Addiction

[IndiePrincess]

Character Sheet:
Name: Vivien Cain


Gender: Female


Age: 15


Height: 5' 9''


S/O: Bisexual


Appearance: Olive skin, waist length chestnut hair, heterochromic eyes (one green, one hazel/brown). Thin but curvy body, with lean muscles from dancing.


Personality(I'd like a good paragraph): She's reserved and kind, and doesn't say much if she doesn't know you well, but she has more on her mind than anyone would ever guess. She walks delicately, like she's floating, but she has a determined strength about her; one that only those who have experienced pain will understand. She loves music more than life itself, which isn't hard, considering she isn't particularly fond of living. Music and dance is what gets her through the day, and keeps her from tipping over the edge. Around her friends - the few she had, even though they're long gone - she's warm, caring, and gentle. Her laugh is like wind chimes and her rare smiles are like sunshine, but they come few and far between these days. Most of the time now she's an emotionless mask, and feels hollow inside, though she longs for someone to hold her in their arms and bring her back to life.


Biography(1+ paragraphs please): She was born in Massachusetts, but has since then lived in cities all over the world. She's lived on four continents and in seven countries, because of her father's job as a diplomat. She never really fit in at any of her schools, and was usually the odd man out. She spent most of elementary and middle school by herself, as she didn't have much time to make friends before moving again. The only constant thing in her life being piano, singing, and ballet lessons. After a while, she stopped trying to make friends and retreated into dance, throwing herself into ballet and excelling in her classes, becoming a pointe dancer earlier than the other girls. Because she was younger than the rest of the other girls on pointe, she was left out there, and so her parents put her in private lessons. For years, she rarely talked to other people her age, and developed an eating disorder when one of her dance teachers told her she was too tall to be a dancer; she thought being thinner would somehow make up for it. It wasn't until high school that she began to blossom socially. She began to make friends, but she soon had to move again, right before winter break. Shortly after her move she began to cut herself, on her wrists, hips, and thighs. She hid her wrists behind long sleeves and her hips and thighs behind leotards, tights, and dance skirts. She also began to drink, stealing hard liquor from her parents expansive liquor cabinet when they weren't home - which was often. She got invited to a party at her new school, where she was introduced to the world of drugs like ecstasy and molly. She started sneaking out at night to got to parties and raves, where she would be out until dawn, and sneak back home in time to get a couple hours of sleep before school. She's never been in a relationship, and doesn't even know what her sexual orientation is. She hasn't even had her first kiss. She's in a downward spiral, and doesn't know how to save herself.


Basic Reason for Self Harm: Manic Depression, loneliness, self-loathing, release, escape from reality


Type of self harm(optional): bulimia, cutting, drinking, sometimes drugs


Other:

 

[whispers in the wind]

Do you mind if I base my character on the real on the real me instead of one I made up..ita just..this stuff is kinda personal to me and...yeah

 

[IndiePrincess]

is this rp still active/accepting? no one ever responded to my character sheet