ohdittoh
still kicking :)
. dominicka abrams .
mood: ...
outfit: casual wear
location: outside
mentions: n/a
interactions: ash & hunter
EVERYTHING BURNED.
Her throat, her eyes, her skin, her chest.
Everything burned.
A second felt like an hour. Ash moved in slow motion.
Nickie’s heart slammed in her ear with a thud.
Ash’s arms were closing around her small body, her nails slowly digging into her skin— and Nickie could feel it herself, could feel those nails as if they were digging into her own.
Thud.
Ash was turning as if she were moving through jello. Her feet then her body rotated.
Thud.
It was catharsis, seeing it, but it was also pain and stress and regret.
And Ash’s feet fell like a giant’s, her steps amplified by Nickie’s adrenaline-fueled tunnel vision.
Thud.
Thud.
Thud.
She watched behind her— watched her turn and go, probably to go cry and vomit and loathe herself into a toilet.
And Nickie felt that numbness crawl in— a solid indifference to what was happening.
And slowly, the burn in her chest subsided.
And slowly, the burn in her throat did, too.
And the burning and blurriness in her sight went away.
It felt like it took forever, to relax, to let go of that tension, to drop everything.
But it couldn’t have been too long, because Nickie was releasing a breath that she had held as she watched.
When she drew in her new one, time seemed to go back into its normal flow, and Nickie blinked. She moved her fingers, moved her feet. She looked around, up and down.
And what happened a few moments ago felt...fake. Unreal.
And it was like it didn’t happen.
“I need to find Hunter,” she mumbled to herself, her expression and thoughts and feelings devoid of...anything, really.
Nickie was just...numb again.
She felt as though she was feeling her way through an unfamiliar cave as she walked through the hallway, past the peers who she cared so much about the thoughts of just...ten? Fifteen...? Some minutes ago. And now, towards them, she felt nothing. They were strangers, grey figures in the darkness, and she was indifferent to them, more focused on...making it to the end of the cave than anything, even though she had no plan for what would come when she arrived.
And then...well, she arrived, and there was Hunter, the boy who was her boyfriend, the boy who she had promised to meet up with but had...what? Broken down..? Gotten psyched out...? Something before she could catch up to.
And a smile pulled at her face, pretty and relaxed, and she reached out and put a hand on his shoulder to get him to turn around.
“Hey, babe,” she said, and she stood on her tiptoes to kiss his cheek. “Sorry that I’m late.”
Her throat, her eyes, her skin, her chest.
Everything burned.
A second felt like an hour. Ash moved in slow motion.
Nickie’s heart slammed in her ear with a thud.
Ash’s arms were closing around her small body, her nails slowly digging into her skin— and Nickie could feel it herself, could feel those nails as if they were digging into her own.
Thud.
Ash was turning as if she were moving through jello. Her feet then her body rotated.
Thud.
It was catharsis, seeing it, but it was also pain and stress and regret.
And Ash’s feet fell like a giant’s, her steps amplified by Nickie’s adrenaline-fueled tunnel vision.
Thud.
Thud.
Thud.
She watched behind her— watched her turn and go, probably to go cry and vomit and loathe herself into a toilet.
And Nickie felt that numbness crawl in— a solid indifference to what was happening.
And slowly, the burn in her chest subsided.
And slowly, the burn in her throat did, too.
And the burning and blurriness in her sight went away.
It felt like it took forever, to relax, to let go of that tension, to drop everything.
But it couldn’t have been too long, because Nickie was releasing a breath that she had held as she watched.
When she drew in her new one, time seemed to go back into its normal flow, and Nickie blinked. She moved her fingers, moved her feet. She looked around, up and down.
And what happened a few moments ago felt...fake. Unreal.
And it was like it didn’t happen.
“I need to find Hunter,” she mumbled to herself, her expression and thoughts and feelings devoid of...anything, really.
Nickie was just...numb again.
She felt as though she was feeling her way through an unfamiliar cave as she walked through the hallway, past the peers who she cared so much about the thoughts of just...ten? Fifteen...? Some minutes ago. And now, towards them, she felt nothing. They were strangers, grey figures in the darkness, and she was indifferent to them, more focused on...making it to the end of the cave than anything, even though she had no plan for what would come when she arrived.
And then...well, she arrived, and there was Hunter, the boy who was her boyfriend, the boy who she had promised to meet up with but had...what? Broken down..? Gotten psyched out...? Something before she could catch up to.
And a smile pulled at her face, pretty and relaxed, and she reached out and put a hand on his shoulder to get him to turn around.
“Hey, babe,” she said, and she stood on her tiptoes to kiss his cheek. “Sorry that I’m late.”
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