Fletchawk
Clever thoughts mean nothing unless acted upon.
Ryan Donahue
It had been threatening to rain all day and it wasn't until shortly before they left the manor that the sky proved that the threat wasn't empty, albeit a bit weak. The gloomy atmosphere matched Ryan's mood the past week as he had mostly spent it to himself cooped up in his flat keeping a low profile after the coordinated attack against the Porters and their affiliates. This meant he had spent a long time with his thoughts, which was mostly consumed by the inner conflict on dealing with Conor's betrayal and his reasons behind it. Part of him hated Conor for sacrificing his own familial relations for a woman who's own family had wronged so many. Yet, another part of Ryan missed the friendship he once had with the man and could see how happy the woman and their child made Conor, even if he didn't quite understand why. Even with the conundrum spending so much time on the surface of his thoughts, partly thanks to the soreness of the injuries he'd sustained in their fight, he'd come to a stalemate rather than a conclusion about the matter. Ryan's indecisiveness was not part of his normal modus operandi and this left him out of his comfort zone and feeling uneasy.The solitude was brought to an end when Cillian, the silent guardsman, appeared at his door. True to his nature, the man spoke not a word, but Ryan knew why he was there. Ryan was needed at the manor. After grabbing a satchel of things he'd prepared in his immense amount of downtime, he made his way with Cillian back to the Porter home. Several hours later, Ryan was sitting behind the wheel of James' '57 Imperial. Not one of his favorites, especially after being used to reshape Conor's older '55 Imperial. The main thing he disliked was the car's size, as it was even bigger than it's older brother and weighted more too. However, a larger V8 engine helped compensate for the increased mass. Ryan did like how it was built like a brick shithouse and while they may not outrun most pursuers, actually stopping them was not going to be an easy feat since the car was basically the bastard lovechild of a luxury vehicle and a M46 Patton Tank. Once it got moving, you did not want to be in front of this Imperial regardless if you were in another vehicle or not, because it was not stopping unless it hit another one of its kind or an actual tank.
When they arrived at their destination and James warned them of the point of no return, Ryan wasn't surprised when the offer to bail was ignored. In the few weeks that he'd know him, Ryan had only seen Peter lose composure once, and that was when Sinead was poisoned. One could almost hear Jackson's blood boil underneath his skin and Ryan recognized the man's eyes from some men he served with. Those that had lost comrades, but it wasn't sorrow that produced that look, it was the thirst for bloody vengeance. James was not far off either, although years and experience had tempered him and allowed him to keep an almost serene look about him. Ryan merely nodded to show his acknowledgement, for he knew full what this night would entail.
James' asking after him nearly knocked lose the baggage Ryan had stowed away for the duration of the mission and not because he'd not done a decent enough job of keeping under wraps, but because James was one of the very few people that he could complete confide in and he was tempted to do so when opened the door for it. Ryan continued to survey the dark street as the debated bringing his worries to the table, but decide that now was neither the time nor place for it. Keeping his mouth shut took some effort as his grip on the steering wheel tightened until his knuckles turned white. "Mostly. Could use a drink though. Care to join me later?" James' inquest to how dirty Ryan wanted to get his hands was met with a dark chuckle. "I believe I was the one that was asking for you to let me just cut head off the snake last week. Offer still stands by the way." Ryan's light tone betrayed his eagerness a tad. "It feels good to actually be on the offensive instead of reacting to threats."
Misty Gray [James]