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raelyn clifford
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conceal don't feel
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moving on up to a deluxe apartment in the skyyyyyy
“It’s fine to cry...don’t hold back.”
"no," she sniffled again, drying the last of her tears. "no no no. it's not worth it. if he wants to just, throw away four years of a relationship just so he can screw around with whoever, then fine. i'm not wasting anymore of my time on him. not right now."
her posture and attitude were filling with a determination rae only got after heartbreak. a strange sense of confidence she only got after being as hurt as she was right then.
after she busted her vocal cords, she found a strange kind of peace and positivity in becoming a music teacher.
in the strangest way that rae could think of, it's what was happening now.
rae's brain was always face paced. it thought quicker than most of her peers. it's the reason she went into high school early, dapne and fin couldn't keep up with teaching her. to say she was an accelerated learner would be an understatement. no, rae wasn't a genius by any means, but her brain just worked faster and she understoo things much quicker than others.
so her brain was in overdrive. it was telling her to move on. it was telling her how none of this was worth it. her brain was telling her to forget it and go enjoy this new chapter of her life.
"look on the bright side, right?" a smile made its way to her face, wanting to leave the bad mood in the past. "youuu have finally moved out! and now we can save way more money on gas because you won't have to come pick me up from my house to drive to the school! we're growing up parker, and i think we have earned our right to go have a house warming party with our new roommates!"
her smile was genuine, because despite the pain of her boyfriend of four years leaving her, she was determined to make that day a good one. because hell, it was a good day. she was living with her best friend! she was moving in with a bunch of people around their age, who she was determined to befriend. whether her new roommates wanted to or not, they would get along in some capacity. when you live in such close quarters with people, you formed a unique, interesting bond.
it was a bond that rae was looking forward to.
"do you think this outfit is good enough? is it too casual for the first house party?" she walked away from amos, over to her mirror to look at herself. "i mean i think my hair's okay like this, but i don't want to give off the impression that i'm lazy with my move-in clothes..." she tightened the ponytail on her half up-half down hairstyle, the bottom half of her hair having previously curled was now falling into more loose waves.
her eyes glanced to her best friend, looking for approval.