Grown Up

[Mari_Rose]

"Leon!" Riley yelled once more before stopping to hear if he was calling back but instead heard some sniffs and rustling. "Leon?"'he ran forward through the grass looking behind some tress smiling a little when he finally found the one he was behind. But that disappeared when he saw that he was crying "hey..." He bent down in front of him "what's wrong?"

 

[CrimsonBanchee]

Leon looked down back into his lap. "I...Im sorry.....don't hurt me please. I didn't mean to make you hate me. " He trembled and tried to silence his sobbing. He didn't want to seam weak. He flinched when Riley touched his shoulder. "No no please im sorry." His Immediate action was to plead like he was taught at home.

 

[Mari_Rose]

Riley sat fully down and moved his hand from his shoulder to his cheek gently wiping his tears away "I don't hate you..." He said right away knowing that was the most important. He looked down and then back at him, into his eyes "actually I was... Pleasantly surprised" he smiled a little bit before it disappeared, he pulled his hand away and fiddled with his fingers in his lap "can I as why though? Why you did it"

 

[CrimsonBanchee]

He bit his lip and sits up whipping his eyes crossing his legs. He looked down, "I was going to ask you yesterday because its easy to get information out of you when your drunk but it didn't go to plan. Then I had a dream last night that..." He blushed and rubbed his arm. "That we kissed and bedded." he covered his eyes embarrassed. "I..i like you.....Your there for me and watched over me." he moved his hands and looked at him.

 

[Mari_Rose]

"So that's why you wanted to go to the party, you just wanted to get me drunk..." Riley chuckled lightly "trying to get me into bed with you huh?" He smirked and sighed scooting a little closer and pulling Leon into his lap holding him tight. He's been wanting to do this for a while, when ever Leon felt sad or had an anxiety attack he just wanted to hold him and make it all better "now I can do this" he mumbled.

 

[CrimsonBanchee]

He blushed harder looking away. "W..well I didn't think it like that..." When his body was moved into Riley's lap he bit his lip and looked at him. "Y..you know how i feel being healed." He said softly .

 

[Mari_Rose]

Riley nodded and looked down at him "I know.., but I've waited 5 years for this..." He blushed a little himself before letting go and slowly getting up "never mind... I was lucky enough to get a kiss tonight I shouldn't push it" he nodded and sighed looking down at him "how's your head?" He wanted a subject change

 

[CrimsonBanchee]

He stood up and rubbed his head. "Its better not pounding." He started to follow Riley back to the dorms. He bit his lip and looked at him and opened his mouth to ask something but didn't thinking he didn't want to talk about his feeling about this. He rubbed his hand on his neck. "What time is your parents coming today?" he asked looking at the ground.

 

[Mari_Rose]

Riley shrugged and walked beside him "I think around noon, they're just bringing some things up for the room" he nodded and looked at him "were you going to say something before that?" He shoved his hands in his pockets hoping to god he didn't think differently of him After what just happened

 

[CrimsonBanchee]

He blushed and nods. "W...whats your feelings towards me?" He asked when he stopped walking and looked away. "I know it sounds girly but i have to know." he began to rub his arm fearing he wont feel the same.

 

[Mari_Rose]

Riley stopped where he was and turned around looking at him. He took a deep breath and slowly walked over putting a finger under his chin to lift it up. He gave him a small smile and leaned down pressing their lips together. After a few moments he pulled back and looked at him a light flush on his cheeks "to wait 5 years was a long time but it was all worth it"

 

[CrimsonBanchee]

Leon's eyes widen when he leaned to kiss him but his eyes fell half way closed when there lips collided. He lets out a sigh with a blush on his cheeks. He looked down and touched his lips. 5 years? He feels bad making him wait that long. But he smiled, sissified with his answer and reached taking his hand.

 

[Mari_Rose]

Riley looked down at their hands and then back forward walking once again. He moved his hand so their fingers were interlocked and when they got back to the room he looked at him "you're sober right? This isn't the hangover talking that was all Leon?"

 

[CrimsonBanchee]

He looked at him and raised his eyebrows like he asked a stupid question. "What kind of question is that? Of course its me." He looked away in a matter like his feelings where hurt. "I know its weird that I show feelings other than one, Im not a robot." Then he thought to himself, I probably did something last night that made him think im doing it again. He blushed, he showed affection last night.

 

[Mari_Rose]

Riley rubbed his arm "good. And we don't have to go to the frat parties anymore. I should have seen that coming" he nodded taking his jacket off again and sitting on his bed rubbing his face. He stopped short realizing something "your parents can't find out. Are they coming up to the college at all?" He was kind of panicked, if they find out he would never be able to see Leon again. And seeing the scars on his back he wasn't sure what they were really capable of

 

[CrimsonBanchee]

When he heard that his parents can't find out he sits on his bed touching one of the scars on his neck. He bit his lip and rubbed his neck and nods. "They can't. Yes they are..." He took his shoes off and sits crossed legs in a criss-cross with his his hands his lap he looked at him. He cleared his through. "W..well...um.." He rubbed his arms with a blush on his face. He didn't know what to say. He keeps biting his tasting Riley on his lips making him blush harder. He can't stop so he grabbed a pillow.

 

[Mari_Rose]

Riley looked at him and then down to his hands "we can't so this then... Now that you know and feel the same way I don't think I can keep my hands off you" he said wanting to keep it light, even if it wasn't good. "Doing this just puts you in more danger, I couldn't do that..,"

 

[CrimsonBanchee]

His eyes widen not wanting that. He moved from his bed to Riley's and sits next to him. "Im 18 now." he looked at him touching his hand. "they don't control me anymore." He looked at him in the eyes. "I have never felt this way to another person and I want to keep it." He didn't care if he got lashed at he just want to feel loved and love someone else. "I don't want to lose you over a little thing about my parents."

 

[Mari_Rose]

Riley looked at him before looking away "you may be 18 but there are still things they can do they can withdraw your tuition to this college. And I'll never see you again..." He sighed and shook his head "that's why I waited so long. If we had done this in highschool it would have been so much worse"

 

[CrimsonBanchee]

He looked at him. "Why do they want me home. I think there happy to get rid of me. I worked my ass off to get scholarships to get hear and the money i got from working three jobs. Riley Im being selfish but I am not losing you over this." Leon stands up looking at him. He crossed his arms in anger and frustration.

 

[Mari_Rose]

Riley looked up at him with a small frown "and I don't want to lose you..." He stood up and walked aover to him ant to put his arms around him before stopping, "sorry.."'he said quietly rubbing his arm

 

[CrimsonBanchee]

He looked at him and sees him stopping. His eyes started to tear up and runs into his chest wrapping his arms around his back pulling himself closer. "Hold me" He cried into his chest. "You get to hold me.." He mumbled pressing his face in his chest.

 

[Mari_Rose]

Riley winced a little bit shocked at the sudden movement. He stared down at him for a whole before slowly wrapping his arms around him, on hand going through his hair. He lowered his head so that his chin gently rested on Leon's head and held him. He didn't talk for while, just stood there and held him "don't let me lose you Leon" he mumbled

 

[CrimsonBanchee]

Leon heard his words and his hands became fists and pressed himself closer. Riley feels warm and he likes it. He felt safe with him he was glade he was hear. Leon pulled back a little bit to look at Riley's eyes. Leon's eyes fell halfway closed looking in his eyes. He leaned up and placed his lips on his blushed hard. He moved his hands to wrap around his neck. He hopes he didn't go far.

 

[Mari_Rose]

Riley returned the kiss. He moved both of his hands down to the small of his back. He kissed him for a while before pulling back a little and looking at him "we should get some sleep" he brought up his hand to wipe the tear off his face "we start classes tomorrow I think"