Emperor Sagan
Lord Commissar
Time moved at a paradoxical pace - in the blink of an eye, Aleister felt as if everything was happening at once, yet his body felt as if he had been fighting for a lifetime. In a way, he had. All of his long years had brought him to this moment. One, brutal moment that was surely another step on a bloodied path that, even as it shortened, showed little end in sight. He gritted his teeth and watched the brutality of Keggoth's death with a degree of cold jubilation and discomfort, for even in his most venomous fantasies of death he never stomached the unclean mess of animalistic slaughter. Time may have felt wrong, but there was no denying where he was: a slaughterhouse.
His spirit remained a simmering forge, however; even as Thorgran began to mutate horrifically. Aleister's eyes grew hooded, his gaze sharper than his fangs as they bit into his own lips. His cheeks twitched with a contemptuous snarl. They were battered, yet on the cusp of ending these creatures until Thorgran's form changed once again into that of something indescribable. Aleister sucked in a rare breath, a deeply involuntary gesture brought on by intense emotional responses. Seeing this thing before him, this demonic filth, this creature of unrepentant sin... it disgusted him. In his periphery he saw his comrades bloodied and beaten, many fighting on, nearly all broken in some way, but before him Aleister only saw Thorgran.
Aleister's fist trembled and he directed it into the stonework floor, cracking his fingers and breaking his knuckles in. His rage, his righteous hatred at everything and everyone, boiled over and took over that forge within his soul, flooding it with molten iron that yielded to no crucible.
His powers and divine magicks did not grant him great strength to fight, but they did give him the ability to alter life to some degree, to mend flesh where it was rendered undone. To manipulate life was the call of the vampire in many ways, yet his abilities were more pure than the simple debasement of biting a neck and supping on blood, nor were they as crude as tinctures of medicine and gauze.
"Undite," he whispered through lips bloody with his own barely self-contained frenzy. His hands buzzed with the unmitigated power of a building spell of healing, different as it now felt. There was no soothing chill, no light comfort of a cool night's caress. He felt as if he was burning himself alive and reaching his hands into the sun. Blood and drool ran down his chin as he continued to whisper to himself.
"....Undite... I know you wanted me to be better... but right now... I feel only hate." There was precious little divine faith in his body any longer, for it had run dry since the terrible times of the previous years. Whatever overcame him now, whatever magicks he harnessed, be it the same as it was before or something different, it felt unlike anything he had summoned before. Every godsdamn moment of pacifism in his life, all those minutes of refusing to raise a hand to ensure violence did not propagate, burned away within him like an unspent currency. He thought it had all disappeared that night in the theater, when his close intimates and himself slaughtered so, so many with their bare hands in the lamplight, but this was a moment of pivotal importance. It may not have been Sazak before him, but it was one of his pawns. And he would not lose... not today... not tomorrow... not ever.
His spirit remained a simmering forge, however; even as Thorgran began to mutate horrifically. Aleister's eyes grew hooded, his gaze sharper than his fangs as they bit into his own lips. His cheeks twitched with a contemptuous snarl. They were battered, yet on the cusp of ending these creatures until Thorgran's form changed once again into that of something indescribable. Aleister sucked in a rare breath, a deeply involuntary gesture brought on by intense emotional responses. Seeing this thing before him, this demonic filth, this creature of unrepentant sin... it disgusted him. In his periphery he saw his comrades bloodied and beaten, many fighting on, nearly all broken in some way, but before him Aleister only saw Thorgran.
Aleister's fist trembled and he directed it into the stonework floor, cracking his fingers and breaking his knuckles in. His rage, his righteous hatred at everything and everyone, boiled over and took over that forge within his soul, flooding it with molten iron that yielded to no crucible.
His powers and divine magicks did not grant him great strength to fight, but they did give him the ability to alter life to some degree, to mend flesh where it was rendered undone. To manipulate life was the call of the vampire in many ways, yet his abilities were more pure than the simple debasement of biting a neck and supping on blood, nor were they as crude as tinctures of medicine and gauze.
"Undite," he whispered through lips bloody with his own barely self-contained frenzy. His hands buzzed with the unmitigated power of a building spell of healing, different as it now felt. There was no soothing chill, no light comfort of a cool night's caress. He felt as if he was burning himself alive and reaching his hands into the sun. Blood and drool ran down his chin as he continued to whisper to himself.
"....Undite... I know you wanted me to be better... but right now... I feel only hate." There was precious little divine faith in his body any longer, for it had run dry since the terrible times of the previous years. Whatever overcame him now, whatever magicks he harnessed, be it the same as it was before or something different, it felt unlike anything he had summoned before. Every godsdamn moment of pacifism in his life, all those minutes of refusing to raise a hand to ensure violence did not propagate, burned away within him like an unspent currency. He thought it had all disappeared that night in the theater, when his close intimates and himself slaughtered so, so many with their bare hands in the lamplight, but this was a moment of pivotal importance. It may not have been Sazak before him, but it was one of his pawns. And he would not lose... not today... not tomorrow... not ever.