Realistic or Modern Band RP.

[Nene_Chan18]

Nicole looked at her lap. "I'm sorry, Jim. I guess I'm ruining things again. Look, you don't have to worry about me. I'm not worth it. Please, just be happy. There's nothing left between Becca and I. The way she looked at me...You just don't understand. I made my bed and now I have to lie in it." She hugged herself tight, fighting back more tears.

 

[RockNRollAllNite82]

Jim sighed running his hands through his hair. He expected Becca there at any moment. He looked to Henry. "Hen... Can you please chime in? This is all too much for me.." He said taking a couple of deep breaths to try and calm himself down. It was his fault that Nicole was in this situation. He was going to take all of the blame.

 

[Nene_Chan18]

Henry patted Jim's back and grabbed Nicole's hand. "Nicole, I know everything seems bad right now. I've been where you are. But, you can't give up like this. You still have so much to live for. Me, Jim, our future. Nicole, there are so many people that care about you. How do you think we'll feel if you die. Just look at what you're doing to Jim." He said. Nicole looked at Jim and burst into tears. She hugged Jim tight. "I'm sorry Jim. I'm so sorry. I just don't know what to do. You've got to help me Jim, please." She sobbed.

 

[RockNRollAllNite82]

Jim sobbed as well, hugging her tight. Becca soon burst in, tears in her eyes as she ran to Nicole and hugged her tight. "Nic!!!" She screamed "I'm so sorry!!!!". Jim wanted to say something to her but he'd have his time to shout at her later. Right now the two women needed to mend their fences. Becca cried into Nicole's shoulder. "I'm so sorry Sis....."

 

[Nene_Chan18]

Nicole hugged Becca. "No, I'm sorry. I was out of line and a total bitch. I'm so sorry." She sobbed. Henry was relieved when Becca came in. He knew as soon as she did that everything would be alright. Henry released his breath.

 

[RockNRollAllNite82]

Becca kissed Nicole's cheek and forehead while hugging her. "No! It's my fault! I should have never said that I hated you..I don't hate you, Sis... I don't!" She said crying still. Jim gave a sigh and nodded at Henry. "Let's give them some time.. They need to make up." He said and left the room going out into the hallway leaning against the wall.

 

[Nene_Chan18]

Henry followed Jim out. Nicole took a deep breath. "Bec, it not your fault. You had every right to hate me. I would've too. But, it doesn't matter now. You're here with me and that's all that matters." She said.

 

[RockNRollAllNite82]

Becca looked Nicole's eyes for a few moments, still sobbing. "I don't hate you, Sis.. You're my best friend...I was just..... I was all wrapped up in the engagement and I was only thinking of myself. I didn't mean to lash out at you and say those things.. I'm sorry..." She said looking at Nicole's bandaged wrists which only made her cry harder. She knew that the blame laid solely on her. The door was cracked just enough for the guys out in the hall to hear. Jim leaned over to listen as Becca continued. "I don't hate you... I swear I don't.... I love you Nic.. I LOVE YOU!!" She cried while holding Nicole like it was their last hug. She was terrified of losing her. Jim stood out in the hall crying softly while listening to Becca apologize to Nicole. He changed his mind about having a talk with her. She was doing exactly what he would have told her to do.

 

[Nene_Chan18]

Nicole smiled softly and hugged her tight. "I love you too." She pulled away and grabbed Becca's hands. "It's okay, Bec. Really. I'm sorry for overreacting. I shouldn't have tried to kill myself. I should've let Henry give me his strength. I can only imagine the horror I put him through. Jim too. I need to apologize to them. Either way, I'm glad you're here. This hospital has terrible food. Apparently, I shouldn't eat anything with too much fat for awhile. Luckily, I have my sister to smuggle me food." Nicole winked at Becca and laughed.

 

[RockNRollAllNite82]

Becca giggled wiping away her tears and sniffling. "You have no idea how glad I am that you're okay.." She said with a smile. "I couldn't live without you. You are a big inspiration. I mean that."

 

[Nene_Chan18]

Nicole shook her head. "Flattery will get you nowhere, girly. Now, what do you say about breaking me out of here?" She asked lowering her voice and raising her eyebrows. Nicole was only half joking. Hospitals made her uncomfortable and she definitely didn't want to stay the night. Though, the doctor said that would be best.

 

[RockNRollAllNite82]

Becca looked back and forth like she was going to try and push the bed out of the room then giggled. "I think that you should stay here. I'll even stay here with you." She said. She didn't want to leave Nicole's side. She had a paranoia about leaving friends in need.

 

[Nene_Chan18]

Nicole grabbed her hand and squeezed. "Thanks Sis. Do me a favor and go get the guys. I need to apologize to them." She said.

 

[RockNRollAllNite82]

She smiled and kissed Nicole's forehead. "You got it, Sis. One moment." She let go of Nicole's hand and went to the door. Jim gave her a hopeful look, seeing her smiling. Letting out a sigh of relief he spoke. "Is everything okay?" He asked as Becca gave a smile back. "Yes. You guys can come in now." She said and walked back to sit by her sister's side. Jim walked back in. "Thank you for being mature enough to forgive each other. I'm proud of both of you." He says sitting beside Becca who took his hand. "I'm staying over with her tonight. Just so you know." She said giving his hand a squeeze. Jim shrugged. "That's fine, baby. I think that you should."

 

[Nene_Chan18]

Henry stood beside Nicole and grabbed her hand. "How are you feeling? Do you need anything?" He asked. Nicole smiled at him. "I'm fine. What I need is to apologize to you and Jim. I caused you both a lot of stress and I'm sorry. I shouldn't have tried to shut you guys out when I needed you. I promise to never do it again. I love you both and I know you love me too and would do anything for me. So, I'll just talk it out next time, but hopefully there won't be a next time." She replied. Henry cupped her cheek and kissed her hard. Nicole was surprised at all the emotion he put into it. "I love you, Nicole. I was terrified when I saw you lying on the ground. But, it was partly my fault. I knew you were vulnerable and left you alone anyway. Just...please never scare me like that again. I can't live without my wife." Henry said nearly in tears. Nicole kissed him. "It wasn't your fault, Hen. I kept in my emotions instead of relying on you. It won't happen again, my love." She said.

 

[RockNRollAllNite82]

Jim gave a nod. "I accept your apology. And I'm glad that you and Becca made up. You two need each other more than you think." He said and looked to Becca who leaned over and kissed him, placing a hand on his cheek. Jim kissed back and gave a smile. "Also having you back to you is much better." He said kissing her again. "I didn't like what you were becoming. Please don't ever be that heartless again..." This made Becca shiver but she nodded. "I won't. I promise." Jim patted her hand. I've never seen her that mad before.. He thought to himself. Changing the subject he brought up their album. "So, I got a text from Mr. Douglas. He said our album sales are soaring. There's even an article that calls us the, and I quote, 'New Brat Pack'." He said with a big smile.

 

[Nene_Chan18]

Nicole exhaled. "Thank god. I'm glad I didn't ruin our careers. Though I must say, we should change our name to that. It has a nice ring to it, don't you think guys?" She joked. Henry chuckled. "I'm glad you didn't lose your sense of humor, but I can't say that I missed it." He said. Nicole playfully hit his chest and hid the wince at the pain in her wrist. "Keep that up and you'll be sleeping on the couch for the rest of your life." She said.

 

[RockNRollAllNite82]

Becca giggled at Nicole's comeback. You'd better watch, Henry." She said nudging him with her foot. "That's so awesome though! I wonder how long it will be before we get our Mansion? I can't wait for that. Having a big house with a pool and our own studio!" She said with a big smile. Jim laughed shaking his head. "That's it? Just a big empty house, a pool and a studio? You don't think that we should have...I don't know.. Furniture and appliances and all that stuff?" He asked, stifling a laugh. Becca gave him a look and smirked. "Can it, loverboy!" She said and crossed her arms, playfully pouting. Jim laughed at her.

 

[Nene_Chan18]

Henry laughed. Nicole giggled. "I love you guys." She said. Then, the doctor came in. "Ms. Jackson, I'm glad you're feeling better. I know you're having fun with your friends, but visiting hours are over and you need to rest. So, I need all of you to please leave. Ms. Jackson, I'll give you a quick check up, then leave you to rest. And for your friends, I have an update. As long as her vitals are normal tomorrow, she'll be free to go." He said. Nicole's heart sped up, which the monitor unfortunately showed. Traitor, she thought. She couldn't control the way her unease settled in her stomach and she felt a little sick.

 

[RockNRollAllNite82]

Jim gave a nod getting up and shaking the Doctor's hand. "Thank you so much for saving her life." He said with a sigh. He didn't want to leave her but only one person could stay over and Becca had already said that she was going to stay. Jim turned and kissed Becca lightly and she kissed back. "I love you, hon and I love you, Nic." He said hugging Nicole and kissing her cheek. "Take care. And please don't ever do that again." He said and walked to the door, leaning against it and waiting patiently while Henry says his goodbyes.

 

[Nene_Chan18]

Henry hugged Nicole tight. "I'll come see you first thing tomorrow, cuteness. Try not to miss me too much." He said. Nicole hugged him back. "You'd better. I love you." She said. Henry cupped her cheek and kissed her. She kissed him back, sighing against his lips. "I love you too. See you tomorrow. Bye Becca, please take care of my girl." He said. Nicole really wanted him to stay, but since Becca was here she was able to stay relaxed.

 

[RockNRollAllNite82]

Becca gave a smile. "I will. I'll protect her with my life." She said determinedly. Jim gave a nod. "I love you both. See you tomorrow." He said leaving with Henry. Becca gave a sigh and sat back. "So we finally get a chance to have some girl talk." She said with a giggle. She loved when she and Nicole got time alone to talk.

 

[Nene_Chan18]

Nicole laid back on the bed with a smile. "This is like a sleepover. I feel like a teenager. What should we talk about first? Boys or boys?" She joked. Nicole was starting to get very uncomfortable, but she was able to hide it behind jokes. Now how to joke about everything without seeming suspicious. I hate hospitals, she thought and mentally sighed.

 

[RockNRollAllNite82]

Becca pretended to think. "Ummm... How about boys!" She said with a laugh setting her phone on the seat next to her to give Nicole her full attention. "I'm so happy that our album is doing well. It was fun to make." She said with a smile giggling, remembering a funny thing that she did on one of the takes of the third track. "Remember when I fell asleep during one of Jim's guitar solos?" She asked laughing. "He was like 'How was that, hon?' " She did her best to do Jim's voice.

 

[Nene_Chan18]

Nicole laughed. "Oh my god, yeah! In fact, he sounded just like that. If I didn't know it was you talking, I would've thought he was here." She said. Nicole moved around so that she could lean on Becca and play around with the bandages.