the other hand seems the most affected with the loss of love. They spended months locked in home and mourning, crying for days. Now they have moved from crying and talking to do hours and hours of overtime working to get something else to think of. They can't understand The Party Animal's ways of acting and they have gone through multiple fights.
  

  
  
  

  
  
  

  
  
  
  
  

  
  
  

  
  
  
  

  
  
  

  
  
  

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  The eldest of the group and the one who looks after the others. The Guardian thinks it's their responsibility to make sure everyone else is able to come in terms with the loss of love. They tend to forget their own needs and put the others before themselves. They are ecpesially worried about the Workaholic who is now less and less in home, constantly staying later in work.
  

  
  
  

  
  
  

  
  
  
  
  

  
  
  

  
  
  
  

  
  
  

  
  
  

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  The newbie is the newest addition to the group. They have been curious about a polyamorous relationship but haven't had the possibility to try it earlier. However they seemed to come in a wrong time. Everyone seems to still be dealing with the loss of their previous lover. The newbie doesn't want the other's to think they are taking the place of the lost lover. The whole situation makes them anxious but they get reassurance from the Guardian.
  

  
  
  

  
  
  

  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  

  
  
  

  
  
  
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  I want everyone to remember basic rules of grammar, roleplaying and rpn. No munching, autohit or mary sues. I want unique real life like characters with their vices and virtues. No one liners, at least three paragrahps evrytime. Everyone gets grmmatical errors at times but the text should be easy to read. Etc. You can do this.
  

  
  
  

  
  
  
  
  

  
  
  
  

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  Absolutely no drama in the ooc. This rp is supposed to be fun for everyone so I will politely ask everyone to not start drama in ooc, drama in the ic however is encouraged.
  

  
  
  

  
  
  
  
  

  
  
  
  

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  +18. I myself am 21 years old and I would prefer to do this rp with similarily aged people. So I ask you to be at least 18 to join. I'm sorry if this upsets anyone but this rp deals with mature themes and I want everyone to be comfortable.
  

  
  
  

  
  
  
  

  
  
  

  
  
  
  
  

  
  
  

  
  
  

  
  
  

  
  
  

  
  
  

intro

roles

rules

loss of love

how to rebuild

a heart

genre

romance, slice of life

status

accepting

gms

Myling

spots open

1/4

more roles?

If more than three wants to join, I can rise the roles from 4 to 6

Discord?

We can discuss about the need for Discord

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♡coded by uxie♡

 

[Klown]

T H E G A U R D I A N . . .

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  A p p e a r a n c e. . .
  body: six feet tall with a toned, lean physique.
  hair: a fluffy nest of chestnut brown, lately messy.
  eyes: alluring blue eyes, dark long lashes, glaring.
  skin: fair complexion, smooth, scarred hands.
  other: has pierced ears and often accessorizes.
  face claim: maxence danet-fauvel
  
  
  
  
  
  
  S u r f a c e. . .
  full name: isaiah fox
  nickname: isa, zaiah
  age: twenty-seven years old
  gender: cisgender male; he/him
  sexuality: panromantic pansexual
  ethnicity: european american
  d.o.b: november ninth
  p.o.b: new york
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  O c c u p a t i o n. . .
  Taking a few online university classes and working as a clerk at a mom-and-pop bookstore owned by the parents of his high school friend.
  
  P e r s o n a l i t y. . .
  For someone who looks as approachable as a gnarled shrub of bramble, Isaiah is a gentle soul prone to people-pleasing. His outward appearance and generally disinterested disposition frays any means of interaction with most. He has a way of looking at people like they're the source of all his problems. It's only when in the presence of favored company that his true warmth shines through.
  
  Isaiah's warmth is something that's earned and slowly evolved. Curt remarks melt into dry humor or playful sarcasm, reminiscent of dipping your toes into a body of water to determine the temperate. If enough interest and comfort is achieved, Isaiah's actions will start speaking for him. Buying someone food without them asking, offering his sweater in a cold room, giving a reassuring shoulder pat when sensing anxiousness.
  
  Then there's his behavior with those he is intimate with: affectionate, doting, and overindulgent. Isaiah's charming smile and adoration is reserved for his lovers, a seemingly stark shift in demeanor to anyone not in their bubble. His sarcasm veers into teasing of the flirtatious variety with the intent to fluster. His hands can't seem to escape from his partners, always wrapped up on them in some manner. Caressing their cheeks or neck, toying with their hair, wrapped around their waists. This ostensibly icy individual melts into physical touch like it's water on a hot summer day. Refreshing and reinvigorating.
  
  It's common to assume the worst of Isaiah, not only does his appearance serve as a natural repellent, his reputation is one often whispered about. Whispers of a snake, an addict, a hoodlum. Someone untrustworthy and whose own presence might smear your good name. Someone who would do anything for a crump of weed or stronger drug. An easily trained mule too pathetic to disobey. The person he once was has since faded into the deepest pits of his mind, no longer a part of him. In fact, Isaiah pointedly treats them like a different being entirely. The anxiety of his past self still plagues him, a constant reminder that he'll never be rid of the trauma he desperately wishes to leave behind. He's made a friend of his guilt. He often sets his feelings aside and undermines their importance in favor of comforting others. He suffers in silence, isolates himself, never once gives the chance for others to see him as anything other than collected.
• H i s t o r y. . .
  Born into old money and all the expectations that come with it. Isaiah's family paraded their status like plastic toys whose battery ran on praise. Good deeds for the sake of being seen as saints, not from the sincerity in their hearts; it had dried and shriveled long ago. Charity was a means for their names to be heard from other's tongues, and remembered for years down the line. It was an obsession with keeping the family name alive. So, when his mother found Isaiah in the arms of a boy he was secretly dating at the time, his world very quickly came tumbling down.
  
  Although disowned at the age of seventeen, his parents didn't want him running amuck with the risk of tarnishing their reputation, thus they sent Isaiah to a boarding school where he would remain until he graduated at eighteen, and would not be welcomed back into his family. Isaiah dreaded the day of his graduation, finding solace in drugs and booze smuggled in by the students during secret parties. He'd show up to classes inebriated, regularly got into trouble with faculty, and bullied in ways that were more confusing than damning. Boys who'd caught wind of his sexuality using him as an outlet for stress. Because of this, Isaiah found himself gravitating more towards female students, though it did nothing to quell the rumors.
  
  Barely scraping into graduating, Isaiah was out in the world with nowhere to go. His friends were headed to the universities of their dreams on full scholarships, his bullies no longer had a need to use him as a punching bag. Isaiah found himself bouncing from homeless shelter to homeless shelter, wandering aimlessly for a while. Abusing drugs as a temporary fix, and when he no longer had enough money to pay for it, he put a price on spending the night with him in bed. It was an awful life, but he was grateful he got the chance to sleep on a bed most nights.
  
  At the age of twenty-one, he was found by [ Lost Lover ] after overdosing in an alley. [ Lost Lover ] brought them to the hospital, and was so kind as to stay until he woke up. Isaiah thought he'd encountered an angel. From then and onwards, [ Lost Lover ] would befriend Isaiah and offer him help. It was odd receiving help from someone without them hoping for anything in return. With [ Lost Lover ]'s support, Isaiah was put in rehab, got therapy, and developed a sturdier support group. He even encountered an old friend from high school at rehab, who helped make the excruciating process of withdrawal bearable. [ Lost Lover ] also helped with regular visits. Even when he was discharged, [ Lost Lover ] remained at his side and continued to help him.
  
  Isaiah has been sober for five years now, and still has had no contact with his family, but he found family in his partners.
  
  O t h e r. . .
  He really loves to cook and bake. Is especially known to bake when under stress. He preps most of the meals in the house.
  
  Just as he loves pampering his lovers, he will melt when the same attention is given to him.

S o n g s. . .

• midnight cowboy by surf curse
• as the world caves in by matt maltese
• if i get high by nothing but thieves
• look after you by the fray
• the only exception by paramore

 

[Myling]

* Ronan Chanthara

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  * f.name

  Ronan Chanthara
  

  * n.name(s)

  Ro, Rone, Roro
  

  * d.o.b.

  24th of May
  

  * p.o.b.

  Idaho, The United States
  

  * age

  twenty-two
  

  * ethnicity

  half Thai, half American
  

  * occupation

  Fine arts major in college, bunch of odd jobs
  

  
  
  
  
  

  
  
  
  

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  5'8" ft/172 cm
  

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  145 lbs/66 kg
  

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  slim with slight muscles
  

  * hair colour

  black
  

  * eye colour

  dark brown
  

  * body mods.

  septum, pierced earlobes, tattoos
  

  * style

  alternative, lots of black and leather
  

  * face claim

  Earth Vangwithayakul
  

  
  
  

  
  
  
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  Ronan takes pride in his open mindedness. He is very accepting and doesn’t judge others easily. It’s easy for him to put himself in the position of another person. Ronan is understanding and gets easily along with different people. As much as it’s a positive thing, it’s his achilles heel as well. Just give him some excuses and he will be understanding and empathetic. He’s kind and always ready to help others. He’s idealistic and believes everyone is basically good and that all will always turn out right in the world.
  
  Ronan tends to match his way of acting depending on whose companion he’s in. For example with his more shy friends he takes the role of the one to keep conversation going and with his social, talkative friends he takes the role of listener. Ronan has so many different roles that he isn’t always sure which one is his true self.
  
  He may seem fake because of this. It’s difficult for Ronan to show his real feelings and therefore form real connections. His relationships tend to be quite superficial. He has only a few close friends and he tends to stick to them like a puppy. He becomes attached easily and tends to depend on people too much.
  
  Ronan’s personality is more on the passive side, which may come across as being laid-back. He is more of a follower than a leader. He usually goes along the flow and avoids making decisions, since he’s extremely indecisive. Ronan is weak-willed and easily influenced to change his decisions, opinions, or plans.
  
  Ronan rarely has strong opinions and therefore doesn’t think it’s important to say them out loud. He gets lost among stronger personalities. He sometimes fails to speak up when he needs to and bottles up his emotions. Instead of talking about his worries and such, he puts his bottled up emotions into art. And when he's not able to do that, he turns to alcohol.
  
  

  
  
  
  
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  Look. I'm allowed to deal with the loss by my own ways. It doesn't make me insensitive.

  
  

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  Mentions of abusive relationship and substance abuse (weed and alcohol).
  
  Ronan was born in the States. He wasn’t a planned pregnancy: his mother was already 40 when she gave birth to him. Ronan’s parents weren’t interested in raising another child, they had more important things to do such as getting drunk. Ronan was basically raised by his older sister Roslyn. She was around fifteen when Ronan was a small baby. Roslyn was the one to take care of Ronan. Growing up Ronan never realized how badly things were in his family. Roslyn was never able to get a normal childhood but she really wanted her baby brother to have that. Roslyn always bought art supplies with her pocket money since Ronan really loved drawing. Roslyn tried her best to hide their parents' problematic ways of acting.
  
  Ronan was quite a moody child and Roslyn did struggle with him, but together the pair of siblings managed. When Roslyn was 20 she took custody over Ronan and the two of them moved away. Well they still lived in the same area, in a crappy small apartment, but Roslyn worked her best to make it seem homey. At least there were no drunk adults so it helped a lot. Maybe now she would be able to grant Ronan a happy childhood and truly act like a mother. However Ronan grew up fast and teen Ro didn’t need that much attention. What he needed was money, since Ronan got even more into art and needed money for his art classes. By doing art he felt like he could express himself and forget about his worries.
  
  Around the age of 16 Ronan found himself in a new relationship. Jesse was two years older than him. He was absolutely sweet and quite the looker. But most importantly he was closeted. Ronan would have liked to let the whole word see their love, but it wasn’t possible. The longer their relationship continued the more red flags Ronan found. First being that Jesse wasn’t loyal to him, and when Ronan tried to confront him about it the older boy was able to make it seem like Ronan was in the wrong. Jesse was controlling and he loved making decisions for his boyfriend.
  
  Jesse had a tendency to act rough towards Ronan, if he managed to piss him out. Worst part however was the sweet moments between them. Jesse would cuddle with him and buy him ice cream but then the next day he would be back to his old ways of acting. It gave Ronan a hunch how things could be between them, how loving Jesse could be in a perfect alternative world. The sweet moments made the wrong doings of Jesse feel even worse. Ronan really cared about him and kept lying to himself about it being love. Ronan didn’t know how to handle the negative emotions the relationship made him feel, so he turned to using substances to numb the pain.
  
  Numbing his emotions by smoking weed or getting drunk made him temporarily feel better. Ronan started to care less about things that had interested him in the past like doing art or going to school. He had never been the perfect student, but him constantly skipping school, made a certain school counselor worried. He contacted Ronan and at first the boy avoided talking but in the end he was able to open up about the relationship with Jesse. Talk with the school counselor made Ronan realize that whatever he and Jesse had was not love. It gave him confidence to break it off with Jesse, and he was able to do it without things escalating.
  
  The relationship with Jesse however left a deep scar on Ronan. Jesse had made him feel like he didn’t deserve to be treated with care. It took him a long time to realize he was just as worthy of love as anyone else. And even when he realized that, he didn’t bother with romantic relationships. In his early twenties Ronan got accepted into college studying art. In his freetime he partied a lot, whenever he felt stressed or bad about something, a wild night getting drunk and partying would help him out… at least temporarily.
  
  Ronan had a lot of casual hook ups and friends with benefits. All the partying had a negative impact on his school life, and he almost dropped out. Ronan finally calmed down when he accepted love. He found a group of people that loved him and cared for him. And just when everything seemed to be fine, one of Ronan’s lovers passed away. Slowly but surely it made him go back to his old self: drowning his grief in alcohol and partying.
  

  
  
  
  
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♡coded by uxie♡

 

[Anne Boolean]

Full name: Rohan Shah
Nick name: Ro
Ethnicity: South Asian/Indian
Age: 23
d.o.b: June 5th
p.o.b: Mumbai, India
Gender: Male
Sexuality: Gay
Occupation: Software developer

Appearance: He has brown skin, black hair, and dark brown eyes. He stands at about 5'9 and weighs around 160 lbs, and has an average physique.

Face claim: Karan Brar

Personality: Rohan is rather shy and reserved. If he has a conflict with someone, he's not the type to confront them. Instead, he'll try to simply move past it himself and accept it as one of the other person's flaws, or he'll slowly distance himself from that person. Although he wants to try new things, he often finds himself anxious and apprehensive when the opportunity presents itself. He doesn't often have any strong opinions, but when he does, he can be extremely stubborn about them.

He's able to empathize pretty well. Even if it's someone he absolutely despises, he can still get himself to see their point of view. Coincidentally, he often has trouble articulating his own point of view. He's quite intelligent and is able to take in information easily, but he often has a hard time conveying information in a way that's easy to understand.

Rohan is not a competitive person, although he is quite a perfectionist. He holds himself to a high standard and is harsh with himself when he doesn't meet those expectations. He has an all or nothing attitude as well a lot of the times, often finding himself giving up on something if he can't be good at it.

History: Although he was born in India, Rohan immigrated to America with his parents at a very young age and essentially grew up American. The language and cultural differences made it somewhat hard to fit in for him though, which resulted in a shift from the outgoing and social demeanor he had as a child to a more reserved and introverted one. His parents were strict and traditional, and therefore he was forced to do well in academics and athletics while growing up. In high school, the desire to be included in what his peers were doing led him to learn how to be sneaky and deceptive towards them. He had developed a good poker face which he used to tell his parents he was planning on spending the night studying with friends when he was actually going to a party. His adolescence was when Rohan also realized he was gay, but he tried his best to suppress that part of him. His peers weren't the most accepting, and he was certain if his parents found out, they would disown him.

When he went off to college, it was the first time Rohan really had freedom. He was eager to experience all the things in life he had been sheltered from, but his upbringing had also instilled apprehension within him. That was when he met a guy who would go on to change his life. That guy was Roman, his boyfriend who recently passed. Roman was the one who helped Rohan accept his sexuality and learn to be comfortable with who he was.

Things were going swimmingly until Roman met Isaiah. Having developed feelings for the guy, Roman was the one who brought up polyamory to Rohan. Truthfully, Rohan was opposed to it, but he feared disagreeing would lead to Roman leaving him for the other. He reluctantly agreed and tried his best to hide his discomfort, but it was more than apparent at the coldness he displayed when first meeting Isaiah. To his surprise though, the more he got to know the other, the more he warmed up to him. Eventually, like Roman, Rohan ended up developing feelings for Isaiah as well. When Isaiah decided to bring in Ronan, Rohan was more open and easygoing about it. Their relationship developed a lot smoother than Isaiah and his.

Things once again seemed to be going perfectly, but then Roman developed cancer. Rohan tried his best to care for him and help him recover, but eventually his first love ended up passing away. Time passed and his tears stopped falling, but the loss left a lasting impression on him. It's so much so the case that when Ronan brought in Rowan, he was completely unfazed and nonchalant about it. Nowadays, he prefers to keep himself busy, working and preparing for the future in case anything happens to the others as opposed to stopping and smelling the roses. It's certainly stressful, but dealing with that is easier than processing.

 

[Writingel]

Full name: Rowan Ashley Jones

Nick name: Ro

Ethnicity: Canadian

Age: 23

d.o.b: April 1st

p.o.b: Manitoba, Canada

Gender: Female

Sexuality: Heterosexual

Occupation: Cycles between a bunch of odd day-jobs to keep a decent income moving, but most of her money comes from playing gigs in local bars with her bands (this is to say, she isn't exactly loaded with cash)

Appearance: Rowan stands at five-foot-eight, and seems slightly underweight, with one-hundred-and-fifteen pounds on her. Her hair seems perpetually scruffy, only ever appearing somewhat smooth after washing it, though it inevitably returns to its usual look not long after drying. While she doesn't dress particularly outlandishly, she often goes with a backwards baseball cap, regardless of weather, and can frequently be seen wearing a t-shirt with a spider on it. Her wardrobe is somewhat limited, probably due to her lack of freely available income.

Face claim: Mallory Merk

Personality: Rowan masks a perpetual confusion about the world around her with a self-confidence that can best be described as 'dangerous.'

She tends to feign this pretty well, using jokes and humor to cover up her own insecurities. She tends to take jabs at herself before others, but is freely willing to rib people on the grounds of feeling like it, though she tries to avoid being too personal. This tends to be a good thing, as she is able to keep conversations going actively and appear carefree and lax. This is also a bad thing, because she's been known to use humor to cope, even when it really isn't necessary.

Kind may not be the best word to describe Rowan, but she does generally make a real effort to get to know people, and to try to understand them. Due to her past, she's very slow to cast judgement, and tries to be as patient as possible with everybody she encounters. With her partners in particular, she's exceedingly patient and willing to listen, and will spend hours allowing them to say whatever they need, even if those words might wind up hurting her own ego.

In a way, most of what Rowan does seems contradictory: she can't stand still, but she will be as patient as she can when it comes to people. She seems to have a temper to her, until suddenly people begin lashing out against her, at which point she seems to calm herself by comparison. She may come off as rude and uncaring, yet demonstrates numerous times her willingness to look out for complete strangers. She masquerades as someone supremely self-assured, despite being painfully aware of her own weaknesses.

Rowan is a walking contradiction, and the fact she's aware of this only serves to worsen her own perspective, as she sometimes isn't even certain of her own identity.

(She's also stupid, and will not infrequently say dumb shit on the basis of feeling like it. It's up to those listening to her how much of it she actually means or believes in. Some of her statements border on a lack of common sense, and sometimes she'll ask people where ducks go during winter, with one-hundred-percent earnesty.)

History: Though she was born and raised in the frostiness of Canada, Rowan actually considers sun-soaked California to be her home, given she has spent the majority of her life there after her family moved. She spent much of her youth slacking off, in sharp contrast to her brother Ashton.

Close to her graduation, she got in a bad relationship. It wasn't physically abusive, but by the end of it all, she found herself with significantly less faith in her romantic relationships from then on. Not long after, she got in a fight with her brother: both were pushed to success by their parents, and while Ashton was setting up to succeed, Rowan wasn't. He was honestly just concerned for her well-being, but evidently she took it the wrong way.

Of course, both siblings had this pressure placed upon them. Ashton, like Rowan, didn't talk about it until it all came out in one big eruption. He never got the chance, as, in his grief, he ended his life later. She didn't tell him to die, and he didn't blame her or his family in particular: he just had his own problems that he couldn't sort through, couldn't find another solution, until he already made his mind up on an impulse.

Not long after, Rowan climbed in a van with her bandmates, and left California for New York City. She didn't really care what happened, she just knew she needed something different. She had to get away from all the negativity of her past, even if it meant living in a crappy apartment.

Other: Rowan enjoys spiders as a motif. She isn't particularly enamored with them in reality, though she also has no major fear of them. She just thinks they're visually neat.

She's a terrible cook. She has minimal experiencing doing so, and while she's tried to improve for the sake of her partners, she isn't exactly making great progress.

She enjoys taking the lead in her relationships when she can. She's not forceful, but if there's pants, she likes wearin' 'em.

She doesn't get flustered easily, but gains a pretty bad stutter when it does happen. ("Wh-What? No, I... you... ahah, what? I j... No, I.... Uh... Mm...")

 

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The Goofy One.

Kirian Heroldt

Full Name

Kirian Kim Herodlt

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age

21

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July 2nd

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South African

sexuality

Pansexual

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ALSO FORGOT FACE CLAIM CAUSE I FORGET TO READ EVERYTHING

Face Claim: Benji Krol