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Princess Maia of Solstice
Sat upon the floor, her dress pooling around her, Maia gazed at the mirror before her. Dressed to perfection, thanks to the help of the frantic servants who had finally managed to drag her out of bed moments before. Her brother had left her with lingering words that haunted her mind, taking captive of her attention. Seconds later, the head maid rushed in and gasped at the sight of the Princess lying in bed. “Out of all days, Miss,” the sixty-five-year-old Mrs Howell had tutted her as her team came swarming in after her. They pulled the blinds open, allowing the sun to burst through the dark room and sprawl upon the sleeping girl’s face. “You can sleep in any other day, but you pick one of the most important days of your life? Honestly” Mrs Howell continued to scold the Princess like she was four again.
They had torn her up from bed, taken away her safe space, and begun to work their magic. Forced her out of her pyjamas and into this extravagant ball dress. Brushing her long, straight hair with no hesitation against the knots that formed as she slept at night. Placing makeup upon her face to enhance the redness of her plump lips and the pink of her cheeks. Moulding her into a Princess worthy enough for the love of another. The servants had come in like a rush of wind and just like that, were gone again. Dressed and presented with elegance, Maia had stood before the mirror and gazed at her reflection. It was at the moment, as her eyes met their reflection that she felt a weight drop upon her shoulders.
So, she sat on the ground.
Feeling the weight of her siblings, who had pleaded with her not to be weird and to make an effort for the festival. Feeling the weight of her parents who had spoken about her in private, remarking how she was nothing more than a jester on the board of chess pieces for their future. And the feeling of the weight of her Kingdom, who spent every waking moment planning on how they could avoid her unless they needed her. It was never any fun walking into the village and having a sea of people automatically run in the opposite direction; a shark swimming through a school of flounders. But Maia never wanted to be the shark. She wanted to be the flounder, scurrying off with the others. The weight caused her shoulders to slouch and her stomach to turn. Thimble hands reached up, grabbing a lock of hair, pulling it and twirling it around her finger. And when that didn’t seem to stop the weight upon her chest, she placed it into her mouth. Sucking and chewing on it softly; a sigh of relief escaped her as her eyes slowly closed. She could feel it all starting to float away. She was in her happy place.
“Princess! What are you doing?!”
Mrs Howell was back once more, ready to scold her even more so.
Maia’s eyes snapped open, giving herself whiplash as she turned to see the shocked head servant standing at her open door. “Get that out of your mouth!” demanded the older woman; without a moment of hesitation, Maia opened her mouth and allowed the strand of wet, chewed-on hair to fall back into place. No wonder she woke up with knots galore every morning. “And get up! You’re going to get your dress all dirty after we spent a week spot cleaning it after your last little adventures in it”
Maia silently arose from the floor as Mrs Howell hurried over to smack parts of the dress back down again. All the while, the head servant continued to mutter to herself about how the Princess was inconsiderate and childish. The weight continued to pile on once again. But what more was there to do? As her mother had always said, just smile. So, she did that. As Mrs Howell fixed her up once more, she stared at the mirror and smiled. As she was handed her rose to hold, she took it and smiled. Finally, as she left her room and made her way down to the gardens, she smiled. But once in the presence of so many other people, in their wonderful dresses and suits, that smile began to slowly fade. No, smile. Smile. Smile she kept telling herself. No matter how many times she told herself to do so, she just couldn’t.
So, instead of heading inwards and towards the crowd of royals, she hid from the eye of others. A detour to behind the tall hedges, she stood with her back against the lush greenery. “You can do this… you can do this…” she hushed to herself, allowing her eyes to close. “You can do this… you can do this…” Her fingers played with the wet strand of hair, twirling and lacing it. “It’s going to be so easy… You can do it, honestly…” Temptation was way too strong, and the lock of hair had somehow managed to find its way into her mouth once more. She could already feel her anxiety starting to float away, but for how long would it last?
They had torn her up from bed, taken away her safe space, and begun to work their magic. Forced her out of her pyjamas and into this extravagant ball dress. Brushing her long, straight hair with no hesitation against the knots that formed as she slept at night. Placing makeup upon her face to enhance the redness of her plump lips and the pink of her cheeks. Moulding her into a Princess worthy enough for the love of another. The servants had come in like a rush of wind and just like that, were gone again. Dressed and presented with elegance, Maia had stood before the mirror and gazed at her reflection. It was at the moment, as her eyes met their reflection that she felt a weight drop upon her shoulders.
So, she sat on the ground.
Feeling the weight of her siblings, who had pleaded with her not to be weird and to make an effort for the festival. Feeling the weight of her parents who had spoken about her in private, remarking how she was nothing more than a jester on the board of chess pieces for their future. And the feeling of the weight of her Kingdom, who spent every waking moment planning on how they could avoid her unless they needed her. It was never any fun walking into the village and having a sea of people automatically run in the opposite direction; a shark swimming through a school of flounders. But Maia never wanted to be the shark. She wanted to be the flounder, scurrying off with the others. The weight caused her shoulders to slouch and her stomach to turn. Thimble hands reached up, grabbing a lock of hair, pulling it and twirling it around her finger. And when that didn’t seem to stop the weight upon her chest, she placed it into her mouth. Sucking and chewing on it softly; a sigh of relief escaped her as her eyes slowly closed. She could feel it all starting to float away. She was in her happy place.
“Princess! What are you doing?!”
Mrs Howell was back once more, ready to scold her even more so.
Maia’s eyes snapped open, giving herself whiplash as she turned to see the shocked head servant standing at her open door. “Get that out of your mouth!” demanded the older woman; without a moment of hesitation, Maia opened her mouth and allowed the strand of wet, chewed-on hair to fall back into place. No wonder she woke up with knots galore every morning. “And get up! You’re going to get your dress all dirty after we spent a week spot cleaning it after your last little adventures in it”
Maia silently arose from the floor as Mrs Howell hurried over to smack parts of the dress back down again. All the while, the head servant continued to mutter to herself about how the Princess was inconsiderate and childish. The weight continued to pile on once again. But what more was there to do? As her mother had always said, just smile. So, she did that. As Mrs Howell fixed her up once more, she stared at the mirror and smiled. As she was handed her rose to hold, she took it and smiled. Finally, as she left her room and made her way down to the gardens, she smiled. But once in the presence of so many other people, in their wonderful dresses and suits, that smile began to slowly fade. No, smile. Smile. Smile she kept telling herself. No matter how many times she told herself to do so, she just couldn’t.
So, instead of heading inwards and towards the crowd of royals, she hid from the eye of others. A detour to behind the tall hedges, she stood with her back against the lush greenery. “You can do this… you can do this…” she hushed to herself, allowing her eyes to close. “You can do this… you can do this…” Her fingers played with the wet strand of hair, twirling and lacing it. “It’s going to be so easy… You can do it, honestly…” Temptation was way too strong, and the lock of hair had somehow managed to find its way into her mouth once more. She could already feel her anxiety starting to float away, but for how long would it last?
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