Home is where the heart is

[isax]

The next morning, Ryan was up before her father. She went to grab her things then sighed as she looked at her father sleeping. She left the house and went to drop off the truck at the ranch in the back where she was given it. She put the necklace and ring with a paper that said, "I guess we just were never meant to be... I'm sorry i wasn't good enough for you. Have fun with Rachel now." she sighed as she cried then walked off. She was meeting her mom at the diner.

 

[Lexus]

Brett had stayed up with his friend all night and he knew what was going on. "So you leave without any explanation as to why leaving my best friend to cry his eyes out and you can't even say it to his face?" Brett asked stepping out of the shadows.

 

[isax]

Ryan looked over at Brett and sighed. "Big br- Brett, stop okay." she said. She wasn't up for dealing with anything right now. She looked back at the house and sighed. She really was going to miss this place.

 

[Lexus]

"Stop what? Stop defending my friend?" With an irritated sigh he pulled out his keys. "Let's go, I promised him I would take you wherever you wanted dropped off. Maybe when I get back he' be composed but I doubt it." He says irritably as they both got into the truck. "Where am I taking you?"

 

[isax]

"I don't need you taking me anywhere. Getting in this truck was a mistake. I'm just like all the other city girls. Annoying and never good enough. I should have known I wasn't the one for him." she said as she sighed and fought the tears but they came out. She rested her head against the window and cried silently. "Just take me to the diner..." she managed to say through her cries.

 

[Lexus]

He looked at her confused and rolled his eyes as he started the truck "I don't know where you think he went but I can promise it's not where you think. You're making a mistake."

 

[isax]

Ryan just stayed quiet and when she was dropped off at the diner, she got out of the truck and was pushed to the floor. Her head hitting the side of the door and causing it to bleed. She sighed and looked at the one who pushed her. Rachel. "Well, its about time you decide to leave. I'm so happy Levi and I don't have to go behind your back anymore." Ryan was fading in and out and when one of the girls pointed out whos truck it was, Rachel didn't bother looking inside. Fear took over her.

 

[Lexus]

Brett slammed the door behind him and got out of the truck watching Rachel tense up he grinned. "Nice seeing ya again Rach, it's unfortunate somethin' tells me you have something to do this. Don't ya remembered what I promised you if you ever came close to the girl again?"

 

[isax]

Rachel didn't know what to say. She stayed tense and then she looked at Brett. "Now Brett, this is all just a misunderstanding." she said as she slowly backed away then ran away to her car to leave. "Levi...." Ryan whispered as everything had spots now and eventually it all became black.

 

[Lexus]

Brett let Rachel go for now and called an any lance for Ryan before he left her with her mother. He knew she would be alright and then she could back the city. It was more important to him that he didn't leave Levi alone for too long or he might do something stupid.

 

[isax]

After being released from the hospital, Ryan went to the ranch and sighed as she looked at the front door. She knocked on it and awaited an answer. What was she doing here? Everyone more then likely hated her now and it was understandable. She did it to herself.

 

[Lexus]

Bella opened the door and frowned at Ryan having nothing to say she walked away and left her mom to answer the door. When Shelly saw her she was slightly shocked. "Hi." She says with a warm smile. "Are you feelin' better?" Despite how upset the girl made her son she still loves her like her own.

 

[isax]

"Is Levi here or is he out workin?" Ryan asked Shelly as she sighed and finally, the tears fell. She wiped them away with her sleeve but they just kept falling. She was crying because Shelly was like her mother, all girls tell their mother everything. "I screwed up big time Shelly..." she said in between cried as she kept her face covered her her arm.

 

[Lexus]

Shekly stepped forward and took her into a hug. "*# happens us to us all Hun." She whispers as she kissed the top of her head before wiping away her tears. "If there's one thing I know you both have to trust each other and communicate, without those two things you have no future together." When Ryan was finally composed Shelly smiled. "He went out somewhere hopefully he won't be out much longer the snow is gettin heavy."

 

[isax]

Ryan didn't like know he went out somewhere. She trusted him but that wasn't her concern. Her concern was something was going to happen to him with the snow falling heavy. "I'll come back later then." Ryan said as she put her hands in her pocket and sighed. She really hoped Levi wouldn't do anything reckless.

 

[Lexus]

Of course he eventually came back but he was freezing and he didn't want to talk to anyone so he stayed in the barn and stacked the hay for the horses. When he was finished he went back to his room and saw the box on the dresser and turned away angrily. .

 

[isax]

Ryan came back and was let in. She knew he was more then likely angry so she sighed and opened the door and walked in, closing it behind him. "I'm sorry..." she whispered, not bothering to look at her. "Hear me out. I'm sorry. I screwed things up miserably and I know nothing will fix it. I've accepted that. I was stupid for thinking that video Rachel sent me of you and her was real. I'm sorry i jumped the gun. I'm sorry but sorry doesn't fix things, and I understand that." she whispered and waited for him to lash out on her like he had the first time he was angry with her. She wasn't scared anymore. She deserved everything that came to her.

 

[Lexus]

As much as he wanted to vent his anger towards her he didn't. He took a deep breathe and slipped the box in a drawer without her noticing and turned towards her. "That's where you thought I was? With Rachel?"

 

[isax]

"Yeah." she whispered quietly and sighed. She messed all of this up and she knew she did. "I know what you're going to say next. I know." she whispered again and tried so hard not to cry.

 

[Lexus]

"I love you." He whispers and couldn't help but laugh at her shocked face. "See , you didn't know what I was going to say." Stepping closer he took her into his arms and kissed her. "You shouldn't be so insecure love, I thought I made it clear you're mine." Leaning in his kissed her once more.

 

[isax]

Ryans heart was beating against her chest hard. She closed her eyes through the kiss and then he looked him with utter shock. "Why?" she whispered as she sighed but kissed him again, lovingly and passionately. "I'm so sorry Levi. I love you. I love you so much." she whispered. The stitches on her head still noticeable.

 

[Lexus]

"Why? Because you changed me forever, and k need you." He whispers kissing her in returned. Whispering he loved her against her neck he then saw her stitches. He knew that they were from and he already paid his visit with Brett. "Don't worry love, she won't hurt you anymore he whispers continuing to kiss her neck. "It wasn't your fault." Pulling away he reached on the dresser and gave her back her necklace and ring. "Stay with me?" He whispers kissing her quite roughly.

 

[isax]

When Levi was kissing her neck, she moved so he had more room. When she was given her necklace and ring back, she laughed and smiled. "Of course." she whispered and kissed back just as rough. She was happy to know Rachel wouldn't be in the picture anymore. "I love you so much." she whispered and kissed him rougher then before.

 

[Lexus]

Levi felt his heart racing because she was back and the ring was just a dew feet away. Not now. He decided as they both landed on the bed and things heated up he continued to kiss her neck and boulders and lead up to her lips again. Tomorrow he decided he needed her right now.

 

[isax]

Ryan was stupid for ever thinking Levi didn't need her. She was dumb for thinking he didn't love her. After things heated up, she didn't even talk. She fell asleep rather quickly afterwards. Her head hurting from the stitches. Everything was finally so perfect.