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stuck in a tree
If it had just been Dane talking at him from afar, Jackson would have carried on. He would have left everybody behind to go journeying through the city by himself, just a weak man with the clothes on his back and whatever hope he was still carrying in his pockets. He could have done it: left, found Adrian, rescued him and taken him back. But he did not, because his wheels suddenly froze and started turning the wrong way. Back he went, like he was rewinding his action, and then Diana's shadow loomed over his body.
The words were harsh. 'Suicide,' she had called his decision, and Jackson was not about to tell her that she was wrong. He was stuck now, but he had prepared himself to walk straight into the enemy's crosshairs if it meant it would help Adrian. Though now that seemed stupid. Weak, he thought as his head dropped, and he wished that his hair could still be long enough to obscure his eyes, because tears had blurred his vision.
He could not meet her eyes, but the man knew that Diana spoke the truth. It hurt, and a part of him still wanted to wrestle her away and carry on despite the warning, but he stayed still. Adrian did not need to be hurt any more.
"Okay," he croaked finally. "Okay, I know. I know, I get it." His throat barely produced enough force to make any sound at all, but it was enough. A hand went up to push his glasses back into their correct place, and then he was tugging his sleeves down. It wasn't the same as Adrian's nervous tic; it was a quick, sharp movement that said 'no, I don't need to bare my fists. I'm not going anywhere quickly.'
Then, in the distance and too quiet for Jackson's human ears to hear, there was the sound of a shout. Wheels crunching over gravel, just like before, and the clang of metal against metal. Several of the ghouls rose quickly to their feet to listen. Callum held his brother's hand and became still.
"Someone's nearby, you know," he announced, which started a little chain of agreement in the form of nods and repeated words.
Jackson swallowed and tried to listen. He heard nothing until a few ghouls gasped and jumped simultaneously at another inaudible noise. It could just be the sounds of the city, not even the CCG or anyone to do with the law, but it certainly seemed to shake everyone up.
"Let's go, come on," people began to prompt. "Someone's gonna see us if we don't move." "Who's going in the car?" Nobody would shut up about getting away from this place. They all wanted to leave and save their own skin, and by the sounds of it none of them had even been listening to the exchange between Jackson and Diana for long enough to even remember Adrian's name.
Nobody cared about finding Adrian. One of their own was in danger and nobody could so much as spare a moment for his memory, but even if someone would bother then it wasn't like they would be able to anyway. There was no time left, and Jackson... He couldn't. He couldn't go looking, it would just make things worse. Everything he ever did only made things worse.
As people began to swarm again, the man just folded forwards in his chair and buried his face in the palms of his hands, trying to forget that Diana was leaning over, her face just inches above his. "God, please," he wept out loud when his body began to shake with every breath. "I- ...I j-just want him to be okay, just for once in his fucking life I don't want Adrian to have to be alone."
***
For the longest time Adrian was forced to be alone in his panic, because the false silence carried on into the minutes. Outside the window, the swirls of white water lapping at the foot of the concrete island were becoming larger as the vehicle began the first leg of its descent. The sea foamed. Hundreds of white birds with evil hooked bills and cold, unmoving eyes roosted on the crest of the building, which appeared to jut out of the ground by several hundred feet. There were no boats in sight, nor any signs of human or ghoul life.
Eventually, the door to the pilot's cabin cracked open and a round face peered nervously outwards. A second later it slammed shut again, and there was suddenly more shouting from the same people as whoever had been speaking before. Wren's voice cut through a lot of the garbled speech, but he was quickly silenced again.
There was no sound for another minute. A line of gulls on the roof of the island building seemed to stare up at Adrian through the window. Then the door handle turned again, and associate special class Wren slipped noiselessly back out. He was no more hurt than he had been before he had gone in - just the same strangely bulky young man with a hole in his thigh as always.
Wren staggered back to his seat and clipped himself back in. "I came back," he said in an attempt to maintain the same calm tone as he had tried when he questioned the boy, though the way he kept staring longingly at the door betrayed his uncertainty. "I'm sorry, you told me to leave you alone. You look sad."
For a while Wren stared out of the window. He smiled at the gulls, and all of a sudden they decided that they would rather be exploring the oceans, so they all scrambled to get into the air and leave the building's top.
"Look." A finger tapped on the glass to point at the island. It was getting close now. "We're almost there, just a minute or two. Are you okay?"
The words were harsh. 'Suicide,' she had called his decision, and Jackson was not about to tell her that she was wrong. He was stuck now, but he had prepared himself to walk straight into the enemy's crosshairs if it meant it would help Adrian. Though now that seemed stupid. Weak, he thought as his head dropped, and he wished that his hair could still be long enough to obscure his eyes, because tears had blurred his vision.
He could not meet her eyes, but the man knew that Diana spoke the truth. It hurt, and a part of him still wanted to wrestle her away and carry on despite the warning, but he stayed still. Adrian did not need to be hurt any more.
"Okay," he croaked finally. "Okay, I know. I know, I get it." His throat barely produced enough force to make any sound at all, but it was enough. A hand went up to push his glasses back into their correct place, and then he was tugging his sleeves down. It wasn't the same as Adrian's nervous tic; it was a quick, sharp movement that said 'no, I don't need to bare my fists. I'm not going anywhere quickly.'
Then, in the distance and too quiet for Jackson's human ears to hear, there was the sound of a shout. Wheels crunching over gravel, just like before, and the clang of metal against metal. Several of the ghouls rose quickly to their feet to listen. Callum held his brother's hand and became still.
"Someone's nearby, you know," he announced, which started a little chain of agreement in the form of nods and repeated words.
Jackson swallowed and tried to listen. He heard nothing until a few ghouls gasped and jumped simultaneously at another inaudible noise. It could just be the sounds of the city, not even the CCG or anyone to do with the law, but it certainly seemed to shake everyone up.
"Let's go, come on," people began to prompt. "Someone's gonna see us if we don't move." "Who's going in the car?" Nobody would shut up about getting away from this place. They all wanted to leave and save their own skin, and by the sounds of it none of them had even been listening to the exchange between Jackson and Diana for long enough to even remember Adrian's name.
Nobody cared about finding Adrian. One of their own was in danger and nobody could so much as spare a moment for his memory, but even if someone would bother then it wasn't like they would be able to anyway. There was no time left, and Jackson... He couldn't. He couldn't go looking, it would just make things worse. Everything he ever did only made things worse.
As people began to swarm again, the man just folded forwards in his chair and buried his face in the palms of his hands, trying to forget that Diana was leaning over, her face just inches above his. "God, please," he wept out loud when his body began to shake with every breath. "I- ...I j-just want him to be okay, just for once in his fucking life I don't want Adrian to have to be alone."
***
For the longest time Adrian was forced to be alone in his panic, because the false silence carried on into the minutes. Outside the window, the swirls of white water lapping at the foot of the concrete island were becoming larger as the vehicle began the first leg of its descent. The sea foamed. Hundreds of white birds with evil hooked bills and cold, unmoving eyes roosted on the crest of the building, which appeared to jut out of the ground by several hundred feet. There were no boats in sight, nor any signs of human or ghoul life.
Eventually, the door to the pilot's cabin cracked open and a round face peered nervously outwards. A second later it slammed shut again, and there was suddenly more shouting from the same people as whoever had been speaking before. Wren's voice cut through a lot of the garbled speech, but he was quickly silenced again.
There was no sound for another minute. A line of gulls on the roof of the island building seemed to stare up at Adrian through the window. Then the door handle turned again, and associate special class Wren slipped noiselessly back out. He was no more hurt than he had been before he had gone in - just the same strangely bulky young man with a hole in his thigh as always.
Wren staggered back to his seat and clipped himself back in. "I came back," he said in an attempt to maintain the same calm tone as he had tried when he questioned the boy, though the way he kept staring longingly at the door betrayed his uncertainty. "I'm sorry, you told me to leave you alone. You look sad."
For a while Wren stared out of the window. He smiled at the gulls, and all of a sudden they decided that they would rather be exploring the oceans, so they all scrambled to get into the air and leave the building's top.
"Look." A finger tapped on the glass to point at the island. It was getting close now. "We're almost there, just a minute or two. Are you okay?"
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