Officer Newt
Elder Member
Gavin couldn't say she understood at all why she was doing this. It was... Strange. Lance was kissing her back, Almost eagerly and Gavin surely was not used to this. Sure, Gavin had adored her husband. But things had never really been passionate with him. There was no thought behind this. She could feel him gripping her wrist. Her other hand having moved to clutch at his shirt. Almost as though she needed him close. But they could not stay like this all day. When Gavin finally turned her face away. It felt like things had lasted both to long and also not long enough.
Her gaze was filled with confusion and distress. Averted away from Lance. Her heart still racing and she feared he might have been able to hear it from how close they were together. This was wrong, And for once Gavin finally began wondering if she was actually mad. Maybe she was crazy like her mother and father. Because this? This wasn't sane. She hated Lance very dearly. He'd hurt her brother. Any day could be his last. Gavin liked to be composed and collected. Revealing her anger was bad enough. But now tears were in her eyes and she thought she might be shaking.
Gavin couldn't really go to anyone for comfort though. She didn't want Gaheris brought into this. The rest of her family was far away or she wanted little to do with. Lance she hated, Was ashamed to let herself cry in front of him. But he was also here in the moment and things felt strangely intimate with him in the moment. Thus her forehead soon pressed against his chest. She was crying against him. Her voice strained as she muttered. "Everything is so f*cked..." Nothing was right anymore and Gavin had a feeling it would never be fixed.
Her gaze was filled with confusion and distress. Averted away from Lance. Her heart still racing and she feared he might have been able to hear it from how close they were together. This was wrong, And for once Gavin finally began wondering if she was actually mad. Maybe she was crazy like her mother and father. Because this? This wasn't sane. She hated Lance very dearly. He'd hurt her brother. Any day could be his last. Gavin liked to be composed and collected. Revealing her anger was bad enough. But now tears were in her eyes and she thought she might be shaking.
Gavin couldn't really go to anyone for comfort though. She didn't want Gaheris brought into this. The rest of her family was far away or she wanted little to do with. Lance she hated, Was ashamed to let herself cry in front of him. But he was also here in the moment and things felt strangely intimate with him in the moment. Thus her forehead soon pressed against his chest. She was crying against him. Her voice strained as she muttered. "Everything is so f*cked..." Nothing was right anymore and Gavin had a feeling it would never be fixed.