RakuRen
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Neha leaned back, Islia's belt in hand. She watched carefully as the man faded into…well, nothingness, she assumed. Sleep, at best, death at worst. The creases on his face that signified the pain of his injury eased as did his breathing. In fact, were it not for the very slight shift of his chest and the twitch of his fingers, she might have assumed her first aid failed. She studied his brow, now smooth, the lips that had tried to squeeze out some kind of protest in his final moments of consciousness, and his eyelids, which fluttered subtly as he rested. He seemed peaceful. That was good. Peace had been in short supply in the final days of the Earth, and it hadn't exactly increased since leaving. She had learned to enjoy it when she found it.
"Here's your belt," she said, handing it back to Islia.
"All done?" Alyvia asked, sitting back on her haunches. Neha didn't respond. The answer was obvious. Instead, she packed up her medical supplies. "Then we should get going."
This was the moment Neha had been dreading: when "us and them" inevitably became "we." From the moment Alyvia greeted them, there was no way Neha and her were leaving alone, it was just the sort of person Alyvia was. But at the same time, taking these two along severely limited their options. For one, they only had enough supplies for two. But beyond that, Neha had the sinking suspicion that Alyvia was forgetting something very important. She shot the girl a look and asked, "Where will we go?"
"To find shelter," the girl responded, meeting Neha's gaze with an unwavering one of her own. They stared each other down a moment before Neha finally acquiesced. For once, Alyvia seemed as serious about the circumstances as Neha did. She pulled the unconscious man into a sitting position and slung his arms over her shoulders.
"Take my pack please," Neha said as she carefully loaded the man onto her back, piggyback ride style. The weight of his body pushing down on hers made her breath catch, but she carefully adjusted him so that his head fell comfortably (she hoped) on her shoulder and stood, slipping her hands under his thighs to keep him in place. Her legs trembled. One might have assumed it was the exertion of supporting the dead weight on her back, but it was more than that. She was in a different place, a different time, with a very different body pressed against her, and the memories were making her feel sick.
You're free, Neha. You don't have to deal with that anymore. She took one small, shaky step forward and faltered as she felt his body shift on her back, feelings involuntarily flashing through her mind. Hands holding her wrists. Lips brushing against skin. Hot breath tickling her ears, her neck. He's unconscious. He wouldn't… He can't… She tried to bring herself back to reality, but his shallow breath on her neck was scrambling her thoughts. It had been months since she'd escaped that place and those memories. She thought she'd gotten past them, but here she was trapped once again.
"Neha? You okay?" Neha looked up, her distress and anger flashing plainly across her face for a split second before she realized it was Alyvia speaking and wiped her face blank.
"I'm fine," she tried to reply, but the sound petered out mere inches from her lips. She tried to prove it by catching up, but she took another step forward and crumpled. She winced as she struck her knee and her hands scraped the ground in her effort to catch herself. Once the shock subsided, she tried to make herself stand, but no dice. This position was even more suffocating than the last. She felt like he was going to crush her and she was powerless to stop him. She didn't realize she had started to hyperventilate until she unceremoniously tipped him off her back in an effort to get more air. No sooner had she done so than she felt the panic starting to ease. Alyvia was by her side by that point, trying to make sure she was okay.
"I'm fine," she gasped. "It's j-just an…old injury. I-I'm sorry. I c-ca– I can't carry him."
"That's okay," Alyvia said, confusion evident in her voice. Neha knew she was trying to figure out why she had never heard about this old injury until now, but Neha couldn't gather her wits enough to think of another lie. After a moment, Alyvia continued, "I'll carry him. You help Islia."
"Is he okay? Is his leg okay? I'm sorry," Neha said again, more to the unconscious man than to Alyvia.
"Don't worry about that. I'll take care of it. You go help Islia," Alyvia replied. Neha nodded and pushed herself to her feet, remembering to limp as she headed over to Islia.
"Sorry," she mumbled, unable to meet the other girl's gaze. She slung both her and Alyvia's packs on to her back and then wrapped Islia's arm around her shoulders. "Looks like you're stuck with me." Behind her, Alyvia had gathered the unconscious man onto her back and was walking forward in slow, deliberate steps to meet the two waiting girls.
"Let's get going," she said, casting a questioning glance at Neha as she passed. Neha was too busy pretending to make sure Islia was comfortable to meet it.
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"Here's your belt," she said, handing it back to Islia.
"All done?" Alyvia asked, sitting back on her haunches. Neha didn't respond. The answer was obvious. Instead, she packed up her medical supplies. "Then we should get going."
This was the moment Neha had been dreading: when "us and them" inevitably became "we." From the moment Alyvia greeted them, there was no way Neha and her were leaving alone, it was just the sort of person Alyvia was. But at the same time, taking these two along severely limited their options. For one, they only had enough supplies for two. But beyond that, Neha had the sinking suspicion that Alyvia was forgetting something very important. She shot the girl a look and asked, "Where will we go?"
"To find shelter," the girl responded, meeting Neha's gaze with an unwavering one of her own. They stared each other down a moment before Neha finally acquiesced. For once, Alyvia seemed as serious about the circumstances as Neha did. She pulled the unconscious man into a sitting position and slung his arms over her shoulders.
"Take my pack please," Neha said as she carefully loaded the man onto her back, piggyback ride style. The weight of his body pushing down on hers made her breath catch, but she carefully adjusted him so that his head fell comfortably (she hoped) on her shoulder and stood, slipping her hands under his thighs to keep him in place. Her legs trembled. One might have assumed it was the exertion of supporting the dead weight on her back, but it was more than that. She was in a different place, a different time, with a very different body pressed against her, and the memories were making her feel sick.
You're free, Neha. You don't have to deal with that anymore. She took one small, shaky step forward and faltered as she felt his body shift on her back, feelings involuntarily flashing through her mind. Hands holding her wrists. Lips brushing against skin. Hot breath tickling her ears, her neck. He's unconscious. He wouldn't… He can't… She tried to bring herself back to reality, but his shallow breath on her neck was scrambling her thoughts. It had been months since she'd escaped that place and those memories. She thought she'd gotten past them, but here she was trapped once again.
"Neha? You okay?" Neha looked up, her distress and anger flashing plainly across her face for a split second before she realized it was Alyvia speaking and wiped her face blank.
"I'm fine," she tried to reply, but the sound petered out mere inches from her lips. She tried to prove it by catching up, but she took another step forward and crumpled. She winced as she struck her knee and her hands scraped the ground in her effort to catch herself. Once the shock subsided, she tried to make herself stand, but no dice. This position was even more suffocating than the last. She felt like he was going to crush her and she was powerless to stop him. She didn't realize she had started to hyperventilate until she unceremoniously tipped him off her back in an effort to get more air. No sooner had she done so than she felt the panic starting to ease. Alyvia was by her side by that point, trying to make sure she was okay.
"I'm fine," she gasped. "It's j-just an…old injury. I-I'm sorry. I c-ca– I can't carry him."
"That's okay," Alyvia said, confusion evident in her voice. Neha knew she was trying to figure out why she had never heard about this old injury until now, but Neha couldn't gather her wits enough to think of another lie. After a moment, Alyvia continued, "I'll carry him. You help Islia."
"Is he okay? Is his leg okay? I'm sorry," Neha said again, more to the unconscious man than to Alyvia.
"Don't worry about that. I'll take care of it. You go help Islia," Alyvia replied. Neha nodded and pushed herself to her feet, remembering to limp as she headed over to Islia.
"Sorry," she mumbled, unable to meet the other girl's gaze. She slung both her and Alyvia's packs on to her back and then wrapped Islia's arm around her shoulders. "Looks like you're stuck with me." Behind her, Alyvia had gathered the unconscious man onto her back and was walking forward in slow, deliberate steps to meet the two waiting girls.
"Let's get going," she said, casting a questioning glance at Neha as she passed. Neha was too busy pretending to make sure Islia was comfortable to meet it.
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Sorry for the wait! Hope the length makes up for it!
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