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Helya Goodbrother
Her tongue poked out of the corner of her mouth in concentration. Helya sat, legs curled up, in her sister’s chair, etching out her memory onto a scrap of paper. The image that was forming with every scratch of charcoal was a pleasant one: the Goodbrother sisters, happy, with Ros with an arm slung cheerfully around either sisters' shoulders.
She paused to examine her work so far critically. Her fingertips were smudged with black, and when she reached to brush a lock of blonde hair from her eyes, a single dark streak was left across her cheekbone. Helya didn't notice it.
For a long time, her proclivity for the arts had been a topic of scorn and a source of malicious jokes. It seemed that no matter how beautifully Helya could act, sing, draw, or paint, her talents were less impressive than those of a dog who knew to bring back a stick that was thrown for it. It wasn't surprising, not now. When she was a little girl, her dismissal had bothered her, but now that she had reached the wise age of seventeen, she understood the way of the world.
The way of their world.
With the familiar dull ache in the wrist of her dominant hand returning, Helya recognised it was time to pause her project, and delicately rolled up the picture to store beneath the desk. She rose, quickly, and stretched.
And immediately dropped down into her seat when the cabin began to spin.
With a shaky breath, she pressed her forehead to the cool desktop. Another breath, then a long, measured exhale. In her haste, she'd forgotten about that unfortunate occurrence-- sometimes, she felt as if she'd drunk twelve cups of wine, when she was completely sober. That was the best metaphor she could find to describe the sensation, anyway. Mostly she put it down to her prematurity. She'd heard the stories so many times, of how she'd burst into the world sooner than anyone had anticipated, tiny and weak. In fact, they'd presumed her dead on arrival.
But she'd pulled through. She always did.
Helya's resilience was her one useful quality, she'd decided. There was never going to be anything else she could do. That was probably why she was still in Al's cabin, rather than out in the commotion at her sister's side. The runt of the litter, Helya was significantly smaller than her sisters. Pale, fragile, sickly.
Although she wasn't sick that day, which was a welcome surprise. So often, she was plagued with a cough that left her throat raw, or a headache that saw her dead to the world in a dark room, or her dizzy spells would confine her to the floor. So often, she feared it was finally time to succumb to her various unexplained weaknesses.
So often, she rose again, bright as ever.
Resilience was her one useful quality.
At the sound of the door, Helya gingerly lifted her head to regard the new arrival: Alwyn. She scrambled to pour the water.
"I look forward to it," she smiled.
As she watched Al sip the water, however, her smile faltered and she pursed her lips thoughtfully. Running through various scenarios in her mind. Finally, she settled for simplicity.
"Was it bad, Al?"
Gently.
"Are you alright?"
She wasn't referring to the raid anymore, and they both knew it.
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