Daisie
Seared with story
Three down, two more to goHeya! I get to go home today! Things are finally getting back to normal after the mere five days of extreme chemo. Next round is going to be just as hard, but at least now I know what to expect of myself and my recovery. I'll know not to push myself too hard next time (That was an issue), and hopefully I'll be ready for my next admission into the hospital. I can't believe I've pretty much missed out on the entirety of 2018, and I'm gonna keep missing out. It feels so weird to look back and just see your life pretty much on pause from June to now. It makes you feel like you're missing something. Being stuck in the hospital for so long has given me a lot of time to think, and it's been really neat, because I realized that a lot of my anxiety came from things that literally just don't matter. I still have anxiety as a disorder, of course, but in a way, I feel like this experience has really put things into perspective, and I can take myself a little less seriously. I really found who I am because of cancer. Who knew? Anywho, rambling aside, thanks so much again for the overwhelming amount of support. I know you guys have got my back on this 100% of the way, and it makes me happy to see you using this opportunity to help each other. If you really want to support me, be there to support others. Push yourself to become a better, more mature person. Be grateful for each success, and learn from every failure. If I'm someone's inspiration, then I'm proud to say that I'm doing my job, and you better be, too. Thank you! |