Fandom Harry Potter Role play

[Dark lord steel]

I laughed softly but became more serious as I sat up straight, bracing my feet on the floor.

"I have reason to... doubt some of Snapes motivations. Just be careful what you tell him, but try not to act too different around him, I don't want him suspecting."

Here I was, dragging you into yet more death eater matters. Still, it was better than having you trust him, thinking he was in our side when he might not be.

 

[tuttiteia]

"I see... yes, he is close with Dumbledore. So I undestand."

I put myself in front of you. I touched your hair slightly.
Looked into your eyes and smiled. This day had been very great, and I didn't want to jinx it.
But I had wanted to kiss your for a while, and I got harder for every day to resist you.
You were different, in your looks and in your personality. You stood out from the crowd.
Your beauty was unqiue, nobody looked like you. And nobody was like you.
Well, you had your things, you weren't perfect. But I liked your flaws.
We hadn't had a fight all day, for a change. And I liked it better this way, how we were acting against each other right now.
Having a good conversation, without getting angry or upset with each other.
Didn't really care what was smart or wise to do, because it was certainly not wise to date the daughter of The Dark Lord.
If we would end up together, then I would be more than happy. I knew it wasn't going to be easy, and well, it was going to be exhausting. But I hoped to imagine it would be all worth it.

"You're beautiful." I said.

 

[Dark lord steel]

I smiled as you moved in front of me, and closed my eyes at your touch, leaning into it slightly. Stepping closer to you, so we were nearly touching and our breath mingled, I looked at you intensely, my breath a little shallow as I ran a hand over your hair, more so than you'd done with mine.

I- this was stupid, so incredibly stupid, I was the heir of Slytherin, you had your own problems you needed to deal with, it'd make you a target to both the slytherins and everyone else. But it didn't seem to matter how many times I told you that, in how many different ways, you never seemed to want to leave. Maybe you did want to stay, or maybe you were just obstinate.

"Eric..." I whispered lightly, not wanting to accidentally scare you off, to ruin this. Whatever this was, although deep down I knew how I felt, the feelings I harboured for you. That I'd wanted to hate you for, but now felt the opposite.

 

[tuttiteia]

"Mhm?.." I grunted. Touching the end of your hair.
Stroking your chin with my tumb, then moving it over to your lips.
Biting my lips as I studied your lips. Took my other hand at your waist, holding it.

 

[Dark lord steel]

I smiled as I wrapped my arms around your neck, only breaking your stare to kiss the edge of your thumb, a feather light touch that lingered slightly before I tilted my head up, meeting your gaze once more.

 

[tuttiteia]

I finally pushed my lips against yours. Feeling that I had tamed the hunger.
Putted both my hands at your waist, lifted you up as you wrapped your feet around my waist.
Pushed you against the closest wall. Continued to kiss you.
I stopped to breath, looked into your eyes and smiled.
It felt good to finally kiss you, and I liked that you had played hard to get.
It just showed you were the real thing, not some easy and available girl to anyone and everyone.

 

[Dark lord steel]

I kissed you back deeply as I ran a hand through your hair and down your back, holding you closer as I wrapped my legs around yours. I moaned slightly as you pressed me against the wall, opening my mouth to you as I held you closer.

"Eric" I whispered, my eyes alive with barely leashed emotion as I kissed you, tilting my head slightly to have better access to your mouth. I gently broke off the kiss, my breathing slightly shallow.

"I love you Eric"

 

[tuttiteia]

I slightly panicked as you said those words. And you could probably see it in my eyes, even if I tried to hide it.
I wasn't ready... I liked you a lot, but I didn't love someone after just some days. I had a hard time letting people in, and I had never loved a girl before. Beside my mother and sister of course. Felt my heart jumping up and down, faster and faster.
Looking into your eyes and smiling nervously. I was probably going to fuck this up right here and now. But I couldn't say some words that I didn't mean, not yet at least... The only people I had showed feelings to, beside my family was Alex and Ryan.
Fuck... What was I going to do?
You were amazing, but this just happend faster than I expected. It came as a shock, really... I felt honored that you felt this way already. I looked down. "I'm not ready..." I swallowed. Should I escape from this or stay to hear how you react? I hugged you, holding you tight.

 

[Dark lord steel]

I knew from the moment I said it that it'd been a mistake, that you didn't feel the same. That this was just casual to you, that this was nothing different from your fling with Megan. I fought back tears in my eyes as I pried your arms off me and padded away, not facing you as I curled up in an armchair. Oh, so you're ready to rub shoulders with a bunch of murderers, but this you weren't prepared for? What, did you think I just did this with every boy I took a liking to? A thousand thoughts rampaged around my head although I didn't say anything as I closed my eyes, tears falling down my face unto my legs silently.

 

[tuttiteia]

"Lileath." I said sadly. Fuck. I went over to you. I dried your tears with my fingers.
I was just a scared idiot. A coward. I lifted you up and putted you on my lap.
I tucked your hair behind your ear. "I'm sorry. I panicked, okay?" I kissed your forhead.
Holding my arms around you.
"It's just... I have never loved a girl before. I'm scared.
I'm not used to showing feelings. I'm just the classclown that entertain my classmates."
I sighed and looked sadly at you.
"But I do love you. Your not like any girl I know, and I haven't felt this way about any girl before.
So, can you forgive me?" I tried to kiss your lips.
"I love you Lileath."

 

[Dark lord steel]

I didn't object as you lifted me and placed me on your lap, and I wrapped my arms around your neck, but withdrew them slightly to look at you as you talked.

"I'm scared too Eric" I confessed quietly to you "About what's going to happen between us, about the future, about so many things. Especially when it comes to you."

I had people - some of the most powerful people on earth - backing me, even if it did put a target on my back. But you... you didn't have that. And how I felt about you only opened you up to similar dangers that I faced. I frowned as I continued to listen to what you said, lifting my head up slightly near the end.

"You do?" I asked quietly, and part of me hated the glimmer of hope in my voice, how I knew how damaging it'd be if you said no. But it'd be worse if you lied.

 

[tuttiteia]

"Yes I do." And I didn't lie. I just had been stupid enough to say nothing earlier.
"I hope you believe me." Kissing you softly. It was hard for me to stay that I loved you,
even if I knew deep down inside that I did. I wasn't used to it, I had never said it to anyone before.
Maybe my family when I was little, but not these last years. And Ryan and Alex just knew, they didn't need to hear how much they meant to me. They were like my brothers.
But this time, it was something else. It wasn't loving someone because they were your family or friends, or because they meant a lot to you. It was love, it was about being in love. And I was in love with you, I had never been in love with any other girl. Hadn't chased a girl in my life, you were the first one. And well, I only begged and hoped I wasn't just another boy. Because then I would be broken, and my trust issues would get bigger than ever. I really hoped that saying I love you meant something to you, because of how hard it was for me to finally say it.

 

[Dark lord steel]

I nodded and stroked your hair back, kissing you lightly before breaking it off to talk to you.

"I wouldn't of done... that... if I had thought I meant nothing to you."

I explained, glancing over at the pool slightly. I nestled into your chest, listening to your heartbeat. Yes, I'd lost my head and got carried away without actually discussing anything first, which was amazingly dumb, but I wanted you to know I wasn't just like this. That it meant something, or it did to me at least.

 

[tuttiteia]

I smiled. I had been close to fucking this up, but I saved it. I didn't want us to fight all the time.
Especially not as much as for some days ago. We would probably fight and have arguments in the future, but for now I wanted things to be good between us. And it was. It felt amazing having you in my hands. I could stay in this place alone with you forever. But we had a life, and I think it sadly was time to get back to reality.
"Maybe it's time to go back? Before people wonder were we are." I smiled and stroked your chin.
"I haven't sent an answer back to my grandfather yet, about tomorrow." I stroked my hands down your thigh.
Kissed you passionately.

 

[Dark lord steel]

I smiled sadly and almost nodded, knowing there was plenty of things we needed to do. I needed to talk to my father once more, preferably before we went on this date so he wouldn't gate crash it out of spite. To teach me a lesson about not telling him things, even if he was aware of them. But such thoughts fled my mind at your kiss, and I adjusted myself to be closer to you as I kissed you back, my hands trailing over your shoulders, relishing in the solidity of the muscle beneath the skin. I eased away from you gently.

"They can wait" I whispered to you, grinning slightly. Even if we didn't stay here for that, I didn't want to leave for a while. To go back to pretending that yeah, we were dating but it really wasn't that serious.

 

[tuttiteia]

"Okay." I grinned at you. Putted my nose to yours. Kissed you deeply as held your hair. Pushing you against me.
Putting my hand, touching your back then your waist. Holding it there for a while.
I liked my lips as I stopped kissing you. Wanting to taste every part of you. Kissed you on the nose.
Slightly pushed your head down to my chest, making you rest there, as I held you. It was a nice feeling.
And the atmosphere was calm. Felt good just laying here like this, doing nothing much.

 

[Dark lord steel]

I moaned slightly as we stopped kissing, especially with how you tasted my lips on yours. Closing my eyes, I rested on your chest as I calmed down. I rubbed your shoulders and arms, not to arouse but to soothe, and stretched my legs slightly before returning them to their original position.

"This place does have a bed you know" I said lightly, feeling quite tired in your arms.

 

[tuttiteia]

(I’m sorry I haven’t answered earlier. Been really ill these last days. Was to the doctor today so hopefully I will be better.)

//

Kissing your neck, then staring into your eyes. I was lost, lost in you. I bit my lip and moaned. Comic that we were still wearing our swimsuits, almost naked. Skin touching skin. Feeling the warmth inside of me. It felt so passionated. Every kiss giving me a kick in my stomach, was this butterflies?

«Take me to the bed,» I smiled, a small smirk appearing on my face. You looked amazing and it was hard keeping my hands to myself. You were beautiful, unique and all I could every dream of. Maybe you were a dream? Too good to be true? I pinched myself a little. No, not a dream.

 

[Dark lord steel]

((I hope you get better soon))

I arched my neck at your kiss and my gaze dipped slightly as you bit your lip. Kissing you lightly, I pulled off of you to gently lead you by the hand into the next room, a large four poster bed of intricate design dominating the majority of it, a deep rug on the floor with a wardrobe lined against one of the walls, a dresser against the other and a chest rested at the bottom of the bed. I spun round slightly, standing in your arms as I wrapped mine around your neck, wanting you to carry me to the bed.

 

[tuttiteia]

I lifted you up. Threw you into the bed, and layed beside you. Our faces towards each other.
Wondering what my parents would think about this. It was nice to have their approval. Looking at you, I knew they would never approve of me dating the Dark Lord's daughter. I sighed. Well, forbidden love? Wasn't that what they called it?
I had probably already lost my parents, dissapointed they the worst way they could imagine. At least I had a chance with my grandparents. I was finally going to meet them for real, eat dinner with them, at their house. But the best thing of it all, I was going to bring you.

I sighed once again. Our relationship was going to be turbulent. Me with my anger issues, trust issues and well all my bad flaws. And you, well you was you. I kissed you hard, dragging you towards me. Feeling your chest against mine, your heart beating. I putted my hand on your hip, while using the other one touching your face. It felt real. I was so passionte about this.

 

[Dark lord steel]

I laughed slightly as you threw me on the bed, and I stroked the side of your face as you laid beside me, but you seemed deep in thought. Noticing you sighed twice, I bit my lip even as you kissed me again. Pulling away slightly, I looked at you.

"Eric... I don't want to rush things. It's not you, it's just..." I shook my head "It's loads of things."

I swallowed and closed my eyes, and when I opened them I looked away.

"Eric... you need my fathers permission to date me. You have to ask him whether you can take me out to dinner tomorrow."

That had been something I'd failed to mention, but I hadn't thought about till now. About how I wasn't ordinary, and how being the heir of Slytherin made this infinity more difficult.

 

[tuttiteia]

"I'm sorry.. I didn't mean to rush anything." I backed away and made some distance in bed.
I turned around on my back, looking onto the roof. Didn't really want to answer your last question as it felt so formal to ask your dad.
You were your own person. And I knew you didn't want to have secrets from him. Then again, who could keep secrets from the Dark Lord. It was weird for me to ask him. It was only normal to ask the dad about premission, if you wanted to marry their daughter. I was just going embarrase myself in front of him. Also it scared the crap of me, because if I asked your dad then it was no going back. Then he knew about us, and if I ever wanted out of the relationship, then I would probably get hurt or killed. Damn, this was way to serious.

 

[Dark lord steel]

I frowned "Eric... I could erase your memory that this ever happened, and mine, if you'd rather not take it that far."

For if he found out about this, that you'd made out with me without any intention of being anything but friends, he'd kill you with excruciating slowness. And then probably lock me up in castle until I learned to behave. It wasn't like I could just keep it from him, he'd know the moment I put my necklace back on. I was just glad he was currently asleep - or at least he was when I took it off - so he wouldn't panic about me.

 

[tuttiteia]

"No, I didn't mean it like that." I rolled over to you. Crossed my legs around your body, locking you with me.
Kissing you on your neck, slowly down. Stopping and looking into your eyes. "I will talk to him, okay?" I tried to smile.
Feeling the chills about the thought of facing him with the question for permission.
Kissing you soft on your lips.

 

[Dark lord steel]

I smiled slightly as you wrapped my legs around mine, and my neck arched as you kissed down it.

"Eric" I said lightly as you kissed me "I want you to know you don't have to. To be sure about it."

I stroked your hair, wanting you to be sure when you asked him. For many reasons, but one of them being he wouldn't accept it unless you were completely sure.