Gus Gungus
One Thousand Club
Ruby politely waited until Qrow was done speaking.
"....I'm...I'm glad she had him."
She didn't really want to delve any further than that. Lest she get upset right here and now.
Once more she waited for him to finish speaking.
"None taken. I told the other Yang the same thing I'm gonna tell you. I'm not a good person. If I were to become one....It'd take a lot of work." Ruby exhaled and leaned back in her seat. "...For the longest time I thought Ozpin was the one who'd do that. That I was going to be on the right side of things. Sure, people would get in our way but I'd only hurt them if they tried hurting me first. I don't LIKE killing people. That's probably a hard sell but...." Ruby picked up her glass and took another hearty sip. "I'd even made it a point to only injure the guards who'd been assigned to watch me. Even after they said some rather nasty things about my whistling."
She shook her head from side to side.
"But that's not the answer to your question. The other world Yang has been nothing but nice to me. She even promised we'd talk even when I was locked up in jail. Trying to keep to that promise was one of the things keeping me going during my stint in jail. Believing that Ozpin would eventually rescue me was the other. But she never mentioned the people I've hurt....or the lives I've taken. I imagine she probably didn't want to associate such things with a face like this." She waved a hand in front of her face John Cena style. "...I imagine Weiss will probably have me pay in some way for what I've done. I'm not a total idiot. She's been kind to me but the underlying fear is still there. That she could easily kill me or have me put in a sling and carted off to who knows where if I displease her. But...maybe it's just the other Yang and me rubbing off but...If I have to do time to repent....then I'll do it once this is all over."
She finished off her drink.
"I....I'm still trying to come to terms with Weiss and Maria and Yang telling me about the man Ozpin really is. You saw me at Salem's office. I got tossed in there like a wild animal. He was the only figure I could look up to. The only one that paid me any mind that wasn't simply scorn or disgust or...simple willful apathy. Growing up I was a total brat to get what I wanted. Being the boss's daughter didn't mean a damn thing other than people knew my name if I messed up. I needed to feel as if I had power over my life. That I wasn't going to just be the Bandit's daughter and nothing more. That I could be who I wanted to be and assert my authority over someone else. I wanted to be noticed so I took it out on the only person I could..." Ruby let the clear implication of who that was sit in the air for a bit. "I made her do whatever I wanted. If she didn't like it? I'd get her in trouble and they'd always take my word over hers. She was the outcast. The burden to us. I helped keep it that way." She looked over to her stump. "....I've been telling myself lately that saving us from the Beowulf was my only kind act towards her....but the more and more I think about it, I think I just didn't want to lose the only person who listened to ME."
"So, I helped make my Yang what she is. ...To a certain point anyway. Ozpin's....modified her a bit."
Ruby pushed her empty glass away and propped her elbow on the table.
"The way I see it, I have three options. I could have taken up the other Yang's offer and been either gunned down or captured by the Resistance. I could go back to Ozpin and stay in servitude thinking I'm worth more than I really am. I doubt Weiss would let me do that. She'd kill me before I could even leave Atlas's grounds. Or.....I can try to do better and when the time comes that I need to pay for my....crimes. I'll take it, whatever it may be. If in the meantime it means doing what Weiss asks of me and trying to be less of the Red Masque and more....Ruby Rose....then I'll do it."
Her voice broke as she added on.
"....I'd just want a warmer cell."
"So it was you."
*SHATTER*
Barely a second after the last utterance left Ruby's mouth, a wave of... something swept outward from Qrow's aura in a pulse. It was difficult to say precisely what. He didn't move; hadn't in some time. Not even to raise his drink to his lips. Not even to tame his bangs when they fell low over his forehead and obscured his eyes, a natural consequence of his gaze lowering so he wasn't looking at Ruby anymore. He didn't want to. He couldn't.
But even though he didn't move, and even though the bizarre miasma he emitted wouldn't even have been detectable had she not been sitting directly opposite her parallel world father in a neutral setting, the influence it exerted over their immediate surroundings was something to behold. By the bar, an entire shelf containing a row of freshly polished glasses collapsed off its hinges without provocation, shattering every single one of them as the hapless bartender looked on with a frown no deeper than the one he typically wore. At the table in the corner, the house of cards the flamboyant clown had been building suddenly collapsed in spite of its perfect construction, prompting a bemused blink and a thoughtful hum as he slowly looked over at the only other table in the room. One of the former Masque's chair legs snapped, seemingly of its own accord, but knowledge of her father's semblance and what it could do when he really unleashed it helped Ruby to know better.
Qrow still didn't look up at her. It wasn't until the bartender had retrieved a dustpan and started sweeping up the damage did the huntsman finally move again, and only for the slow, deliberate action of raising the glass he held to his mouth for a sip. His voice was eerily quiet, its gravelly edge sanded down to almost nothingness, like an alcoholic in recovery trying to maintain a state of zen lest something unfortunate happen.
"From the second I started hearing all the little pieces of this crappy story... I got a bug in my brain. Knew something was off, just couldn't exactly put a finger on what. But whatever that something was... it gnawed at me. See, it's Yang. She's... a stubborn chick. It's a part of her buried all the way in her soul. She doesn't let people beat her. If the world treats her like garbage, then screw the world—She keeps going. That's who she is."
Despite his severity of tone, he couldn't really keep the note of admiration out of his voice, either. Didn't really wanna, for that matter. But he remembered himself, huffed, and swirled the ice around his glass in thought for a brief second before he went on.
"It ain't easy, being the camp runt. The one all the others think is soft; That's something I can attest to personally. I'm sure it definitely didn't help. But that being what broke her down in the end? Nah. Doesn't track. If you knew a version of her worth knowing as well as I do, then you'd know exactly what I'm talking about. It doesn't add up to the lady I saw in Mistral, the Yang who split one of those Beacon kids in half in front of his friends for kicks. This isn't our world; its problems ain't our problems. Ever since I got here, I've been trying real hard not to think too much about what coulda made the people in this crapsack dimension the way they are. Done a pretty damn good job of it, too. But that... that I just couldn't shake loose. Now, I finally get it. The tribe didn't make her that way."
His jaw stiffened, and he looked up, at last deigning to lock eyes with Ruby once more.
"You did."
It was not a friendly stare.
"She looks up to you, y'know. Or did, once. Weird as it might seem for you to think about, the Yang I know idolizes Ruby Rose every bit as much as her little sister idolizes her. It's a two-way deal. They make each other better. Neither of them would be the person they are without the other. So tell me this: how long'd it take for her to stop being nice to you? She let you have your way, did every little thing you asked, and you think that was fear? You honestly think any version of Yang Xiao Long would be scared of some violent midget in a hood with a chip on her shoulder? I don't buy it. I bet she was reaching out to you. She probably wanted to help you, and you ruined her life. Didn't you? Now you're gonna sit there and tell me Ozpin's the only one you ever could've looked up to? SERIOUSLY? Like you never had any other options? Like you didn't make her entire existence a living hell until she was just as much of a miserable lowlife as you are? You wanna know why you like our Yang so much more than yours, kid? Wondering what the reason is she's so much better? Take a good, long look in the mirror. You're it."
He knocked back the last of his whiskey and slammed the empty glass down on the table upside-down.
"Guess what, miss woe-is-me? I grew up in the same tribe you did. It's not that bad when there's someone there to help you through it. You could've had that too. But when she tried to pull you out, instead of letting her you grabbed her by the ankles and dragged her down with you. And now here you are, talking about repentance and a cozy cell, right after Oz already fitted the monster YOU made with one of his own. The kind that doesn't come off so easily. Little late for that, dontcha think?"
He stood up sharply, slipping his hands inside his pockets and tossing a scatter of lien onto the table in front of Ruby so she could cover the tab. His brow was ridged, his frown firm, really not a whole lot between the man standing before her and the bandit chieftain she could recall from her childhood at all.
"'Preciate the intel. As a thank-you, you get one warning: stay away from my nieces. BOTH of 'em. You don't DESERVE to know them. If you're actually serious about this reformative spiel, you'll agree. Hope you find whatever it is you're looking for, but if I see you anywhere near my family again you're gonna have a much bigger problem on your hands than whatever Weiss has planned. Like I said. One warning."
That really was all he planned on giving her, and with one final, piercing stare he turned on his heel and stalked for the exit.
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