peachiepalette
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mood. -
despair.
dread.
melancholy.
untethered
chaos?
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โDevilish in my innocence.โ - Franz Kafka
Dread. It had been creeping, lurking, lying in wait for the Prince as soon as he had set foot out of the carriage and had entered the abyss that was the Festival of Fantasy. One might conclude him to be dramatic, but to him, this could very well be the end of everything good.
He'd trashed his chambers at home, in the palace of Phora, just the night before leaving for the festival. He'd done all the rioting and bargaining in the world to convince his father to let him stay home. There was even a lovely plan to pretend he had fallen gravely ill, but the king would hear none of that. He supposed it had been his first mistake to even suggest his little plan to the King, thinking that his father would possibly understand.
Fast forward to the night before the first event, up in his chambers provided for the Hell he had been forced into, Atticus paced. He circled, loomed, weaved nearly intricate patterns as the iris sat atop his pillow and he shot glaring glances in its direction as if it were the blasted flower's fault. Suck it up, buttercup. His brain tumbled with options. You might survive a fall from the window. Curiously, Atticus stopped his hurried stroll to peer out the window, hands pressed tightly on the sill, shoulders to cheeks as he peered over the edge. Actually, that would probably be an unpleasant fall, after all. It was times like this that his mind waged war on itself.
Surely, the war would wage on through a sleepless night.
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โNonono, you donโt understand-โ A gentle nudge in the right direction. โYou see, I donโt really want to bloom like that note said-โ Another nudge. One canโt be too pushy with a royal, but ushering them to their spot was not out of the question, especially when they were avoiding the gardens like the plague. They were waiting for him. He was no mental case, but he swore he could almost hear the whispers of the florals plotting out his untimely demise via a love match. Atticus dug his heels into the soil path underfoot.
One last plea.
"The truth is that I find you rather handsome and I would much enjoy staying here with you."
The silence that followed his words was deafening. Well, he hadn't been lying. The guard prodding him to his early grave was surely agreeable in looks, and that wasn't going to be ignored. However, the attempts to cause pity had failed. The Prince knew he was defeated. There were only a few options left and his time was slowly ticking.
This time, Atticus actually moved in the correct direction of the gardens, shrugging his shoulders, rolling the lean muscles under his skin casually as if nothing had happened. One could pretend, anyway. He was as prepared as he could get for such an event. Probably a bit underdressed than the other men that were sure to make an appearance and with his purposely disheveled hair, Atticus looked just... fine. Adequate enough, considering he had no intentions of doing anything more than perhaps flirting or causing a scene to eventually lead to his parting.
His flower was pinned to his vest, the petals crumpled and rather pathetic looking compared to when it had been given to him the night before. They were dreadful flowers, anyhow: irises. The Prince found them to be saddened and wilted even when they were perfectly healthy, one of the only flowers heโd come across that he would call truly ugly. Just pathetic little things. However, as he had been adjusting it onto his attire for the day, Atticus couldnโt help but feel maybe there was some resemblance between himself and the flower seemingly chosen for him and his match of the day. Pathetic, like him. Dreadful, like the prospect of love. HIs eyes had been half lidded until he had raised them to stare into the mirror back at the lean, dark-haired self who had the audacity to raise its gaze as if it actually belonged there. Belonged anywhere.
But aha! What a morose outlook! Atticus couldnโt let his thoughts get too darkened then, for it had only been the morning before the first event.
And now, he was here, standing in front of his siblings before the gardens, his eyes shifting over Adelaide, Alera, Alistair. Their fun little family. And not so much to his surprise, they were only missing his twin, though Anastacius was sure to be late. It was like clockwork that Atticus fixed his eyes on the oldest, regarding Alera with a nod. The words had not even been spoken outright before he practically heard something along the lines of โDonโt you dare make a scene,โ or some other threat. Trust that she didnโt have to say anything for him to know what she would prefer. Butโฆ whether or not Alera said anything to try to keep them in line, things were sure to go amiss.
Offering a lopsided, knowing smile, he linked his arm in Adelaide's, sure to be punched the second that he touched her. "Are you all as excited as I am for our first event?" Light sarcasm dripped in his voice at his question, nothing more than a tone in his voice that was quick in passing. However, if his siblings knew him at all and paid the slightest bit of attention, they would know that Atticus of Phora didn't seek love, nor chase it.
Almost as soon as he had arrived, Atticus was strolling away from his siblings, contemplation heavy in his head. How could he escape? Scaling the gardens walls seemed like a poor idea- Back to the flowerโฆ hadn't he read somewhere once that irises symbolized death in a culture? And what else had he read? The Prince wasn't but ten feet from him when he snapped his fingers in a loud 'click.'
Aah!โ Irises could make one sick if consumed! Well, that settled it!
Without a second thought, the dark haired nuisance of a Prince plucked the flower from his clothing and held it between nimble thumb and pointer finger. Removing the pin that made it less edible, Atticus surveyed his new route to freedom. He'd eat the damn flower and it would make him sick, perhaps he'd down a drink or two on top of it. No one wants a retching fool at an event meant for love. And! The book hadn't said he'd be gravely ill. And destroying the evidence of having a flower at all would be the icing on the cake.
3, 2, 1...
His teeth clamped down. The thing was rubbery, he almost had to question if the flowers were all fake and he was chewing a substance that might kill him entirely. But no, the King would never skimp out on extravagant measures; yes, fake flowers were out of the question. So, he chewed. Or tried to, at least.
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"I looked at the dawn with tears
for the inevitable sadness of all beauty"
- Atticus, the Poet
Prince Atticus of Phora
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