THERESA AL-BASRAH
POLYHYMNIA: MUSE OF SACRED HYMNS
"Not to have felt pain is to not have been human."
Her body felt cold and numb as she laid there, staring up into the dark abyss of the room. The darkness felt as if it was closing in on her and for some odd reason it felt comforting as she remained immobiled and stale. Everything she has done was for her family as she kept a mantra going in her head as the deed was done. After an hour has passed and time moved ever so slowly, she still allowed herself to remain frozen. She never spoke and never made a sound unless she was told to do so. It wasn't her. All of it was business. Once the last customer left and she found herself all alone, she allowed tears to drop from her eyes as she continued to stare blankly up at the ceiling. She didn't allow herself to be called broken but instead she rised above.
It was passed 4 in the morning and she knew she would only be getting a little rest before she was able to leave the brothel undetected and unnoticed. Theresa always showered thankful there was a bath in her section of the brothel as she could never leave without washing herself. She always made sure to wear her scarves whenever she went out and covered herself in attire that she never normally had in her wardrobe. The people who worked around the other streets would only recognize her as she came in with dark clothing and came out with the same dark clothing. No one ever saw her face as it remained a mystery. Most of her coworker's never seemed to bother her as she had her own station away from the other girls. It was one of the perks as many girls seemed to come and go and switch every few months. The girls couldn't handle the task that was given to them and even more so the idea of having your life controlled and monitored all the time.
Theresa al-Basrah was a basket case. She had come to them in her time of need and hopelessness. It seemed the woman who lead the brothel found some use to her and managed to teach the young Theresa at the age of 14 to dance, paint, draw, play music, sing, and serve. Despite the type of business, the woman: Kissa, prided herself in giving and raising the finest girls in Egypt. Theresa was her pride and joy and even she, herself, wanted to become stronger and so she proved her position and moved to the top at the age of 18.
It's been three years since she has been at such a position that no one questioned her as she became one of Kissa's main woman. They couldn't let such a trophy get stained and damaged. Nevertheless, Theresa found a new name within the streets surrounding the brothel and inside. Her name was Isis, name after the Queen herself. But, what Theresa feared the most was the idea of beginning to slowly lose herself. She was getting used to the name Isis for so long than the name Theresa was starting to get foreign to her. Sometimes, when she was with her parents, who lived on the other side of the city far from where she worked the night, they would call for her and she wouldn't immediately answer.
The road was long and harsh, but as she had a driver take her back a few streets from where she lived, she rested. Sleep didn't come easy to her but she did the best she could. Once the driver arrived to the destination, Theresa paid the man and got out the car. At this time, the sun was starting to rise and Theresa always reveled at the sight of seeing such beauty. She enjoyed watching the light but even more so, when she could hear the neighbors and the city slowly starting to wake up from a well-rested night.
With a smile on her face, she walked down the streets, taking in the smell she knew so well. It wasn't home, but it was close enough that she felt safer than she ever did on the other side of town. No one here know who Isis was and no one over on the other side knew who Theresa was. It was perfect, but a double life could be exhausting. As Theresa made her way home and got into her house, she quietly made her way towards her mother's room, opening the door slightly as she saw the silhouette's of her mothers while her father's must have been gone already for work. Sneaking quietly into her room, Theresa found herself wanting to snuggle in with her mother and so she did. She loved her mother's warmth but even more her mother always smelled like home and comfort. Scooting in closer to her mother, who now slowly opened her eyes and smiled to see her baby girl, wrapped her arms around her as they both laid there contently.
She hadn't told her parents of the invitation to the University, nor did she tell them of the strange words that appeared on her back. Then again, Theresa rarely told them anything that was going on since they were never around in the first place. It had been so long since she heard her mother singing and sometimes they would even sing together. But that was so long ago. She had always been afraid to dance or to even sing outside of her home or the brothel in fear someone might recognize her voice and her style of dancing. But, she made due with what she had, she read. Who would have thought that something so interesting and so unique would happen to her? Did this mean something? All the answers she questioned to herself when such strange happenings happened to her would be answered if she attended and accepted the invitation. Why couldn't she? All her answers laid there. So, she packed up and left but not without writing a letter of where she went and a vague reason as to why. But, Theresa just hopes , even if they were mad and worried about her, they'd take care of themselves as well.
The boat itself was magnificent. Never in her life would she thought that she would lay her eyes on something so extraordinary and beautiful. Her stroll around the boat was incredible as she found herself peering inside every room the boat had to offer. It was huge! The person, N, who had invited her there must have been rich. Theresa was rich at one point, but that's the past now. Nevertheless, Theresa found herself in the company of many different people who seemed to be from all walks of life. She heard many different accents but it filled her with excitement and joy. Perhaps this was her third chance? Maybe this time, she could actually be who she was meant to be? With a wide smile on her face, Theresa took a deep breathe, ready for whatever awaited her on this island. But, first, she found herself to be a bit hungry since she had been up for so long without any rest or meal. So, she found herself making her way to the dining room where many others had gone as well.
A small laugh escaped her lips at the thought of seeing so many hungry people such as herself make their way to the dining room. It was like a pack of hungry wolves that decided to see what was for lunch before heading off again to do their own thing. Food was always the best medicine. Soon, Theresa was inside and she found her eyes scanning in every direction. Where should she begin first? Where should she sit? All the options where open but she found herself finding some sort of peace, hearing the noise that was in the dining room. It's been forever. . . since she felt like she could be a child . . again.
It was passed 4 in the morning and she knew she would only be getting a little rest before she was able to leave the brothel undetected and unnoticed. Theresa always showered thankful there was a bath in her section of the brothel as she could never leave without washing herself. She always made sure to wear her scarves whenever she went out and covered herself in attire that she never normally had in her wardrobe. The people who worked around the other streets would only recognize her as she came in with dark clothing and came out with the same dark clothing. No one ever saw her face as it remained a mystery. Most of her coworker's never seemed to bother her as she had her own station away from the other girls. It was one of the perks as many girls seemed to come and go and switch every few months. The girls couldn't handle the task that was given to them and even more so the idea of having your life controlled and monitored all the time.
Theresa al-Basrah was a basket case. She had come to them in her time of need and hopelessness. It seemed the woman who lead the brothel found some use to her and managed to teach the young Theresa at the age of 14 to dance, paint, draw, play music, sing, and serve. Despite the type of business, the woman: Kissa, prided herself in giving and raising the finest girls in Egypt. Theresa was her pride and joy and even she, herself, wanted to become stronger and so she proved her position and moved to the top at the age of 18.
It's been three years since she has been at such a position that no one questioned her as she became one of Kissa's main woman. They couldn't let such a trophy get stained and damaged. Nevertheless, Theresa found a new name within the streets surrounding the brothel and inside. Her name was Isis, name after the Queen herself. But, what Theresa feared the most was the idea of beginning to slowly lose herself. She was getting used to the name Isis for so long than the name Theresa was starting to get foreign to her. Sometimes, when she was with her parents, who lived on the other side of the city far from where she worked the night, they would call for her and she wouldn't immediately answer.
The road was long and harsh, but as she had a driver take her back a few streets from where she lived, she rested. Sleep didn't come easy to her but she did the best she could. Once the driver arrived to the destination, Theresa paid the man and got out the car. At this time, the sun was starting to rise and Theresa always reveled at the sight of seeing such beauty. She enjoyed watching the light but even more so, when she could hear the neighbors and the city slowly starting to wake up from a well-rested night.
With a smile on her face, she walked down the streets, taking in the smell she knew so well. It wasn't home, but it was close enough that she felt safer than she ever did on the other side of town. No one here know who Isis was and no one over on the other side knew who Theresa was. It was perfect, but a double life could be exhausting. As Theresa made her way home and got into her house, she quietly made her way towards her mother's room, opening the door slightly as she saw the silhouette's of her mothers while her father's must have been gone already for work. Sneaking quietly into her room, Theresa found herself wanting to snuggle in with her mother and so she did. She loved her mother's warmth but even more her mother always smelled like home and comfort. Scooting in closer to her mother, who now slowly opened her eyes and smiled to see her baby girl, wrapped her arms around her as they both laid there contently.
She hadn't told her parents of the invitation to the University, nor did she tell them of the strange words that appeared on her back. Then again, Theresa rarely told them anything that was going on since they were never around in the first place. It had been so long since she heard her mother singing and sometimes they would even sing together. But that was so long ago. She had always been afraid to dance or to even sing outside of her home or the brothel in fear someone might recognize her voice and her style of dancing. But, she made due with what she had, she read. Who would have thought that something so interesting and so unique would happen to her? Did this mean something? All the answers she questioned to herself when such strange happenings happened to her would be answered if she attended and accepted the invitation. Why couldn't she? All her answers laid there. So, she packed up and left but not without writing a letter of where she went and a vague reason as to why. But, Theresa just hopes , even if they were mad and worried about her, they'd take care of themselves as well.
The boat itself was magnificent. Never in her life would she thought that she would lay her eyes on something so extraordinary and beautiful. Her stroll around the boat was incredible as she found herself peering inside every room the boat had to offer. It was huge! The person, N, who had invited her there must have been rich. Theresa was rich at one point, but that's the past now. Nevertheless, Theresa found herself in the company of many different people who seemed to be from all walks of life. She heard many different accents but it filled her with excitement and joy. Perhaps this was her third chance? Maybe this time, she could actually be who she was meant to be? With a wide smile on her face, Theresa took a deep breathe, ready for whatever awaited her on this island. But, first, she found herself to be a bit hungry since she had been up for so long without any rest or meal. So, she found herself making her way to the dining room where many others had gone as well.
A small laugh escaped her lips at the thought of seeing so many hungry people such as herself make their way to the dining room. It was like a pack of hungry wolves that decided to see what was for lunch before heading off again to do their own thing. Food was always the best medicine. Soon, Theresa was inside and she found her eyes scanning in every direction. Where should she begin first? Where should she sit? All the options where open but she found herself finding some sort of peace, hearing the noise that was in the dining room. It's been forever. . . since she felt like she could be a child . . again.
location: cairo, egypt - the dining room on the boat | scenario: "is this my opportunity?" | tags: n/a
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