It was apparent within the look etched in the boy’s eyes that at least a part of him was smitten with her, truly, in a way one would be when seeing their parent’s eyes light up after a day of sadness. It was a feeling she could not contain within herself as she looked upon him as well, a pure young lad - now a man - whose own existence now could not be denied had derived from her own seed and roots.
A smile touched her lips again at his words, ever calculated but sweet, as if he were being careful not to hurt her feelings by denying her offer. A part of her had known he would not agree to it. There was too much loyalty residing within him for the man who had brought him up, and she could not blame him, for she had done the same with Roddrick; while he was not truly her son of her blue blood, she had brought him up like her own, loved him like her own. It had been both painful and fulfilling, but the former had been a much stronger feeling. After all, she had lost the only thing that had been hers from the very beginning.
“Of course you would not,” she shook her head then. “You have grown here. You likely only know these lands now. The Capital has not changed much, but perhaps your memories of it have.” A place and a moment were much sweeter in the presence of a loved one. He might not feel the same now, if he came South along with them. Not if Marietta was not there for him, and she would make sure she was not.
She was momentarily tempted to ask what the woman’s name was, but she knew that would be to no avail, since she would have likely hidden it from his ears to protect him. The Capital was large, and one as nameless as a handmaid would be impossible to find within the thousands that looked the same. Marietta’s features had never been particularly prominent, and nor would they ever be alongside other whores who could steal the attention away from any common beauty.
Amara lowered her head at his question, as though deepened in thought for a brief second, before turning her eyes back to him. “My home is my favourite place,” she said softly. “Safe, away from the dangers waiting to engulf me outside. Warm, embellished with gold and shrouding one in a false sense of hope and security...” It was a sweet dream, too sweet to wish to escape it. So long as Corban did not stain it, her days were peaceful in Illegard.
Soon enough, the melody came to an end - Amara could recognise the ending notes, for she had attended many feasts, and despite rarely ever dancing, had gotten to know some of the prettier song. Even then, the eyes of the dancers in the room were still on them, but she made a point to herself to disregard them for the time being, and simply enjoy the view she had been blessed with that day.
“We will speak again,” she assured him. She was unsure if that was what he wanted to hear, but it was a reassurance she moreso wanted to hear for herself. They would leave soon, she knew. It seemed that the rumours of their reasons had spread already, which would only leave Corban with an easy job of convincing Victor Sterling of taking part in such deed. “I will wish to see you again in the morning. A familiar face amongst those stern eyes of Northerners.”
With her dismissal, Amara slipped from her place by his side and went to sit back at the table reserved for the nobles. She did see the way Roddrick was eyeing her, both bothered and intrigued at what he had seen. She simply gave him a soft smile as she reclaimed her seat and began digging into the appetizer, despite not being particularly hungry right then. She knew the void within her would never be filled by food any longer. Her mother would know, as well.
Lyram watched as well, although now slightly tense at the sudden shifts in view within the room. He had seen the Queen herself dancing with Ethon, and he could no longer see Ethon by their father’s side, which only left a sour taste in his mouth. Hector’s question followed like a knife to the gut, and the man turned his eyes to him, almost burning with the same anger and demureness as when he had addressed their younger brother earlier that evening.
“I cannot dictate what he does,” he said. “I can only hope that his choices are not worsened by the wine he’s had. But Conrad is not evil.”
He knew that. They both knew that, and yet, somehow, he was still worried that something might happen if he did not intervene. The girl was likely still in shock and wanting to rest. Had she wanted to enjoy a night of drinking and flirting with men, she would have joined them at the feast. A part of him was tempted to go check on her, to pull Conrad away if need be and save her from his famished gaze, but he could not push himself as far as to do that then. He would only have to burn with anxiety until he returned, and he found solace that he would return with a failed mission.
*
It was a true puzzle attempting to understand Lord Conrad’s words under the effects of wine. Even from so far away across the threshold, Aiyda could feel the wine on his breath, and although likely her own was stained as well, the sleep had brought back her senses, at least enough to see that he was struggling to find his words, or at least make them ring true to her ears in that moment, when they seemed so sudden and hard to believe.
She pursed her lips as he flustered slightly, almost amused at his sudden loss of confidence before her. “There is no need to lie to me, my Lord. I am not a Lady you ought to impress with your mercy,” for that was what it truly was - pity and mercy. He did not truly believe her and, frankly, she was surprised Ethon ever had, although she thought her looks had played a good role in him coming to the conclusion that she was telling the truth.
Aiyda closed her eyes as he quickly returned to reveal his true intentions. She bit her lip and turned her gaze away for a moment, to take it in. A part of her had enjoyed it as well, the same part that used to boil within her when she was truly happy and her life was whole, even if she did not know it at the time. When she could feel joy and look upon her family without ever fretting over their lives. When she could dance and play with men’s feelings the way she desired, despite knowing that it was not the right thing to do, coming from a woman of her name within the village, the North.
And even being known and desired by many men, she knew that there was anything but feeling that had brought the Northern Lord to her chamber that night. She was a toy to him, and nothing more. It made her regret having toyed with others similarly for her own amusement. Ethon, however, had come to her with his heart open and belonging to her, offering her his trust and friendship, and a kiss tinged by wine to complete the evening full of emotion before they had returned to their state of saviour and prey.
“We will speak tomorrow,” Aiyda stated then, turning her eye back to him. She was still disheveled and in no condition to speak; her shoulders were exposed and her cheeks florid from the heat of the room and being stirred so abruptly from her sleep. She knew that, likely, her looks were only inviting him in, but her stance did not falter, as she stood by the crack in the doorway, refusing to move aside as she had done with Ethon. “I do not want to force words out of your mouth that are not yours.” He was drunk, and the both of them knew that then.
“I do wish to rest,” she added softly, her gaze lowering almost shyly again. She could not kindle the same fire within her as that morning; exhaustion had gotten to her, and even that moment felt like a dream, far from vivid and palpable. “I am sure there are many Ladies missing you at the feast... Worthy of your time and affection.” Not that affection was what he wanted to give her. She could only sweeten her words to make her refusal seem more harsh. She did not want to think of what she would have said had he been there before Ethon had come.
A smile touched her lips again at his words, ever calculated but sweet, as if he were being careful not to hurt her feelings by denying her offer. A part of her had known he would not agree to it. There was too much loyalty residing within him for the man who had brought him up, and she could not blame him, for she had done the same with Roddrick; while he was not truly her son of her blue blood, she had brought him up like her own, loved him like her own. It had been both painful and fulfilling, but the former had been a much stronger feeling. After all, she had lost the only thing that had been hers from the very beginning.
“Of course you would not,” she shook her head then. “You have grown here. You likely only know these lands now. The Capital has not changed much, but perhaps your memories of it have.” A place and a moment were much sweeter in the presence of a loved one. He might not feel the same now, if he came South along with them. Not if Marietta was not there for him, and she would make sure she was not.
She was momentarily tempted to ask what the woman’s name was, but she knew that would be to no avail, since she would have likely hidden it from his ears to protect him. The Capital was large, and one as nameless as a handmaid would be impossible to find within the thousands that looked the same. Marietta’s features had never been particularly prominent, and nor would they ever be alongside other whores who could steal the attention away from any common beauty.
Amara lowered her head at his question, as though deepened in thought for a brief second, before turning her eyes back to him. “My home is my favourite place,” she said softly. “Safe, away from the dangers waiting to engulf me outside. Warm, embellished with gold and shrouding one in a false sense of hope and security...” It was a sweet dream, too sweet to wish to escape it. So long as Corban did not stain it, her days were peaceful in Illegard.
Soon enough, the melody came to an end - Amara could recognise the ending notes, for she had attended many feasts, and despite rarely ever dancing, had gotten to know some of the prettier song. Even then, the eyes of the dancers in the room were still on them, but she made a point to herself to disregard them for the time being, and simply enjoy the view she had been blessed with that day.
“We will speak again,” she assured him. She was unsure if that was what he wanted to hear, but it was a reassurance she moreso wanted to hear for herself. They would leave soon, she knew. It seemed that the rumours of their reasons had spread already, which would only leave Corban with an easy job of convincing Victor Sterling of taking part in such deed. “I will wish to see you again in the morning. A familiar face amongst those stern eyes of Northerners.”
With her dismissal, Amara slipped from her place by his side and went to sit back at the table reserved for the nobles. She did see the way Roddrick was eyeing her, both bothered and intrigued at what he had seen. She simply gave him a soft smile as she reclaimed her seat and began digging into the appetizer, despite not being particularly hungry right then. She knew the void within her would never be filled by food any longer. Her mother would know, as well.
Lyram watched as well, although now slightly tense at the sudden shifts in view within the room. He had seen the Queen herself dancing with Ethon, and he could no longer see Ethon by their father’s side, which only left a sour taste in his mouth. Hector’s question followed like a knife to the gut, and the man turned his eyes to him, almost burning with the same anger and demureness as when he had addressed their younger brother earlier that evening.
“I cannot dictate what he does,” he said. “I can only hope that his choices are not worsened by the wine he’s had. But Conrad is not evil.”
He knew that. They both knew that, and yet, somehow, he was still worried that something might happen if he did not intervene. The girl was likely still in shock and wanting to rest. Had she wanted to enjoy a night of drinking and flirting with men, she would have joined them at the feast. A part of him was tempted to go check on her, to pull Conrad away if need be and save her from his famished gaze, but he could not push himself as far as to do that then. He would only have to burn with anxiety until he returned, and he found solace that he would return with a failed mission.
*
It was a true puzzle attempting to understand Lord Conrad’s words under the effects of wine. Even from so far away across the threshold, Aiyda could feel the wine on his breath, and although likely her own was stained as well, the sleep had brought back her senses, at least enough to see that he was struggling to find his words, or at least make them ring true to her ears in that moment, when they seemed so sudden and hard to believe.
She pursed her lips as he flustered slightly, almost amused at his sudden loss of confidence before her. “There is no need to lie to me, my Lord. I am not a Lady you ought to impress with your mercy,” for that was what it truly was - pity and mercy. He did not truly believe her and, frankly, she was surprised Ethon ever had, although she thought her looks had played a good role in him coming to the conclusion that she was telling the truth.
Aiyda closed her eyes as he quickly returned to reveal his true intentions. She bit her lip and turned her gaze away for a moment, to take it in. A part of her had enjoyed it as well, the same part that used to boil within her when she was truly happy and her life was whole, even if she did not know it at the time. When she could feel joy and look upon her family without ever fretting over their lives. When she could dance and play with men’s feelings the way she desired, despite knowing that it was not the right thing to do, coming from a woman of her name within the village, the North.
And even being known and desired by many men, she knew that there was anything but feeling that had brought the Northern Lord to her chamber that night. She was a toy to him, and nothing more. It made her regret having toyed with others similarly for her own amusement. Ethon, however, had come to her with his heart open and belonging to her, offering her his trust and friendship, and a kiss tinged by wine to complete the evening full of emotion before they had returned to their state of saviour and prey.
“We will speak tomorrow,” Aiyda stated then, turning her eye back to him. She was still disheveled and in no condition to speak; her shoulders were exposed and her cheeks florid from the heat of the room and being stirred so abruptly from her sleep. She knew that, likely, her looks were only inviting him in, but her stance did not falter, as she stood by the crack in the doorway, refusing to move aside as she had done with Ethon. “I do not want to force words out of your mouth that are not yours.” He was drunk, and the both of them knew that then.
“I do wish to rest,” she added softly, her gaze lowering almost shyly again. She could not kindle the same fire within her as that morning; exhaustion had gotten to her, and even that moment felt like a dream, far from vivid and palpable. “I am sure there are many Ladies missing you at the feast... Worthy of your time and affection.” Not that affection was what he wanted to give her. She could only sweeten her words to make her refusal seem more harsh. She did not want to think of what she would have said had he been there before Ethon had come.
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