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stuck in a tree
Jackson could not be sure, but it felt a little bit as though his heart had tightened and dropped. He couldn't move his arms anymore. The room had turned cold. Mari was dead, and her lover's sudden distress confirmed it.
'It's not fair,' the man wanted to complain, despite the fact that his jaw was clamped shut. Out of everyone, why her? Why Mari? She wasn't like them - everyone here was strange, frightening, murderous, a ghoul... And she had just been normal. Now she wasn't anything at all, and something horrible inside Jackson made him wonder if this had anything to do with him. It had been months since that shaking meeting when he had grabbed her hand and begged her to leave, and months since any of them had seen her again. But could his panic really have taken him that far..?
The denial seemed to shake him back to life. His mouth started working again, and all the words he had not been able to say came out at once. "Oh - oh my G-God, Caleb, I... Shit, she - Mari - she..." This carried on for quite a while - a seemingly endless stream of gibberish which was impressive even for him, but eventually it all died down into a silence that ended with a quick, quiet, "I'm so sorry."
Caleb had been pushed enough already, and being reminded about Mari when the wounds of his grief were still raw was like adding insult to injury. So instead of carrying on, Jackson let the silence drag on for a long time, but not before he swiftly switched back over to the BBC and grabbed one of the sandwiches from his tray. The food wasn't bad, but he didn't really taste it anyway. It was just mindless chewing, mindless watching the rest of the stories that didn't matter pass on the screen.
It didn't look like there was anything interesting on at the moment, and when he looked to the side, he saw Caleb still playing with his arm. He didn't look happy, but Jackson supposed that was fair. He was far from happy himself. "Caleb. You okay?"
'It's not fair,' the man wanted to complain, despite the fact that his jaw was clamped shut. Out of everyone, why her? Why Mari? She wasn't like them - everyone here was strange, frightening, murderous, a ghoul... And she had just been normal. Now she wasn't anything at all, and something horrible inside Jackson made him wonder if this had anything to do with him. It had been months since that shaking meeting when he had grabbed her hand and begged her to leave, and months since any of them had seen her again. But could his panic really have taken him that far..?
The denial seemed to shake him back to life. His mouth started working again, and all the words he had not been able to say came out at once. "Oh - oh my G-God, Caleb, I... Shit, she - Mari - she..." This carried on for quite a while - a seemingly endless stream of gibberish which was impressive even for him, but eventually it all died down into a silence that ended with a quick, quiet, "I'm so sorry."
Caleb had been pushed enough already, and being reminded about Mari when the wounds of his grief were still raw was like adding insult to injury. So instead of carrying on, Jackson let the silence drag on for a long time, but not before he swiftly switched back over to the BBC and grabbed one of the sandwiches from his tray. The food wasn't bad, but he didn't really taste it anyway. It was just mindless chewing, mindless watching the rest of the stories that didn't matter pass on the screen.
It didn't look like there was anything interesting on at the moment, and when he looked to the side, he saw Caleb still playing with his arm. He didn't look happy, but Jackson supposed that was fair. He was far from happy himself. "Caleb. You okay?"