KAYDEN
Kaz*
Daisuke Tanaka
“Yeah yeah, I guess I’ll just have to be on my best behavior for both of us as per usual.” Daisuke chuckled and leaned against the door frame as Zuki worked to unlock the door. Once they were inside Daisuke took a quick look around as best he could, it was a large suite and fairly nice considering it was a small local hotel. “Yeah I’m not surprised, it’s wicked out there. I saw a few different power lines down too so I’m sure this blackout will be going for a while. I’ll have to run down later and talk to the employee again and see what the food situation is too.”
Zuki went to the bathroom and returned with a towel that Daisuke took from her with a quick thank you before using it to dry off his face and hair a bit. The two stood in silence drying off for a minute, he was finally calming down from the worry that had been bubbling up inside him ever since the storm rolled in. Daisuke knew more than anyone that Zuki could take care of herself but that didn’t keep him from worrying. It didn’t keep him from getting scared every time she was in any form of danger. And now, as he watched her dry her hair now that they were away from all the bullshit outside… he realized that he was being an idiot about a lot of things.
“Zuki.” Daisuke said simply before reaching into his pocket and pulling out the ring that he had been carrying around all vacation. They were going to get married, they loved each other, why was he scared to pull the trigger on anything? Was it because he knew the situation back home was going to be against them? Maybe. But after facing this most recent danger with her, he realized that time was precious and he didn’t want to waste it anymore. “The other day when all the guys went shopping it’s because they went with me to the jeweler. I know I keep saying that after all this goes away I want to give you a real wedding and I know we’re going to get married on paper before but…. I wanted to find you a ring that reminded me of you, I wanted you to have something as a promise for more, for us. I know things are fucking stupid right now but I love you, and I’m going to get out of this bullshit and take you with me.”
Daisuke got down on one knee and opened the ring box, “I know we’re already engaged but you deserve a real proposal.” He beamed up at her as lightning struck outside, lighting up her face for a brief moment as he stared up at her. “I love you, I have for a long time but I was scared what it meant for us. I didn’t know how we could ever make things work or if you would even be interested in a guy like me. But I’m done being scared and focusing on what ifs, I’ve always been stupidly confident in other areas of life so I’m finally going to apply it to us. I love you Kazuki and that’s all that matters. I want to marry you, I want you to be my wife and I want it now. I want to marry you in this stupid hotel room during this insane storm and worry about legalities later. I just want you.”
“Yeah yeah, I guess I’ll just have to be on my best behavior for both of us as per usual.” Daisuke chuckled and leaned against the door frame as Zuki worked to unlock the door. Once they were inside Daisuke took a quick look around as best he could, it was a large suite and fairly nice considering it was a small local hotel. “Yeah I’m not surprised, it’s wicked out there. I saw a few different power lines down too so I’m sure this blackout will be going for a while. I’ll have to run down later and talk to the employee again and see what the food situation is too.”
Zuki went to the bathroom and returned with a towel that Daisuke took from her with a quick thank you before using it to dry off his face and hair a bit. The two stood in silence drying off for a minute, he was finally calming down from the worry that had been bubbling up inside him ever since the storm rolled in. Daisuke knew more than anyone that Zuki could take care of herself but that didn’t keep him from worrying. It didn’t keep him from getting scared every time she was in any form of danger. And now, as he watched her dry her hair now that they were away from all the bullshit outside… he realized that he was being an idiot about a lot of things.
“Zuki.” Daisuke said simply before reaching into his pocket and pulling out the ring that he had been carrying around all vacation. They were going to get married, they loved each other, why was he scared to pull the trigger on anything? Was it because he knew the situation back home was going to be against them? Maybe. But after facing this most recent danger with her, he realized that time was precious and he didn’t want to waste it anymore. “The other day when all the guys went shopping it’s because they went with me to the jeweler. I know I keep saying that after all this goes away I want to give you a real wedding and I know we’re going to get married on paper before but…. I wanted to find you a ring that reminded me of you, I wanted you to have something as a promise for more, for us. I know things are fucking stupid right now but I love you, and I’m going to get out of this bullshit and take you with me.”
Daisuke got down on one knee and opened the ring box, “I know we’re already engaged but you deserve a real proposal.” He beamed up at her as lightning struck outside, lighting up her face for a brief moment as he stared up at her. “I love you, I have for a long time but I was scared what it meant for us. I didn’t know how we could ever make things work or if you would even be interested in a guy like me. But I’m done being scared and focusing on what ifs, I’ve always been stupidly confident in other areas of life so I’m finally going to apply it to us. I love you Kazuki and that’s all that matters. I want to marry you, I want you to be my wife and I want it now. I want to marry you in this stupid hotel room during this insane storm and worry about legalities later. I just want you.”