LONELYRAIN
not so lonely
"Melancholia" Music Box [second half of post]
Haru cleared his throat, hoping that would ease the embarrassment suddenly laying siege to his heart, once more reduced to a mute observer as he couldn't look at Mitsuko directly, for she was shining annoyingly again before his eyes. Nonetheless, a smile did wiggle its way upon his face as she had protested, saying that they were ganging up on her. An astute observation of course, but perhaps the Seer didn't want Mitsuko to reject the gift that his mother had lovingly crafted for her; or for more selfish reasons, he wanted to see how she looked like in the kimono. Not that he would ever verbalize such a desire out loud! Certainly not! Crimson eyes lowered to the floorboards as the cheerful chatter between both his mother and Mitsuko proceeded, struggling to push down as much of these unruly emotions within himself till he could no longer feel the pull-
"Huh?" Haru's head jerked up at the sound of his name, having reduced the sound of the conversation to mere background noise as his eyes fixated upon the sight of Honomi assisting Mitsuko with wrapping the kimono back up, only for the next flow of conversation to turn to Sorai and fishing. Fishing... huh? The expression upon the man's face was blank for a few seconds, only for a faint smile to cross his face. How many years had it been since he last fished with his brother? It felt like too long for him to count, perhaps it would be nice indeed to do such a thing again... granted he doubted he would be doing much fishing himself as his body had deteriorated too much, but having some peace and quiet from the turmoil within his mind would be... nice.
"If I don't, I know Sorai will pester me until I give in." Haru chuckled as he placed down the cup of tea before him, "I'll go, if only to make sure he doesn't act like a fool." After all, knowing his brother, the man would cling to Haru and pester him as much as possible, far be it from he to deny his younger brother anyways, and with the two weeks that Haru had spent avoiding everyone, it wasn't as if he would be able to sneak away without Sorai to charge after him and make him stay. He was tired of running off anyways.
It wouldn't be too long until Sorai's familiar shape would come looming in the doorway, with a makeshift set of fishing poles in hand for both himself and Mitsuko and an empty bag to hold whatever fish that they would happen across; a big, goofy grin upon his cheerful face as he would start his usual greeting, only for it to die in his chest and immediately launch himself at Haru, crushing the poor man within a muscular embrace and blubbering over how worried he was over his brother; where had he been, why hadn't he eaten, and why did he seem to shrink - though that last question was met with a light knock to the head by Haru out of stung pride. The flurry of activity once more had brought life to the previously empty home, and with it Sorai leading the way on their expedition to the river, beginning to turn his attention to Mitsuko then to chatter incessantly, the air being cheerful between the three youths as Haru gazed contentedly at the sight of Sorai and Mitsuko, trailing behind them in his usual uneven steps.
The thought of, I can get used to this. Had crossed the Seer's mind as he hurried his steps to catch up, speaking a playful complaint about being mindful of one's elders and spotting the flustered, apologetic expression upon Sorai's face in turn had made Haru break out into a broad grin as bright laughter finally managed to peek through the self-imposed gloom that had assaulted him earlier.
Yes, he really could get used to this happiness. This bliss.
He never wanted this end.
On creaking joints and and aching knees, Honomi had retreated into her room, shifting about within the confines of her room as she soon snagged fabric, thick and dark crimson in color, lips pursing as she gazed at her handiwork so far. It was halfway done, barely half the length of what would be an appropriate scarf but durable enough; or so she had hoped if her boy set out to wander again. Trembling fingers then searched for her needle and thread, a pleasant tune leaving her lips as she sought to spend the next few hours awaiting for her little endearing children to return to her. Little did she know, instead as the sun was bleeding by in the bright skies above, that instead a demon was to come to darken the woman's abode.
There was a knock. Knock. Knock. The sound made Honomi's head snap up, eyebrows furrowing as trembling hands lowered the scarf to the floor. Was it one of the other slaves? Surely her wayward children hadn't come back to her yet, it seemed far too early and it wasn't as if they typically would knock-
Knock. Knock.
The knocking echoed again, a chill running down her spine as she called out, "I'm coming!" Perhaps it was a fellow slave after all, did someone get injured by another overseer? Her fingers released the hold upon the scarf within her grasp, bones aching and creaking as a huff of breath left her lips, only for her to freeze as she heard the sound of something dragging; clicking.
Clack. Clack. Was that the sound of a sword? Clack. Clack. The footsteps now was approaching her shoji door, the woman freezing as she felt her blood run cold. Something wasn't right, something felt so very, very wrong. Brown eyes settled upon the sliding paper screen, a dark shadow coming into view as silence lay heavy within the atmosphere, she dared not breathe as the shadow seemed incomprehensible at first to her gaze, barely humanoid as the figure raised a hand and slowly the shoji door slid open revealing the demon laying on the other side, the pale face set underneath a mockery of a wedding veil, clad in a wedding shiromuku, as pristine white as the first winter snows, and yet the face that gazed back at her was one that Honomi thought she wouldn't see again.
"Hello, mother dearest." The soft voice of the ghost cooed, her steps light as Honomi took a step back in response, jaw clenching as Mai-Jing's red painted lips curved in a wide, bright smile, "I was hoping that I would find Haru here with you, did you see him?" Honomi's eyes flickered to the katana at the ready within the demon's pale hands, the chills going through her body betraying her to the unnatural situation. The former empress was dead, this she knew well enough, so why..? Was this a foul spirit? Her lips pressed in a tight line as she lifted her head stubbornly, schooling facial muscles into apathy, "I know not what you're talking about. You spirited him away three years ago, and I've not seen him since - though, I am surprised to see you alive and well. However, I don't remember giving you permission to call me 'mother', demon."
The demon cocked her head to one side, veil swaying in the movement as her smile twitched, "..My death was greatly exaggerated." The dark doll eyes that peered ominously behind the veil as her fingers curled tighter around the sheathed blade at her side, "I thought I was being polite, considering you are the mother to my beloved... but very well, I'll drop the formalities considering you seem quite determined to lie to me." It was a flurry of movement, one that Honomi could not track as the demon moved, cold hand wrapping around the startled priestess's neck and driving her head into the wall behind her, the smell of death mixed in jasmine filling her nose, pain flaring from the back of the woman's head as Honomi struggled to bring in breath to her lungs. The demon leaned closer, the lovely face breaking the facade of kindness as a demented expression crossed her face, "One thing I hate more than anything are liars, Honomi."
Her fingers clenched tighter, a choked sound leaving Honomi's lips as Mai-Jing cooed, "I smell him on you, his scent is everywhere. Now, I will ask you again. Where. Is. Haru?" Honomi's throat strained for air as her trembling fingers clenched into tight fists, tears springing to life in the depths of her brown eyes as the eerie lifeless doll gazed back into her own. What kind of mother would ever betray her child? She had failed once, she would not fail him again, never would she surrender him to another monster, especially not this wicked creature.
"...I.. don't... know." She spat out, defiance in the fragmented sentence causing the doll's demented expression to twist in further rage, "You filthy bitch." Honomi's body slammed against the wall once more, her head colliding harshly as the wood splintered under the blow, her vision blackening for a second as she could see stars, the demon before her seething, "Well, if you're going to be so stubborn, I guess I'll just have to dispose of you. There's no need in keeping around pawns who won't do as they're told, right?!" The sound of the sheath sliding away and hitting the floor in a solid clang could be heard, and then pain.
The blade sunk in deep to Honomi's stomach, a choked cry leaving the woman's lips as Mai-Jing continued to push, push further deeper until the blade protruded out the other side of the woman's skewered stomach, blood swelling from the entry wound as Mai-Jing cooed, "Did you know... refusing to assist the imperial family can be punished by way of seppuku." The blade twisted, Mai-Jing's hand guiding the katana to turn slowly in the pierced abdomen of the struggling woman as tears of agony sprung to life and trickled down her cheeks, "A-augh!"
"Shh... shh, none of that. I'm honoring you now, dearest Honomi. At least, your sins will be washed away with this one brave act. You should be proud!" The blade slowly slid backward, no longer puncturing through the woman's back as Honomi's trembling hands struggled to push away the demon, however her grip upon Honomi's neck was far too strong, nor did the flesh yield like that of a normal human's, instead was hard like clay. "Fear not, you won't die alone! I'm here with you! In fact, both of us can wait together until Haru comes back! Isn't that wonderful!?" Honomi's vision was blurring as the monster grinned brightly at her, warmth in the twisted face of the younger woman, "That is... if you don't bleed out first!"
"A-auaah!" The cry of agony ripped free from her lips as the blade fully twisted, then ripped diagonally through the woman's abdomen, a spray of blood and innards revealed in the vicious movement as Mai-Jing's hand left the woman's neck, the gentle soul known as Honomi crumpling against the wall Mai-Jing had pinned her to, chest heaving in quickened weak breaths as tears were streaming down her face. She could feel her blood seeping out, it hurt... it hurt...
Mai-Jing crouched down before her, "Hahah! How pretty... I wonder if Haru's insides will look the same?"
No... I can't...
Haru...
The brown eyes of the woman could only stare at the demon watching her with pleasure in her gaze, vision blurring with the weight of tears and slowly darkening.
Run... Haru... r...u...
Haru cleared his throat, hoping that would ease the embarrassment suddenly laying siege to his heart, once more reduced to a mute observer as he couldn't look at Mitsuko directly, for she was shining annoyingly again before his eyes. Nonetheless, a smile did wiggle its way upon his face as she had protested, saying that they were ganging up on her. An astute observation of course, but perhaps the Seer didn't want Mitsuko to reject the gift that his mother had lovingly crafted for her; or for more selfish reasons, he wanted to see how she looked like in the kimono. Not that he would ever verbalize such a desire out loud! Certainly not! Crimson eyes lowered to the floorboards as the cheerful chatter between both his mother and Mitsuko proceeded, struggling to push down as much of these unruly emotions within himself till he could no longer feel the pull-
"Huh?" Haru's head jerked up at the sound of his name, having reduced the sound of the conversation to mere background noise as his eyes fixated upon the sight of Honomi assisting Mitsuko with wrapping the kimono back up, only for the next flow of conversation to turn to Sorai and fishing. Fishing... huh? The expression upon the man's face was blank for a few seconds, only for a faint smile to cross his face. How many years had it been since he last fished with his brother? It felt like too long for him to count, perhaps it would be nice indeed to do such a thing again... granted he doubted he would be doing much fishing himself as his body had deteriorated too much, but having some peace and quiet from the turmoil within his mind would be... nice.
"If I don't, I know Sorai will pester me until I give in." Haru chuckled as he placed down the cup of tea before him, "I'll go, if only to make sure he doesn't act like a fool." After all, knowing his brother, the man would cling to Haru and pester him as much as possible, far be it from he to deny his younger brother anyways, and with the two weeks that Haru had spent avoiding everyone, it wasn't as if he would be able to sneak away without Sorai to charge after him and make him stay. He was tired of running off anyways.
It wouldn't be too long until Sorai's familiar shape would come looming in the doorway, with a makeshift set of fishing poles in hand for both himself and Mitsuko and an empty bag to hold whatever fish that they would happen across; a big, goofy grin upon his cheerful face as he would start his usual greeting, only for it to die in his chest and immediately launch himself at Haru, crushing the poor man within a muscular embrace and blubbering over how worried he was over his brother; where had he been, why hadn't he eaten, and why did he seem to shrink - though that last question was met with a light knock to the head by Haru out of stung pride. The flurry of activity once more had brought life to the previously empty home, and with it Sorai leading the way on their expedition to the river, beginning to turn his attention to Mitsuko then to chatter incessantly, the air being cheerful between the three youths as Haru gazed contentedly at the sight of Sorai and Mitsuko, trailing behind them in his usual uneven steps.
The thought of, I can get used to this. Had crossed the Seer's mind as he hurried his steps to catch up, speaking a playful complaint about being mindful of one's elders and spotting the flustered, apologetic expression upon Sorai's face in turn had made Haru break out into a broad grin as bright laughter finally managed to peek through the self-imposed gloom that had assaulted him earlier.
Yes, he really could get used to this happiness. This bliss.
He never wanted this end.
...
Honomi's shape lingered near the entrance of her home as she watched with gentle eyes the sight of her two boys along with her adopted daughter, until they became little specks and altogether vanished from her sight. It was a sobering sight, one which would be released in a quiet sigh as she turned her back and retreated within her abode, a soft hum leaving her lips as she set about gathering the remnants of the breakfast that they had partaken before, brown eyes turning toward the bundle of white which had been left behind, Well now, I can finish Haru's gift. After all, not only would she give a gift to Mitsuko, she wanted to give her eldest boy a gift as well for that nagging feeling of her boy drifting away from her fingers would not leave. At the very least, if he were to depart, she desired for him to bring a reminder of home with him as well.On creaking joints and and aching knees, Honomi had retreated into her room, shifting about within the confines of her room as she soon snagged fabric, thick and dark crimson in color, lips pursing as she gazed at her handiwork so far. It was halfway done, barely half the length of what would be an appropriate scarf but durable enough; or so she had hoped if her boy set out to wander again. Trembling fingers then searched for her needle and thread, a pleasant tune leaving her lips as she sought to spend the next few hours awaiting for her little endearing children to return to her. Little did she know, instead as the sun was bleeding by in the bright skies above, that instead a demon was to come to darken the woman's abode.
There was a knock. Knock. Knock. The sound made Honomi's head snap up, eyebrows furrowing as trembling hands lowered the scarf to the floor. Was it one of the other slaves? Surely her wayward children hadn't come back to her yet, it seemed far too early and it wasn't as if they typically would knock-
Knock. Knock.
The knocking echoed again, a chill running down her spine as she called out, "I'm coming!" Perhaps it was a fellow slave after all, did someone get injured by another overseer? Her fingers released the hold upon the scarf within her grasp, bones aching and creaking as a huff of breath left her lips, only for her to freeze as she heard the sound of something dragging; clicking.
Clack. Clack. Was that the sound of a sword? Clack. Clack. The footsteps now was approaching her shoji door, the woman freezing as she felt her blood run cold. Something wasn't right, something felt so very, very wrong. Brown eyes settled upon the sliding paper screen, a dark shadow coming into view as silence lay heavy within the atmosphere, she dared not breathe as the shadow seemed incomprehensible at first to her gaze, barely humanoid as the figure raised a hand and slowly the shoji door slid open revealing the demon laying on the other side, the pale face set underneath a mockery of a wedding veil, clad in a wedding shiromuku, as pristine white as the first winter snows, and yet the face that gazed back at her was one that Honomi thought she wouldn't see again.
"Hello, mother dearest." The soft voice of the ghost cooed, her steps light as Honomi took a step back in response, jaw clenching as Mai-Jing's red painted lips curved in a wide, bright smile, "I was hoping that I would find Haru here with you, did you see him?" Honomi's eyes flickered to the katana at the ready within the demon's pale hands, the chills going through her body betraying her to the unnatural situation. The former empress was dead, this she knew well enough, so why..? Was this a foul spirit? Her lips pressed in a tight line as she lifted her head stubbornly, schooling facial muscles into apathy, "I know not what you're talking about. You spirited him away three years ago, and I've not seen him since - though, I am surprised to see you alive and well. However, I don't remember giving you permission to call me 'mother', demon."
The demon cocked her head to one side, veil swaying in the movement as her smile twitched, "..My death was greatly exaggerated." The dark doll eyes that peered ominously behind the veil as her fingers curled tighter around the sheathed blade at her side, "I thought I was being polite, considering you are the mother to my beloved... but very well, I'll drop the formalities considering you seem quite determined to lie to me." It was a flurry of movement, one that Honomi could not track as the demon moved, cold hand wrapping around the startled priestess's neck and driving her head into the wall behind her, the smell of death mixed in jasmine filling her nose, pain flaring from the back of the woman's head as Honomi struggled to bring in breath to her lungs. The demon leaned closer, the lovely face breaking the facade of kindness as a demented expression crossed her face, "One thing I hate more than anything are liars, Honomi."
Her fingers clenched tighter, a choked sound leaving Honomi's lips as Mai-Jing cooed, "I smell him on you, his scent is everywhere. Now, I will ask you again. Where. Is. Haru?" Honomi's throat strained for air as her trembling fingers clenched into tight fists, tears springing to life in the depths of her brown eyes as the eerie lifeless doll gazed back into her own. What kind of mother would ever betray her child? She had failed once, she would not fail him again, never would she surrender him to another monster, especially not this wicked creature.
"...I.. don't... know." She spat out, defiance in the fragmented sentence causing the doll's demented expression to twist in further rage, "You filthy bitch." Honomi's body slammed against the wall once more, her head colliding harshly as the wood splintered under the blow, her vision blackening for a second as she could see stars, the demon before her seething, "Well, if you're going to be so stubborn, I guess I'll just have to dispose of you. There's no need in keeping around pawns who won't do as they're told, right?!" The sound of the sheath sliding away and hitting the floor in a solid clang could be heard, and then pain.
The blade sunk in deep to Honomi's stomach, a choked cry leaving the woman's lips as Mai-Jing continued to push, push further deeper until the blade protruded out the other side of the woman's skewered stomach, blood swelling from the entry wound as Mai-Jing cooed, "Did you know... refusing to assist the imperial family can be punished by way of seppuku." The blade twisted, Mai-Jing's hand guiding the katana to turn slowly in the pierced abdomen of the struggling woman as tears of agony sprung to life and trickled down her cheeks, "A-augh!"
"Shh... shh, none of that. I'm honoring you now, dearest Honomi. At least, your sins will be washed away with this one brave act. You should be proud!" The blade slowly slid backward, no longer puncturing through the woman's back as Honomi's trembling hands struggled to push away the demon, however her grip upon Honomi's neck was far too strong, nor did the flesh yield like that of a normal human's, instead was hard like clay. "Fear not, you won't die alone! I'm here with you! In fact, both of us can wait together until Haru comes back! Isn't that wonderful!?" Honomi's vision was blurring as the monster grinned brightly at her, warmth in the twisted face of the younger woman, "That is... if you don't bleed out first!"
"A-auaah!" The cry of agony ripped free from her lips as the blade fully twisted, then ripped diagonally through the woman's abdomen, a spray of blood and innards revealed in the vicious movement as Mai-Jing's hand left the woman's neck, the gentle soul known as Honomi crumpling against the wall Mai-Jing had pinned her to, chest heaving in quickened weak breaths as tears were streaming down her face. She could feel her blood seeping out, it hurt... it hurt...
Mai-Jing crouched down before her, "Hahah! How pretty... I wonder if Haru's insides will look the same?"
No... I can't...
Haru...
The brown eyes of the woman could only stare at the demon watching her with pleasure in her gaze, vision blurring with the weight of tears and slowly darkening.
Run... Haru... r...u...