Misty Gray
Pessimisty
George Sanderson
When Finn eventually began to apologise and edge away from him, George slowly nodded his head. He couldn't protest or beg the man to stay - he didn't want to prolong the doctor's discomfort. He bit his lip and once again nodded as Finn told him he needed some time. George couldn't argue or deny him of that, not after the bombshell he'd just dropped on him. "Look after yourself, mate," he called out to Finn as the man said they'd be in touch. George had already decided he would keep his distance and not get in the way of his friend sorting out his own life. If Finn happened to wish to see him again, he was sure the man knew where to find his dingy apartment. George remained standing alone in the alley for a time, simply gazing towards the ground as a numbness seemed to overcome him.
The walk home was something that George seemed to do without any thought. He already knew the journey like the back of his hand. Even the shift between the crowded city to the more isolated areas didn't phase him this evening. He blocked out the homeless man begging for spare change and only just avoided bumping into the burly man smoking outside the textile factory. Eventually, he reached a rougher side of town and approached the cafe he lived above, ascending the stairs to his own apartment.
The apartment was cold and unfeeling, making even his prison cell seem more homely. At least back there, he was never short of some form of company - even when it was the hostile kind. Since leaving prison, he'd lost his family, lost his job, lost contact with inmates he called friends, and now he'd lost the only person on the outside who had wanted to spend time with him. It started to feel like being honest wasn't doing him any favours. Still, the one thing he would not begrudge was Finn's choice to walk away. The man was entitled to that.
When he entered his bedroom, George began unfastening his waistcoat. His eyes glanced down to his bed, resting on which were the job applications and resume he'd been working on. He draped his waistcoat over the nearby chair before falling back onto his bed, alongside the files he'd tossed onto the mattress earlier that day. He was about to pick one up to read it over when he moved his hand away and slumped back against his pillow. No legitimate employer would give him a job after looking at his history. Feeling like he had nothing to lose, he began to seriously consider how easy it was to provide false information and forged documents. All he knew was money was running out and he had the resources to change that, even if it meant going back to his old ways.
Bellz (Finn)