Relief flooded Reveille as soon as the connection was broken, that painful strain of having thoughts pulled out of her head ending, even if the pain would linger a while yet. The headache never evaporated that quickly. She looked down at him as he all but collapsed.
He didn’t.
He shook, and he apologized, as tears fell to the floor. He seemed barely able to hold himself up, and Reveille wouldn’t deny the dark twist of satisfaction at seeing him this way. The truth broke him. ‘I want my whiskey.’ Because that bitter satisfaction wouldn’t hold long enough, and then she’d be back to facing the reality that she was destined to die here on this ship, because Kylo was serving Nyx.
Whiskey might at least let her find her anger again, and hold that to the end.
“Sorry doesn’t really help, does it?”
It wasn’t entirely meaningless. No, Reveille understood Kylo meant it, and she hated herself for feeling any ache. She wanted to hold to that satisfaction instead, but his apology was sincere. It killed some of that satisfaction. Not all, but…some. “Whiskey and pain pills will help, before I’m executed by Nyx now that you have your answers to your vision.”
She didn’t ask what it was, but somehow – she knew.
She had been important – and now that role was played.
~***~
“I can absolutely get some balloons, and some sparkling grape juice to make this a real party.” Karn offered, and Armitage stared at him. “What? Sparkling grape juice is legit, and I’m sorry you don’t know how to party sober, ‘Tage.”
Armitage just let out a long-suffering sigh. He didn’t know how to party anyways, but that was besides the point. He couldn’t imagine any party being enjoyable sober, let alone drunk. “Anyways,” he said, Millicent moving from behind him and going over to the droid, curiously.
They didn’t often come all the way out here.
So, of course, she had to sniff it.
“Debrief,” he directed, “What have we learned from the droid, and what was accomplished?”
He didn’t.
He shook, and he apologized, as tears fell to the floor. He seemed barely able to hold himself up, and Reveille wouldn’t deny the dark twist of satisfaction at seeing him this way. The truth broke him. ‘I want my whiskey.’ Because that bitter satisfaction wouldn’t hold long enough, and then she’d be back to facing the reality that she was destined to die here on this ship, because Kylo was serving Nyx.
Whiskey might at least let her find her anger again, and hold that to the end.
“Sorry doesn’t really help, does it?”
It wasn’t entirely meaningless. No, Reveille understood Kylo meant it, and she hated herself for feeling any ache. She wanted to hold to that satisfaction instead, but his apology was sincere. It killed some of that satisfaction. Not all, but…some. “Whiskey and pain pills will help, before I’m executed by Nyx now that you have your answers to your vision.”
She didn’t ask what it was, but somehow – she knew.
She had been important – and now that role was played.
~***~
“I can absolutely get some balloons, and some sparkling grape juice to make this a real party.” Karn offered, and Armitage stared at him. “What? Sparkling grape juice is legit, and I’m sorry you don’t know how to party sober, ‘Tage.”
Armitage just let out a long-suffering sigh. He didn’t know how to party anyways, but that was besides the point. He couldn’t imagine any party being enjoyable sober, let alone drunk. “Anyways,” he said, Millicent moving from behind him and going over to the droid, curiously.
They didn’t often come all the way out here.
So, of course, she had to sniff it.
“Debrief,” he directed, “What have we learned from the droid, and what was accomplished?”