Amy Winters
In the end, it's simple. She'll do her part, others will do theirs. And maybe, if the orders are somewhat reasonable, some will get out of this alive. Stand in another line, in front of another barking officer. Again and again, until luck runs out. So do your job, Lieutenant. I'll follow your orders, foolish as they might turn out to be, because a bad plan is better than none. Order's better than chaos. Make it count. Out there, in the field. Not here, with fancy speeches and pointless blather. What he said - that the people out there deserve the best soldiers - counts for the officers as well. Not that Amy sees any need to remind him of that - either he know himself, or he won't listen anyway.
What follows - the exercises - is her kind of thing. In that weird way that few actually understand. Can't dedicate your life to a single purpose without finding a way to cope with the hardships along the way. To be a little better every day. To endure what might've broken her years ago. To go on, and on and on, one round after the other. Focused only on herself, most of the time. Let the others fight their own fights. Out there, it's a team effort; here, it's mostly her own breath, her voice, and an officer who might be too proud of himself - time will tell. Flabby my ass. Bark all you want, it ain't gonna make you a hunting hound. That's me. I survived the knights. I survived the mages. I'll sure as hell survive a few more laps. She doesn't count. There's no point. It's about still being at it when it ends. About toughing it out. Like everything here. Nobody counts the won and lost battles. It's about what's left when the dust finally settles. "Humanity!"
When the end comes, Amy Winters grins. Not a happy, joyful grin, more like a grim, determined warning for everything that'll ever be in her way. In Steel Rain's way. In Gloria's way. In the Warlords'... nope, not going there. Let others take responsibility for the larger picture. These few men here are plenty enough to have in mind, the last trip showed that much. She offers a fist bump to her fellow runners, a quiet, wordless recognition that they made it. A quiet promise in her mind that they'll make it through much more sinister challenges, too.
Before entering the APC, Amy knocks thrice against its protective plates - an old ritual of hers, as old as her first assignment. Within the vehicle, she finds her spot, leans back and quietly eyes those around her. Old faces. New faces. Funny how the engines still sound the same, after all this APC has been through, lately.
"Got it, Sir." All of it. That this man-turned-machine sure likes to hear his own voice. That he doesn't know shit about her. And that his idea of leadership is not to make a good first impression, and let others lick his boots. Good. Spit out all the insults you want, Lieutenant. I've seen the 'commandos' you're talking about, and I've laughed in their face. Pushed myself when others gave up. Doesn't take an artificial body or implants to be tough as steel - you'll notice. Not that any of this matters. Just words and show, meaningless in the end. Just like that Warlords crap. It's what they all say - these two, those before, and the ones that'll eventually follow. Go a few days back - there were different faces here, back then. Those were Warlords, too. Turns out that doing the impossible still gets people killed."Listen, Winters! You are going to be this air squadron's best friend or its worst enemy! You are gonna use those commando skills of yours to find us the enemy! Track them down! Root them out like the scum they are! You gonna help us set ambushes for the D-Bees while denying those bastards the ability to ambush us! Whether we are in the air or on the ground, you are now this squad's hunting hound, you got that? And my SAMAS squad's hound is gonna be one baaadaaass Alphaaa..." Ridge sneers doubtfully as he looks her from tip to toe, "...not some mangy bitch."
In the end, it's simple. She'll do her part, others will do theirs. And maybe, if the orders are somewhat reasonable, some will get out of this alive. Stand in another line, in front of another barking officer. Again and again, until luck runs out. So do your job, Lieutenant. I'll follow your orders, foolish as they might turn out to be, because a bad plan is better than none. Order's better than chaos. Make it count. Out there, in the field. Not here, with fancy speeches and pointless blather. What he said - that the people out there deserve the best soldiers - counts for the officers as well. Not that Amy sees any need to remind him of that - either he know himself, or he won't listen anyway.
What follows - the exercises - is her kind of thing. In that weird way that few actually understand. Can't dedicate your life to a single purpose without finding a way to cope with the hardships along the way. To be a little better every day. To endure what might've broken her years ago. To go on, and on and on, one round after the other. Focused only on herself, most of the time. Let the others fight their own fights. Out there, it's a team effort; here, it's mostly her own breath, her voice, and an officer who might be too proud of himself - time will tell. Flabby my ass. Bark all you want, it ain't gonna make you a hunting hound. That's me. I survived the knights. I survived the mages. I'll sure as hell survive a few more laps. She doesn't count. There's no point. It's about still being at it when it ends. About toughing it out. Like everything here. Nobody counts the won and lost battles. It's about what's left when the dust finally settles. "Humanity!"
When the end comes, Amy Winters grins. Not a happy, joyful grin, more like a grim, determined warning for everything that'll ever be in her way. In Steel Rain's way. In Gloria's way. In the Warlords'... nope, not going there. Let others take responsibility for the larger picture. These few men here are plenty enough to have in mind, the last trip showed that much. She offers a fist bump to her fellow runners, a quiet, wordless recognition that they made it. A quiet promise in her mind that they'll make it through much more sinister challenges, too.
Before entering the APC, Amy knocks thrice against its protective plates - an old ritual of hers, as old as her first assignment. Within the vehicle, she finds her spot, leans back and quietly eyes those around her. Old faces. New faces. Funny how the engines still sound the same, after all this APC has been through, lately.
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