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Fandom Hamilton AU - Additional IC

"Call me son ONE MORE TIME!" Alexander practically screamed, obviously out of his right mind. He'd tried to kill himself, now he was yelling at Washington. "Eliza doesn't need me anymore. Not after what I did. Not after our son..." Alexander couldnt finish his sentence, he got too choked up. 

Washington turned away then turned to face Alexander again. "I don't care whether if you're thinking straight or not, but I could of left you there, and I chose to bring you back here!" Washington raised his voice, he wasn't shouting though. "What happened to your son..?" He asked.
 
Washington turned away then turned to face Alexander again. "I don't care whether if you're thinking straight or not, but I could of left you there, and I chose to bring you back here!" Washington raised his voice, he wasn't shouting though. "What happened to your son..?" He asked.

"You should have left me to die! That would have been easier for me then facing the fact that my one shot at a family died because I stressed Eliza out too much!" Alexander cried. "He's dead, Washington! My son is dead!" Alexander broke down then, sobbing relentlessly and worse than he had when he had found out. "And it's my fault! I did this! How am I supposed to live with that?"
 
"You should have left me to die! That would have been easier for me then facing the fact that my one shot at a family died because I stressed Eliza out too much!" Alexander cried. "He's dead, Washington! My son is dead!" Alexander broke down then, sobbing relentlessly and worse than he had when he had found out. "And it's my fault! I did this! How am I supposed to live with that?"

"I'm not leaving you to die damn it!" Washington shouted. "If you kill yourself, what's stopping Eliza doing the same? I don't know but she cares about you, more than I do. You need to help her. Your acting like she won't forgive you.. Why?" Washing asked, figuring that if he could get Hamilton to talk, he could convince him not to attempt suicide again. 
 
"I'm not leaving you to die damn it!" Washington shouted. "If you kill yourself, what's stopping Eliza doing the same? I don't know but she cares about you, more than I do. You need to help her. Your acting like she won't forgive you.. Why?" Washing asked, figuring that if he could get Hamilton to talk, he could convince him not to attempt suicide again. 

"How can she forgive me?" Alexander asked pleadingly. He was used to being kicked to the curb for small mishaps thanks to a series of unfortunate foster parents. He had no concept of being forgiven. "I destroyed our relationship. I slept with Maria Reynolds in a heat of the moment situation, I cause the death of our son... There's no forgiveness for me."
 
"How can she forgive me?" Alexander asked pleadingly. He was used to being kicked to the curb for small mishaps thanks to a series of unfortunate foster parents. He had no concept of being forgiven. "I destroyed our relationship. I slept with Maria Reynolds in a heat of the moment situation, I cause the death of our son... There's no forgiveness for me."

"She loves you, even though she may not like it, she loves you still." Washington stood up. "Write." He simply replied. "Knowing you, you already wrote about it, but even if your reputation is ruined, she'll love you, you just have to ask her. History has it's eyes on you, and it's up to you how you want history to view you. You could give up or you could try to get her back, the choice is yours, and yours alone." He said.
 
"She loves you, even though she may not like it, she loves you still." Washington stood up. "Write." He simply replied. "Knowing you, you already wrote about it, but even if your reputation is ruined, she'll love you, you just have to ask her. History has it's eyes on you, and it's up to you how you want history to view you. You could give up or you could try to get her back, the choice is yours, and yours alone." He said.

Alexander opened the fist he had kept closed, revealing the wad of paper. "I... I wrote this... I... I should edit some of it..." Alexander mumbled. He still had tears rolling down his face. "I... It was supposed to be my suicide note..."
 
Alexander opened the fist he had kept closed, revealing the wad of paper. "I... I wrote this... I... I should edit some of it..." Alexander mumbled. He still had tears rolling down his face. "I... It was supposed to be my suicide note..."

Washington took the note, and glanced over it. Then handed it back to Hamilton. "Don't edit it yet.. Not until the time is right Alexander.." He said, and looked down. "I'm sorry I didn't help you.. I should've noticed what was happening. Your staying with Martha and I tonight." He finished, and looked at Hamilton with the "Dad eyes". 
 
Alexander shook his head. "I told Eliza I'd go home..." He said softly, his protest was weak and more of a passing thought. "Washington, how do I move on from this?" Alexander asked, hoping Washington could help him with his overwhelming grief. @Camilton
 
"Your not going to be able to make it home Alexander, you're in no shape to." Washington said. He kneeled back down and thought about Hamilton's question. "You take a break, once the sit in is finished, you stay out of anything the best you can. You try to be with people you can trust." He answered. "You don't want to draw more attention to yourself, at least in my opinion."
 
Hamilton shook his head. "I need to call her then. Tell her I can't make it home..." Alexander felt himself shaking and looked at his trembling hands. "I can stay out of stuff. I think. I'll try to at least." Alexander mumbled. @Camilton
 
Washington pulled out his cell phone, "Here." He said and handed him the phone. "I know you can." Washington replied. He sighed, he was going to tell Hamilton, once he finished his call.
 
Hamilton called up Eliza, but the phone rang out. Hamilton left a voice mail and handed the phone back to Washington. "I'm sorry." Hamilton mumbled. @Camilton
 
Washington put the phone back into his pocket, "I forgive you." He replied. Then sighed, "Hamilton.. I have something to tell you."
 
"Absolutely, my queen." MJ said, before walking off to find a nurse.

A nurse was walking through the hall when she saw MJ. "Hi." She said. "How can I help you?"

Washington put the phone back into his pocket, "I forgive you." He replied. Then sighed, "Hamilton.. I have something to tell you."

Hamilton looked up at Washington. "What is it? Are you okay?" He asked softly, concerned. 
 
"Nope!" Lafayette said with a smile.

The nurse came into the room. "Hey, Margerita, how can I help."


"my morphine finished a while ago... It really hurts..." Peggy mumbled. The nurse nodded.


"okay, I'll get you some more." The nurse got more morphine and replaced the IV.
 
"Hamilton.. I'm stepping down from the music program." Washington answered.

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